Oh Jesus christ my post got popular what do I do

tw suicide discussion I wouldn't call myself suicidal but I think there's a point where if I were guilty of enough harm then I'd have no choice but to kms. The reason I fret so much about morality and not hurting other people is because I'm terrified of reaching that point.

This isn't a novel take but I hope everyone understands that "HRT is dangerous and should only be prescribed under certain special conditions" is the more transmedicalist position, than "you're not trans if you don't take HRT" Both are wrong and stupid ofc but you gotta know what these terms mean

the problem with having two accounts is you unfortunately have to remember to mute and block everyone twice

My relationship with the idea of passing is weird because idk if it's something I want or need for myself... but at the same time there's the undeniable fact that when I meet someone online and send them a picture of my face, they stop talking to me because I still just look like a dude in makeup.

Inflation eggfic where the protagonist keeps denying that "he" enjoys that his boobs and ass keep inflating bigger and bigger, until her egg finally breaks... and then she pops Would that be too dark? I kinda like the idea. Doesn't necessarily have to be fatal popping

You know, maybe I wouldn't feel so anxious and dysphoric if I actually got 7 or 8 hours of sleep regularly. ... nahhhh

Please remember to celebrate today. It's the most important holiday there is!

I think consuming social media feminist discourse and moralizing, without engaging with actual feminist theory, probably fucked up my brain a little. I'm slowly removing this brainworm but a part of me genuinely believes I don't deserve to transition because I'm a bad person.

Cis people think being trans is like drag and it's just a costume we take off when we're alone at home. Disregarding the fact that a lot of us have changed our bodies so much that it's impossible to pass as our assigned genders, to go back in the closet, even if we can, will kill us

I'm sexting a girl as both of us try to pretend for a few hours that everything's cool and we haven't witnessed the mass slaughter of children by decree of a rich pedophile.

This is my combination nsfw and vent account btw. Not out yet on my main so there's a lot of trans stuff here I'm talking about and processing.

Woman who thought she'd cracked her egg loses additional bit of egg she didn't even know she still had

I wish I'd learned sooner how things can get easier when you let your defenses down a little. Not everyone is going to jump on me and try to kill me if I say something wrong. And assuming they are will actually make the inevitable disagreements that crop up 100x worse.

I'm glad I never got any /tttt/ brainworms when I was an egg. My brainworms are much more esoteric, and mainly based around the idea that I shouldn't be a girl because it's wrong for me to want to be happy.

Coming back to this after getting 7hrs sleep and having a good cry (for unrelated reasons) I don't think anyone is really saying it's wrong to want to be validated as a trans person, or to validate others The problem is when that desire gets used to keep you from transitioning.

Well if nobody else gets what I'm going through at least Chiitan, Japan's crazy mascot, does.

validity discourse is difficult for me because, on one hand, I *get* that validity culture is on the whole extremely damaging to newly-out trans people and what we really need is hrt for anyone who wants it but also... I want to be validated! is that weird of me?