I've been sleeping most of yesterday and today. I hate calling out of work, always makes me feel guilty for some reason but I do think I needed it. Hoping eaking up tomorrow wont be the struggle that it was today. Just little over two weeks until I can take the last of my PTO for the year. Crazy

Welp, the overwork has caught up with me. Caught a cold. Awesome.

The amount of energy that it would take to have a much needed Ted Talk is much more than what I currently have. So...*insert passionate irate Ted Talk here* Thanks for listening.

my forehead moon is prominent today

Sigh, back to work today. I chose to work from home though, as it is a little icy out there this morning. My boss probably wont be happy bout that. I'm not willing to take any chances. Oh well.

Just gotta make it through Monday double, Tuesday regular work and Wednesday double and then I have some rest time. Still so much to do....

i feel so dried up and stiff.

Sometimes I just wanna be as selfish as everyone else.

Azalea OUT NOW spotify.link/N9LuTdZLXXb

Am I the crazy one thinking it's insane that a person who works 15 to 20 hours a week asks a person who works 60+ hours a week to work a 14 hour shift at the end of the week, when you've only been working 15 minutes in to your shift? Even if you aren't feeling well, the balls.

I'm tired. 1 month down, 2 to go until the end of the year. Then I just gotta get through January to take some time off in February. Ugh. Burnout is a bitch.

Azalea coming Nov 1st | Photography by the wonderful @tsukikirei18.bsky.social |

So close, we can almost smell the soap suds! PowerWash Simulator 2 is out tomorrow!🕒💦

Operation: Mars out NOW!!!! spotify.link/EQZPdf2VyXb

The countdown has started🕒💦

I was working on a commission and this was my favorite of the choices. I'm not going to show what was chosen as it will be used for the commissioner but I wanted to show this one too. The black and white shows the water droplets a bit better but the color be popping.

Went to the pumpkin patch today. It was fun. Definitely a fall day.

I hate working while feeling like crap. Especially my 2nd job. I get into work and 3 people had called out. I'll refrain from talking shit but it sucks y'all.

Chiitan has a dream. I hope that one day the term LGBT will become a thing of the past. I will continue to spread my message until we live in a world where everyone can love freely and is free from persecution and discrimination. Until then, let's all support each other🤍

Come say hi to ease my tiredness! www.twitch.tv/tsukigakirei...

10 hours yesterday, 14 hours today. It's only Tuesday. I knew work was gonna be tough the rest of the year but I'm already passed exhausted.

I came out for some ice cream. Thoughts swirling in my head. Nostalgia thick in the evening air. Reminiscent of a summer night long since past. Bright slightly full moon hanging low in the sky. Pondering life and what it has in store for me. A slight tinge of sadness.

Mamma Tsuki is visiting this weekend. I've been so stressed for the past week and when she arrived I instantly felt my stress melt away. When she leaves I will be stressed as all get out again but I'll just enjoy my time for now.

I....do not handle stress well....will be MIA till next week

Work done and have the whole weekend off and a nice little money boost came in the mail today. Sooooo, today is good? yea, today is good.

Ahhh, so it's that part of the cycle where I get no sleep because I constantly wake up, body hurts too much to sleep, and am restless. Fun. Let's see how long this lasts this time....

Off to another double. I think the only good thing about working two jobs right now and that both are busy, is that I have no time to listen/watch news and have panic attacks about it. Silver lining I guess.

It's time to play the game, "Will I have any spending money after paying bills?" game.

My cat has learned to toss her favorite ball up into the air and catch it. It's the little things that heal you.

I am not really motivated to do anything this week. I am a bit worn out. But we keep on trucking. Possible early co-working stream this afternoon.

Favorite spot

this one particular, take as needed, medicine really knocks me out. i can barely keep my eyes open. should prolly see if i can switch it to something that doesnt make me unable to funtion. early bed time i guess....

Sound on 🐈‍⬛

I am eepy. It also feels like the end of the week even thought it's only Wednesday 😭

I am a mess...

self-love, self-transformation 🧵

I love how I've been emailing my full time job about a payroll issue for 3 weeks and never got a response back and the error was never fixed and is now reflected in my paycheck today....what...the...fuck.

Really dreading going into 2nd work. I feel gross and uncomfortable. I hope it will at least take my mind off things...

I'm a big girl now!

Ren Faire wss fun yesterday. Today an italian festival so imma stuff my tummy!

Just 8 more hours....then a long weekend....even if it is busy with 11 hours of driving...

Day 3 of 4 for the 13 hour shift days. Slept like shit because my body hurts too damn much. There are many things I'd like to rant about but have no energy.

I touched some grass this weekend

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Ugh being so active this weekend wore me the f out, now I go into a hell week and then into another busy and active weekend. Help!

Boss for 2nd asked me to come in Monday. So another 4 days of 13 hour shifts. But I do not have Friday off this time and I am supposed to leave to visit my family. Maybe I will leave early on Saturday morning than drive 5 and a half hour after that hell of a week.