Small update post put up on Tumblr/Ko-fi~! Hope everyone is doing okay. ko-fi.com/post/May-202...

And I just keep dropping the ball. My kid is now suspended from school because during all this I forgot to update her vaccination records on file. The doctor won't answer questions anywhere but in person which involved somehow getting us to the other end of town and it got put off. Fuuuuuuu--

I love how my health repeatedly drains our bank account at inconvenient times. I love how OHIP doesn't cover a bunch because we have "private" work insurance. I love that the work insurance decides to not cover something correctly and takes weeks to get back to us when we try to fix it. I'm tired.

"We need to talk about your adblocker--" Nah.

Last year Cat saved up to crowdfund merch for a game she likes. While we were on @makeship.bsky.social I spotted something quite dear to child!Fara's heart and as an Xmas gift to myself, I pledged. And so: My #storyofseasons / #harvestmoon cow has just arrived. AND SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL‽ SOBBING.

Sitting here cleaning my glasses for the 5th time in as-many minutes, and just remembered I had those dilating drops put in my eyes today. That would explain the blur. Oops. lol

That panic when you get a random Discord server invite from your child. The child whom you know is presently grounded with no access to the wifi. That child. 30 minutes of damage control and containment later: A lesson on the importance of 2-factor-authentication. :')

I both love and hate inspection season: ➕ The apartment finally gets cleaned to my standards; ➖ This is the first inspection since the co-op changed the rules and refused to grandfather in my washing machine and dishwasher. I dunno what to do... Disconnect and hide the machines, I guess? :(

One small task

Clip's latest version really doesn't like my computer. It's like the oldschool Windows Solitaire victory screen over here any time I pan or zoom the canvas. OTL

I have some pretty vital home/admin stuff to take care of, but you'll be hearing from me soon about that doodle drive. I did say around my birthday, after all. :)

Gonna see if I can find and compile the few doodles and scribbles I managed to pump out during my hiatus. 🤔

Hard to believe I'm about to turn 35. Time has gotten weird since the pandemic.

Cat asked me to hook up the N64! Took a bit of tinkering but we managed to get it connected with the 'cube's RCA cable. :D (Don't let the photo fool you, it looks C R U N C H Y but she is delighted!!)

Trying to shake the rust off and get the doodles out by keeping some pens beside my bed. No specific character, just trying to get pen to paper for the sake of it. 🏷: #mystuff #doodles

Cat got me a donut with her pocket money on the way home from school. 🥹 Full heart, aaaaaah--

Hm. Phoning Nan to wish her happy birthday is NOT how I expected to learn my grandfather (Papa's dad) died over a week ago. Mom volunteered to "notify" me, to take a bit of the stress off Nan. She sent a single SMS. To a group chat. No followup. I've already missed the funeral. Mixed feelings.

Happy Family Day, Canadians! 🍁 Family isn't always blood, and blood isn't always family. It's important to remember that, these days. :)

Oh no, I found an even older one... 😭 2018. #oldart #comic

While I'm on here, happy V-Day and happy 7-year anniversary (?!) to this Q&A comic about Davie's annual Valentine's traditions and whether or not he'd ask his bodyguard Tink out on a date. #myart #oldart #comic

Admittedly we're still in pretty rough shape, but the lights are staying on and the internet is still working. (Which is good, as our VoIP landline is how we unlock the front door LOL.) I said I'd make it up to folks, and I meant it. Here's my plan... (cont'd)

I'm trying to send out personal "thank you" messages where I can, but to those of you who have so far donated anonymously: Thank you, so much. From myself, my partner Kev, and our daughter Cat. (I can afford both my medications for the month AND eggs! Both! At the same time! Living in luxury!)

Ohhhh I am sobbing like a baby. Completely overwhelmed. I'll write something a bit less... Scattered in the morning, but holy heck y'all. Considering how long I've been away/sick I was not expecting this kind of support. I love you all so fuckin' much. My heart is very full right now. -⚗

Okay, with that posted now I can get back to figuring out this Doodle Drive and how it's gonna work. This isn't exactly how I expected to get back into digital art, but I'm gonna make it work anxiety be damned. I always feel uncomfortable if I can't give *something* in return, lol.

Please, I desperately need help. Bills are coming due and I've already been skipping meals/my vitamins to stretch funds. This week the dispensing fee for two of my medications pushed us into the negative. The bank (ironically) will fine us $5/day in this state. (cont'd) #MutualAid #HelpSky

Hooookay. Welp. Here we go... Pride-swallowing time.

In aviation emergencies, you are told to put your oxygen mask on first before helping others put theirs on, because your dead corpse can't save anyone. It's okay to put your oxygen mask on first. You deserve to be okay, too.

There's so much shit going on in the world right now that my problems feel infinitely tiny and insignificant. I feel like I should be helping others with everything I've got, not asking for help myself. Eugh.

Do you ever feel like you're on the edge of a complete breakdown, but not close enough to the edge for the anxiety and dread to kick in?

So turns out if you target-lock an NPC and toggle autorun, the camera-lock forces a poor-man's "follow" command. Short attention spans, rejoice! #FFXIV

I hear some folks have been looking for me. Trying to get some pretty serious life stuff in order, sorry if I've worried anyone.

Aaaaand my growing teenager goddess bless her has eaten all of my dinner. 😢

Just got to have the most fucking uncomfortable conversation IN FRONT OF MY DAUGHTER where our landlord repeatedly tried to justify the laundry room's $6/load cost while we replied less and less subtly that THE SPECIFIC NUMBER DOESN'T MATTER when you're choosing between groceries and clean clothes.

I may not be American, but I'm feeling a glimmer of hope tonight for every one of my American cousins. Whether you're a fighter, or fighting to survive, you deserve hope. You deserve equity. Prosperity. Comfort. A glimpse at the road forward, and to see something other than dark clouds looming.

I bend over to ruffle through a coat looking for my keys when Michael Myers' stalk music starts loudly around me. My instincts silently scream "OH SHIT WHERE??" I then remind myself Cat & Kev are watching Halloween literally 8 feet from where I'm standing. Dead by Daylight is a drug. 😰

I love how when I suggested a few xmas gift ideas for her motorcycle-loving boyfriend my mother basically told me not to bother unless whatever I bought was name-brand. Woman, I am POOR. The hell do you want from me???

Ghost in a bottle

some alcohols

I like the lunar event in #thatskygame. It's a moment of thought and calm (and bunnies) before the chaos of Days of Mischief. The addition of the pavilion and memorial lanterns was a nice touch.

I just saw someone use the abbreviation “AI;DR” and I’ll be laughing for a while.

TL;DR: My partner is stuck in an abusive job and can't quit because his work insurance is the only reason we can afford my meds, so I'm preparing a doodle drive with the goal of covering my meds long enough for him to switch jobs. Not yet, but soon. Details: www.tumblr.com/faranae/7967...

HOLY FUCK KEV BROUGHT HOME FRUIT 🍌🍇LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO🍌🍇

Indulged today and had the last of the white rice drizzled with maple syrup. 6/10; Decent utilization of leftover condiments. Bit dry after a few hours, though.

Seeing as how I've eaten nothing but cereal and school-snack-packs of bear paw cookies for 3 days straight I should probably get that commission post up and running. -_-;

I'm trying to get my setup somewhat less of a fire hazard. My hands ache. :<

Hosted 3+1 boisterous teenagers for my kid's b-day sleepover last night. Turned the group of "do we have to watch the cartoon?"s into "WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S ONLY ONE EPISODE"s with the Knights of Guinevere pilot. Life is good.

Robert Munsch, a beloved Canadian author of children's books, has chosen to defy his dementia and Parkinson's diagnoses and die with dignity using MAID (medically assisted death). His books were my childhood, and my baby sister's 9 years later. My now-teen read them, and soon so will my niblings.

Nana collapsed after she got home from Grandpa's funeral 2 weeks ago. She was found after a few days, and sent to the hospital. She's okay now, but this has been an absolute nightmare. I just want a return to normalcy... I'm quite sick of grieving, thank you very much.

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