Like okay friendships why do I get scared everybody secretly hates me they all want me dead

I feel like I’m losing my mind I’m going absolutely crazy

I hate ptsd I hate it I hate it

I feel alone idk I feel so fucking drained

Am I crazy? Yes thank you everyone for contributing I’m blaming it on everyone else

Everybody is out to get me and everybody wants the worst for me I just know I really know it

I’m never going to amount to anything I’m useless whatever thought whatever like who cares anymore right like it’s okay I’m fine I don’t need to do this anymore

I need it to stop

I just am losing it everyone is gonna leave me again it’s all I deserve

I need to burn alive I need this to stop

Everybody is going to leave me I’m going to be all alone

Some people posting their glow ups and the before picture is like them as a baby like bro that’s your grow up idk wtf you expect

Id rather kill myself than get comments of people telling me to kill myself

I used to be so scared of others hating me and I still do get that way sometimes but currently I’m better at processing that it’s okay people don’t like me. It still sucks but it’s easier to understand and with age I’ll get better at understanding it.

20 minutes till dawn fans hmu

My ptsd gets worse every day my doctor told me no medicine I need to see a psychiatrist for it instead of only blaming adhd

Crazy how like nobody has asked me how I am on Mother’s Day with a dead mom that died a few months ago but okay ya

I’m so tired so ready for bed

Also rn I’m really into #mobpsycho100 so down for moots into that

I need more Bluesky moots how do I make those

I want people I think are cool to like me why don’t they like me why can I not understand how to act normal like all my coworkers

I think everybody secretly hates me and I can’t tell

I get scared sometimes that people cancel on me bc they secretly hate me

Me when I have to pay over 100 dollars to fix my damn bike from rust but I don’t have enough but they got my bike I am scared

I love music sm just something about it

Some people have some bad grind commitment issues

Place I’m dogsitting is so hot send help

I’m just a 19 yr old minor

Me when I’m a baller

I hate majority of the people I grew up with in middle school bc they all became really mean people

About to start working 50-60 hours soon enough I need to be jumped

Sleep deprived and heading to work and a jogger just scared the shit out of me bc I was not paying attention

BLEH

Everyone secretly hates me and I know it bc I’m never wrong so ha take that

I love listening to music and getting all tragic about whatever’s playing like okay yes I lost my lover 50 years ago or some shit like that it is so relatable haha

I speak for the trees and the trees tell me I’m an IDIOTTTTTT

Slew deprived mental breakdown bc I’m actually crazy and like I should be happy my partner is great the world is great and butterflies I have my dream job shortly but I just don’t want to leave bed I’m so exhausteedddd god damn ittttt!!!!!! Hello world be nice to me

Idk who I am anymore lolzies but like that’s okay right? I think I know who I am but then boom I get hit with this wave of failure I have never mastered anything but I try and like that’s really funny

Hi one irl friend be nice I am using this place to be emo….

Thirsty