can deviantart stop trying to change their messaging system away from Notes. actually. where the fuck are my notes. where are even my prior old chat messages. i hate every change that website has ever made since like 2013

i'm finally at the part in z-a where i'm about to meet corbeau lmao i'm playing this game so slowly it's a travesty (i only have two more trips to the hospital though so i'll soon be free of the stressor that makes me binge comics all day instead of game lmao)

what sick and twisted mind came up with the idea of putting a serrated tear line on a paper that is NOT meant to be torn. that thing was torn before i knew what was written on that paper man

why on earth is berseria getting remastered. its the second most recent mainline game, surely theres better choices for a remaster. also skipping toz?? tox2? will bamco ever make the older/less available tales games easier to play. would love to see destiny/eternia/legendia etc. instead

i am sooooo tired from having to go the hospital every weekday for my moms 15 min treatment (about 100 miles driven round trip rip rip) & the costs of gas & having less time to work is really putting a strain on my bank account lol

doodle

im finally...... free.....

shiny skiddo number eight.... pikachu please..... have mercy.... orz

no seriously are the pikachu shiny locked

fifteen phases & two rooftop shinies i cant reach & still no pikachu are they shiny locked. am i just unlucky. cant wait to actually play this game one day. i dont ever want to see another white lion or goat

me: haha itd be fun to give the npc's shinies for their request pokemon me 8 hours later with 11 shinies having at least one of each pokemon available in area 3 except for a pikachu: only the dumbest of bitches could have come up with this idea

ough i want legends z-a so bad its gonna be so rough getting through the fomo period while the game's new :(

mistria's great fun but why are my top two men unromancable (hemlock & olrick) & also doing my first playthrough as my OC who doesnt like animals is killing me. its been two months & balor wont sell any fucking chicken eggs im gonna set his wagon on fire

why is he already married :( all the marriage candidates in mistria are Great but damn.... hemlock sir pls

first new 5 star in genshin since wriothesly & my flins is outdamaging my neuv after three days of artifact farming vs three months of farming powercreep real (or my builds are just really bad)

god the things i would be willing to do to get a code for that genshin x kfc haikaveh namecard...... i want it so bad

bought myself mistria as an almost month late bday present but idk when i'll be able to really play bc i made a Big Mistake & took on too much com work lmao (but thats good i was finally able to buy two new truck tires too why are tires for gravel roads so expensive orz) i am Suffering

i will be Attempting to update my vgen services today by adding a chibi ych/emote? page & a cheap gacha/skeb BUT only if my internet decides to Start Working bc literally as soon as i opened vgen things stopped loading bc it rained for two minutes orz cheap rural internet is killing me

so curious about the thoughts of someone that clearly has no issues with AI, gives numerous AI refs & has a bunch of AI generated images of their OC's but still commissions actual artists on a regular basis. is it gluttony, a ceaseless need for OC content or can AI not make Exactly what they want

immensely regretting putting a sheet of 29 chibi's up as a ych as someone orders the full page with 29 different characters like. like you /can/ do that but. also thats a Lot. so many. too many.

last two pages of sol gummies

stole a feral kitten from the feral cat that lives at my house like a week ago (not sure if the kitten was hers or one of the like ten that got dumped) & while im glad its comfortable with me now it sure is a problem how much it likes chewing wires in my room (only room with no holes in the walls)

when will mistria go on sale again so i can buy it as a late bday present to myself......

more sol gummies

i cannot believe hoyo added a fruit shop named nuts'n'nuts into their game

more gummy sol

sol gummies

been playing dinkum on breaks even tho it runs at like 15 fps & i turned my AC off for the first time in a couple months & oh.... oh the Sounds my poor steam deck turned PC has been making while attempting to run this game are BAD like it was clicking??? oh i need to fix my PC :(

assorted chibi alhaithams from a while back #genshin

genshin actually making good QoL improvements but when will they add a 'mark as trash/discard' icon for artifacts. i do like the 4 free cons for old characters tho (one per character) & that This will actually get me something instead of being a mockery when i c6'd alhaitham (f2p)

why does posting com work feel so embarrassing lol

commissions for @dubhevt.bsky.social that i had a lot of fun doing! ft my oc sol lol

bday in two weeks ew

wip what if i actually try to finish some of those sdv sam & shane becoming buddies comics i got scripted

me opening commissions

going through my tumblr blog & i dont think i'll ever draw anything funnier than this man

man im fine with my art not getting a lot of notes on here bc i dont tag anything & actually i get more activity than expected but when i post on tumblr with all the tags & get nothing? that hits. god i fell off so hard over there after 2023. i had thousand note posts. now i cant hit 100.

finally finished renjing for my bestie

uuuughghghgh i've had this open for like four days sometimes even with things i Want to draw with characters i like the actual drawing process is like pulling teeth & physically painful & all i wanna do is talk about how much making art sucks lmao

made some progress in PC repairs in that the new PSU at least gets it to turn on but it wont post & has a red VGA light orz after fiddling with the GPU it's looking more like a motherboard problem orz I just want a proper PC again man someone send me a pre-built so I don't have to do this anymore

messy sketch

man i love it when someone coms me to draw a character i'm obsessed with (getting to draw slightly spicy corbeau hell yeah hell yeah)

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pros of glasses straps: keeps ur glasses from getting misplaced. cons: easily tugged, pulled or caught on pets (or pokemon)

oooooohhhh im gonna be so Normal about corbeau pokemon z-a

playing HSR with english voices is like repeatedly giving yourself brain damage with the whiplash of phenomenal performance (phainon, aventurine, boothill, tribbie etc) & the absolute worst (cipher & the new caelus voice make me want to claw my ears off) or no voice at all rip

sol vibes (he would also be the boy crying tho)

perhaps bootbird should be banned from multiplayer origami clash (i absolutely destroyed that lobby to the point that i started feeling bad for everyone else lmao)

tales of symphonia~!

wip changed regal's pose bc it was extra bad