gotta fight the urge to message someone 24/7 as i get closer to and more comfortable with them i gotta be normal and cool and chill

work is somehow like 5x busier than yesterday i am so overstimulated and i am functioning today on an adrenaline crash because some cunt of a truck driver merged into my lane on top of me and nearly took me off the road this morning i am so exhausted

haven’t swirled my tongue around in someone’s mouth or had my tits groped for well over 4 months and i am tired of it actually i gotta stop being a pussy

ain’t no way a dream about making out had me waking up rock hard,, i mean it was really good and i’ll be thinking about it all day but still wtf

AAHHHH I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT /pos

making my tail wag n shit wtf

i am back from work and downloading snowrunner thank you black friday steam sale

secondarily wolf girls were made to knot all other canine girls

canine girls were made to knot feline girls

i get to leave soon at least

also just want to say i’ve never been a big christmas person because of family trauma but the last couple years i was really into the season because my ex was a big christmas person so now this shit sucks even worse and i fucking despise this time of year

i’m in lots of pain and today was busy at work and i gotta stay late to decorate the whole shop for christmas because we’ve got a huge fucking event all day tomorrow and i just want to not get out of bed

secondarily wolf girls were made to knot all other canine girls

hold up you’re telling me the mha anime is almost over when tf did that happen

canine girls were made to knot feline girls

sometimes you just gotta desperately touch yourself while thinking about how hot your friends are

damn my mood is really flip flopping all over the place tonight

need someone grinding in my lap so i can grip their hips so roughly that it leaves pretty little bruises

wish i could just blow my brains out temporarily for a day with no lasting consequences

2 girls in love making out nonude

wish i could just blow my brains out temporarily for a day with no lasting consequences

sometimes you just gotta give your clementine orange to a little raccoon (i peeled it for him first)

fuck this shit

being called a wolf gives me gender euphoria but also it would be nice to also get called puppy on occasion potentially

boom sexvalues.github.io

i now have all 3 sonic movies on one dvd this was a great idea

W my external disk burner and my pack of blank dvd’s got delivered today

:(

being single during the holidays used to be fine but that is no longer the case my heart is hurting today, i was thinking too much on my scenic drive home

hi

woke up whining because this is still the case fuck

need something in my mouth desperately it feels so empty

note to self chat don’t mix 135% moonshine and cajun seafood boil because i threw up in a planter outside the restaurant in the rain for 30 minutes

need to have my gag reflex trained

sometimes it’s import to drool and salivate for absolutely no reason whatsoever

i love going boy mode anytime i gotta interact with auto shop workers

what the fuck is this robert they’re fucking identical

i need work to get busy today so i can ignore all these painful thoughts swimming around in my head

we’re going back in time to the first thanksgiving to get turkeys off the menu

just gotta get through my day and then i get to go hang out with a friend of 12 years for the first time in person tomorrow

i did indeed get up and go to work fuck capitalism i want to rot and sob today actually

i really should get up i need to go to work but fuck

crying sobbing throwing up over memories of us cuddled up on the couch during this time of year eating some sort of yummy food either i cooked or we baked together

chat do we think an evil older woman could fix me

am i going to play through dispatch again today or do i play something else

let my coworker work today because we literally had zero reservations and i wanted a day off and to my surprise she actually showed up and i actually get the day off (this has never happened in the 4 months i've worked there she always calls out)

ugh my heart feels so dull and empty i miss having an object of my affection

need to be held for just like 5 minutes and reassured that everything is going to be okay

oh neat i’m crashing out in bed