i think i'm allowed to at least be a little annoyed

perhaps ready to. make more things. and art more different. ziptie

peace on earth

NOT a dog but actively sneaking in barks at my gf when her family isnt around. NOT a dog

yep yea yuh yur uh huh yea doodle mhm yuip

pretty much never feel like me anymore, whoever that even is (was?)

this really is what it’s like

3 weeks clean, again

there are a lot of things wrong but i dont hate the world only myself maybe

PET

some more self loathing because apparently you can never have enough

cw sh don't even know who i am anymore anyways so

misc doodle whatever

actually been able to draw figures without. hating everything. more art in my future i pray

perhaps i post here a litle bit of photo i posted on tumblr when we had 3 days of fog. as a treat

blahblahblah grrrr growl whatever

ugly feelings, ugly art, ugly mindset, ugly

cw sh posted out of order but oh well

its time