Just finished BRING HER BACK and I feel like I need to watch videos of puppies and kittens playing together to heal my heart before going to sleep

reading my old fics is like [fine sentence that makes me feel like i’m reading a normal fic][cringe sentence][typo][sentence so good that idk if i could write something that good now][sentence so annoying i want to throw something at myself][piece of characterization i don’t agree w anymore][typo]

I wish life was like neko atsume and I could just put out food and toys for cats and they’d leave me money upon visiting

Heated rivalry is not good TV but I don’t care I’ll still be tuning in

Raise the banner baby we’re going all the way

I do love the kpop photoshoot tradition of “we’ve gotta make this guy look studious and well read” but all they have are fake prop books so it ends up more nonsensical than anything

My omega…

Shit dude the book I just finished was so fucking good

I know he's a good boy. I know it. Look at that posture

You can tell this fandom is ruled by gov shipping because what’s all this “the pepero game changed yunwoo” you think two men who were normal about each other in the first place would’ve been that willing to touch lips for content

Ginkgos successfully admired

Was about to go on a walk to do some ginkgo-admiring until my sister reminded me the dog show is on so now I’m stuck here for a couple hours

Those who know open.spotify.com/track/6goInT...

Had a dream last night that I simultaneously had to go in for major surgery and was late for work. This post is sponsored by generic brand nyquil

ode to minjoong

At least minjoong are married

This cabinet cursed me because I woke up sooo sick lmao

the epic yet cautious high of the tag “transmasc!character” followed by the epic yet predictable low of “vaginal sex”

Okay you know what the killing myself might be back on

Wish I could send myself to the seaside to cure my melancholy, but alas

More powerful version of me is incoming as well as a more serious gay drawing of minjoong but for now have this

Happy Halloween!

[gently holds ur hand and looks deeply into ur eyes] no more epithets

if i make enough spreadsheets one day i'll be fixed

fem woosang get freaky 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

This goes in my khj thesis open.spotify.com/track/3Si0hc...

Lrp the thoughts I get when I see jonggi interact would get me put on several lists if I verbalized them

crying in jonggi language

finally friday

woosang // wooyo getting manhandled and railed by his hot boyfie 🖤

You know, you can always want more people to get into the ship you like, but you have to be prepared for most of the content/conversation they generate for that ship to be a little cringe

Romance isn’t dead

thinking about how hj said he wrote rocky for mg and then said this in masterpiece 😔✌️ just thinking

some context: if u post screencap text w/o alt text that is the screencapped text, blind/low vision ppl can’t read it thru screenreaders or text size adjustments ppl w/ photosensitive disabilities can’t read it in dark mode etc if u dont alt text ur #wipwednesday ur excluding disabled readers

Mingi understands the romance of exchanging lines

Hongjoong “covering” Mingi’s rap while Mingi hypes him up and then they both laugh about it sweetly and Mingi even says “Not bad” to Hongjoong’s wild attempts to say he was “Good” at it and Hongjoong even reassures him it’s not his rap that is funny, it’s Hongjoong’s imitation…

felt inspired 🤨 title after "how do clocks fall back" by richard lander. this jongho is obviously still deeply embedded in my brain

In other news I accidentally hongjoong’d myself

Can I soft launch that I’m legit in a not-just-daydreaming sense working on fest stuff now. I won’t ask for much but… support me when I announce it so my work amounts to something okaaaay

I know I’ve been very inactive here but genuinely like regularly using more than two social media platforms is just draining lately. I’m not leaving especially since this is gonna stay my only public fandom account but the infrequent visits will probably persist. Sorry. Miss you guys though

Lesbians

Just realized I have five days to finish my book club book and the meeting’s the day after my covid shot sure why not

Killing myself for the hundredth time thinking about the mushotter divorce. I might have to write something to heal

I’m excited about seeing chat pile like I haven’t been excited for something in a while and it’s not even technically their tour

2ho / nothing wrong with letting ur homie hit for his bday, right? for #weeklykinktober25 week 2 - dacryphilia 💧

Sex scenes are almost never "gratuitous" or "unnecessary." You learn things about characters and relationships during sex that you can't really learn any other way, such as whether they're into fisting.

You know it’s funny how despite having OCD I don’t participate in sports fan superstition in the slightest

Reading fic where characters have sex for the first time and like instinctually have a mutual familiarity with specific dynamics and kinks and traffic light systems and shit just makes me want to write bad hookup etiquette porn more