Last night I started the process of deleting my Bluesky after reaching out when I needed help and everyone falling silent. Still, I'm back I guess, but I've decided to go through and delete every post regarding the person harassing me and not ask for help on here anymore. I'll deal with it alone.

Just know... Whatever happens to me next... I came to you guys for help... And you didn't listen... Goodbye.

And once again just like times I tried to speak up before including last night, things fell flat and I'm suffering through this alone. So I won't be reaching out anymore about the stalker to try and raise awareness about him. Thank you @amberwolf17.posts.games for trying to help spread the word.

I'll handle it myself. Just like I've been doing... And I'll find a way through this on my own..

Update on the Castlevania poll rogues. Tie has been broken and so tonight I'll be playing Dawn of Sorrow. Portrait of Ruin however will be next for retro nights. Got some errands to run then I'll be live.

Today I'll be returning to Castlevania for retro night and currently have a poll going on my YouTube channel to decide if I'll be streaming Portrait of Ruin or Dawn of Sorrow next. But unfortunately the votes are tied so I need a tie breaker. Help me out rogues? youtube.com/post/UgkxnPJ...

So two streams night ahead rogues, starting off with a game that may be the soulsborne of walking Sims. Live shortly with Make Good Choices with The Last of Us to follow. www.twitch.tv/masquemare www.youtube.com/c/Masquemare

Sharing from my Instagram. Also, thank you to @amberwolf17.posts.games @eldronox.bsky.social @mickeyd343.bsky.social and everyone else who had my back through what's been one of the most challenging years of my life. Sometimes you just have to remember those who stood by you when others didn't.

Time to knuckle up and hit the weights.

Last night I did my first post vacation stream with a recap plus a Transformers model kit build but It's time to finally get back around to gaming rogues. So tonight I'm continuing The Last of Us. Live shortly. www.twitch.tv/masquemare www.youtube.com/@Masquemare

So it's been a strange first day back from my vacation. That aside, I'm finished at the gym and given we didn't get to do the Discord movie night last night due to how late things went with my return stream, we'll be picking up on that once I'm home then I'll be live after See you soon rogues.

I've definitely missed the gym. And I also have a lot of vacation calories to burn off. Let's get it.

So first full day back home and got reminded all too quickly about how quickly things tend to cause me to get held up. Which has resulted in not having time to cook before hitting the gym so Subway it is.

How crazy is this final game gonna be? youtube.com/live/cSS1IvX...

I wanted to wait until I got Ravage, Laserbeak, Rumble, and Ratbat put together but here's the finished result rogues. I built my Blokees Action Edition Soundwave model kit last night on stream and words can't describe how beautifully detailed this figure is for $40. Also it lights up and talks.

Going live within the next couple of minutes with my vacation recap stream rogues. Also it's finally time to put Soundwave together. See you guys on Twitch and YouTube shortly. www.twitch.tv/masquemare www.youtube.com/c/Masquemare

Finally home from the vacation and I have a lot to share so I'll be live soon on Twitch and YouTube rogues. Just gimme a bit since I jumped on my PC to start getting things setup as soon as I got my stuff in the house only to be met with a bunch of updates to my streaming software 😅

Pit stop with a lore drop. Given I don't have any 7-11's where I live I get excited whenever I get to stop at one. It's kinda like Buc-ee's for me (though Buc-ee's is awesome) which is also why I have a Slurpee POP figure and almost grabbed a couple more from a collectable shop while on vacation.

Another adventure ends rogues and I'm now on the 5 hour trip back home. So in a few hours I'll be live with the vacation recap on both Twitch and YouTube followed by me putting together one of my Transformers model kits before we do a Discord movie night. See you then rogues.

@mickeyd343.bsky.social @eldronox.bsky.social and a couple other names that come to mind. Wish you guys had been here.

My first time at a theme park in years and the first thing I did was get on the biggest coaster at the park (which was also the biggest and fastest giga coaster in the world) and pick at @amberwolf17.posts.games by completely no selling it. Also, new collectable for the stream room and good eats.

Tonight RV There Yet Collab at 4pm PST! Be sure to bring the snacks for the trip!! 😋

Second to last say of the vacation gave me a chance to show that as far as my photography goes? I've still got it. I'll be showing the rest of the pics on Sunday's stream.

Today and tomorrow are the final two days of my vacation rogues. This means Sunday I'll be returning to streaming with both a recap of the vacation and talks of what's coming next as well as an attempt at building a model kit I recently got followed by a Discord movie night.

When it's almost 1:30 AM and you're making @amberwolf17.posts.games and company your Dr.Pepper brownies. Technically it's Dr. Thunder but hey same practice, different name.

Sure, why not?

First pack of Pokemon cards I've opened in a while after catching a movie with @amberwolf17.posts.games and RocketNachos (and also my first pack of Mega Evolution). Said beforehand that I just wanted a Mega Kanghaskhan of any kind. Ended up pulling one even if not the SIR.

Throwback. Regarding my previous post, I'm not owed anything I've wanted as a creator but I'm going to keep trying to earn everything I hope to gain. So as soon as I get back from my vacation I'm going to continue pushing towards my next goal. Which is to finally hit 1k on my YouTube channel.

Feels like I'm going back into my anti-hero story arc. Photo credit: @amberwolf17.posts.games

I'm not gonna forget every person who's had my back this year. But I'm also not gonna forget every single person that let me down and gave me one "I'm here if you need me" too many.

I don't vibe with selectivity, especially with fair weather friends/those who only care to connect based on popularity vs a genuine care for actual companionship. After dealing with both more than enough this year it's reminded me to stick to myself and just focus on my goals and improving myself.

Your 5 dreams as a content creator 🤍To be a positive influence as a YouTube partner❤️ 🤍 To continue making people laugh❤️ 🤍Reach 1k subs and beyond on YT (while also growing on Twitch)❤️ 🤍Grow a supportive and inclusive community❤️ 🤍Earn a means to provide for those I care about and myself ❤️

Only thing Lester's fixin is to get his ass kicked if he ever makes something like this again. And yes me and @amberwolf17.posts.games recorded trying it.

Today was another great vacation day. Some game trade ins, a dono from a friend, and depletion of most of the rest of my shopping funds later, and I have several POP's I've wanted, a copy of one of my fave NES games, two new Godzilla plushies for the stream room, and snacks to try with my friends.

Today has been a reminder of just how much I hope things change one day. And no one knows just how hard I'm trying to make that change happen.

Had a nice haul of POP figures today. Two more for the horror shelf (with me now finally doing something I've wanted to do for a while which is have both a Curry and Skarsguard Pennywise) Three for the anime shelf (gonna looked for Jotoro tomorrow) And jumped on this Arkham City box art Batman.

I'll call finding any older TMNT comics in the wild a win.

Get in loser we're kidnapping the Sandy Claws.

I'm in hell

Good start to this vacation. Old Studio Ghibli movies and pizza.

Exhaustion is showing (may def be sleeping on the five hour ride ahead) But another adventure is about to begin with @amberwolf17.posts.games and RocketNachos. It sucks that @mickeyd343.bsky.social couldn't go with us like originally planned but hopefully next time.

Ok so change of plans. My attempt to stream One Last Clip resulted in OBS not working well with it at all so I had to cancel. This means I'm now officially on my vacation from streaming for the next week rogues and will back back either on the 15th or 16th. Anyways time to finish packing.

Time to take in a late night movie at the local cinema rogues. Live with One Last Clip (which is also one last stream before my vacation) www.twitch.tv/masquemare www.youtube.com/@Masquemare

So just wrapped up Ten Bells rogues (which was amazing though short for what bits I played to finish the game though there is post game content in a way) We also passed a raid to Snuckles72 (link in comments) Anyways I still have one last stream to do before my vacation so live again shortly.

It's been a bit since I did an anomaly horror game rogues and tonight I have two lined up. Starting things off I'll be visiting a haunted pub with Ten Bells. After that we'll be taking in One Last Clip at the local cinema. Live shortly. www.twitch.tv/masquemare www.youtube.com/@Masquemare

Finally live with UFO 50 rogues. And it's time to finally step inside Night Manor. www.twitch.tv/masquemare www.youtube.com/@Masquemare

So giving an update to things rogues. Finished Liminalcore (passed a raid to fordy8bit) but decided to hold off on the Night Manor stream until 6AM-7AM so I can eat and pack for the trip tomorrow. I still hate that I got held up on going live until after 1AM due to that situation but yea.

Going live with Liminalcore shortly rogues (UF0 50 to follow after) but I have a warning to issue at the start of the stream given the instructions on how to reach the chapter 5 update are a bit confusing. I'm hoping I can actually do it. www.twitch.tv/masquemare www.youtube.com/@Masquemare

Sharing this before I go live tonight. 2025's been tough, but through injuries, getting stalked, death in the family, etc I've kept streaming while chasing the only sub goal I've ever wanted to re-achieve what I had on Mixer. For months I've been stuck at around 950-ish. I want to reach 1k again.