i will never be the person i want to be

i dont even know how to cope with anything anymore man

im moving my funnier bits over to twitter again this place is lame as shit

my psych telling me the complexities of mood disorders all i hear is it dont matter if i do drugs my brain was gonna decay inside me anyway

i loove milk #milk

meds are just a subscription service

aborted rizzler be like i wish i could give 3 big booms

when you screaming ash baby but she kinda fw that lowkey

one moment bro let me hit my endogenous high

its called a honda grom and i spent my last 12 thousand dollars on it

im gonna be so mad when i find out what eternity feels like

having a normal-off in the mirror and im winning against my reflection

found out ive just been bipolar the whole time

what the media has taught me is that space is round

when will they add me to fortnite

who addicted to they telephone 😂💀

you are beautiful

i think jesus was onto something

there is not a single person on the planet earth

when i draw i want you to feel pulled. fingers attach to your skin and drag across. the friction of contact uncomfortably wrinkling and burning and tugging you into undiscovered shapes , yet you rest cathartic a cracked knuckle the key to a hidden lock

im prob gonna go back to twitter soon ngl

for some reason copious drug use has made my problems worse instead of making me so stupid and complacent i couldnt express anything more than a slight smile and a glazed stare

the earth is kindly letting me know i was born unworthy

its crazy how much a shitty boss can ruin your life. imagine if someone was so miserable they can be a poison on an entire institution and nobody does anything about it

i phone addiction be like im in an abusive relationship with my rectangle

is rent the april fools joke today

i cannot wait to get medicated

professionalism is a psyop to cover up psychological abuse

the company promotes you from the floor to the cubicle because they think easy slacking and a cushy salary will make up for the emotional abuse they intend to put you through

the unwritten duty of all office jobs is that you have to endure intense emotional abuse thats why they pay you more

butter is female btw

we are all waiting to die, right, this year its gonna happen right. when is it gonna happen

yoooo birth control check

im not funny anymore and thats frankly more concerning than all the drugs and alcohol

considering getting into hitting my head real hard on things as a hobby. thoughts?

im living the american dream (working a job i hate because the insurance is good)

doordashed taco bell the other day

life is worth living

just realized i barely ate and slept for 3 days and im wondering why i just had such an intense emotional episode lol

what do they call this. do not say autism

trans guy removing a rib to suck his own strap

everyone i meet at work asks me for my pronouns and i say something different every time to sew discourse

aCcidentally fired mah lazarr during sex ooops >.<

they gave me four billion dollars on shark tank because they dared me to eat 6 big macs while they called me "piggy boy". i didnt even get to talk about my invention, the frot friend

im feeling connected to the surges of wind grasping the edges of my apartment walls. baby we are in motion at the hour of midnight

to do: - eat shit - die

it did btw

only happiness in my domain of woe

do you think the french understand the rizzler

me: man i could use a smoke, wonder what brand to try crystal ball with the soul of an indian king trapped inside: im fond of camels