#ffxiv #yshtola

slightly incorrect anatomy is part of my style but when i do comms i get nervous about it and they end up looking stiff sometimes 🤦‍♀️ i need 2 not worry

this is just a reminder 2 myself that when i get to sub to ff again i should run the vault for the unicolt

omg lrt is one of my fav drawings its nice to find it on here

So many things I would have done But clouds got in my way

the metal motif songs so like metal brute justice mode, exponential entropy, out of time, locus etc all make me feel like my world is ending

hic svnt leones is on my josei girl playlist

i need 2 stop reading fic that makes me genuinely distressed

my 2026 resolution is to draw the perfect tokidoki renditions of jaywon

the names of a few of my ocs are spoilers for their story but a while back i realised i was uploading images of one of them to patreon w his name in the filename and had to change it jic 😵‍💫

ok this is hard for me to say but i suddenly had to miss work today bc i was having some kind of anxiety attack (??) and was recommended to go to the er. i'm okay thankfully but this on top of a lot of other financial issues that suddenly came up this month (i dont want to overshare)

my ipod plays 🥲 its a shame that ill never know how much ive listened to loser lover but i assume its my most listened 2 song of all time.. also noises was my most played song on spotify b4 i started boycotting halfway thru the yr and then got into enhypen

jungwon jaywon jungwon #enhypen

god i have so many tabs open i have a tab open w the word "rime" bc i learned it recently and dont want to forget it

maybe not a lolita but what i think of as a josei gal.......

my website is literally only a pink background with black serif text but it gives me the feeling of a 2000s casual lolitas makeup table and if it starts 2 lose that feeling at all i undo the changes

i finally figured out my diary page on my site.. very productive hrs spent moving the sidebar around

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if i speak

if i even think about that fic i read recently tears start to come to my eyes i dont think anything ever in my life has done this to me b4

i borrowed princess knight from osamu tezuka from the library and theres a relationship i didnt expect from it that i really like but its not going to happen 💔💔

i was talking 2 my friend abt how like wrote notes on every single chapter of dungeon meshi/wrote 10k+ word rants on endwalker and dawntrail for fun and he was like you seem very tortured

i really do love first half of dawntrail like i want to replay it and live there forever

i should put all my silly ffxiv comics over here...posting this so i can rmb to do this tmrrw

i need to come up w a cheaper commission style or smth bc i really do need money but my current style isnt worth doing for less 😖

saw pics of jay that were so cute today they were genuinely destabilising me

i miss first half of dawntrail so bad

why am i always warring w the ebt office they closed my case even though my salary has not changed at all so i tried to call them this morning and after 5hrs of being on hold i just really had to give up 😭 i gotta try again tmrrw

some drawings of my beloved wol 🩷🩷 #ffxiv

ik i mostly get wol requests but ocs and pcs (like tarnished or tavs) vtubers and existing chars etc are fine too o_<

ive always liked the baby looking frog from keroro gunso (whose name i learned is tamama) so learning that theres enha lore where jay said jw looks like it so jw got keroro stickers for his phone + started getting associated w him is one of many fun coincidences that keeps my life so enjoyable

ik i mostly get wol requests but ocs and pcs (like tarnished or tavs) vtubers and existing chars etc are fine too o_<

L's bedroom #art

i lied i got in bed and read a fic that has me crying like what the fucking hell

when i get home ill upload some ffxiv stuff i totally forgot abt lol @_@

gawd i wish the enha/txt updates would move over here so i could abandon twitter for good

forget drawing i should work on my ten million ffxiv fic wips

my sweethearts #ffxiv

i should draw more one room ta fanart T_T

i've updated the form w a link to the completed commissions so far! ty to the people who donated ^_^<3

some drawings from my patreon #art

@guildenstern.etheirys.social hi! sorry i'm unable to dm you, thank you for taking a look at my donation post! i notice you selected venmo as your donation option but was wondering if you were waiting to send it? thank you!

hi guys my friends aunt was badly impacted by the hurricane in jamaica and could really use help! gofund.me/eb4511b8e

hi i will be opening $7 b&w fullbody comms in order to raise donations for jamaicans after the island was hit by a category 5 hurricane recently. if you are interested please take a look at my form. thank you! docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

Y'shtola: You're plotting something. Emet-selch: Every hour of every day, but never you mind about that.

i love my friend who is currently helping me out rn hes the best

love this krile read on my whole life

mogtomes have me feeling like a high schooler doing my homework last minute