My mental health is still awful I think I should leave social media for a bit.. Take a break from bluesky and tumblr And only be on discord to talk to my close friends

Almost fucking died from overheat.

It's gettign harder and harder to breathe... Am the going to finally die..? Because I don't care

I want everyone who wronged me to die

I didn't eat anything this whole day Rotting in the bed while letting the heat suffocate and kill me slowly While I sleep and sleep until my body gives up from the heat

I want to sleep forever

It makes me sad that I barely have coherent memories of that world cup Like, the only two things I remember is the Waka Waka song and vaguely Zakumi And that's it

Man I love the south africa 2010 world cup stuff alot There's a peak logo A peak mascot And peak posters

Zakumi might be like uh, a yellow furry leopard with a lion ahh green hair for you at first But like.. If you analyze his design a bit more in depth, that's when you realize his design is actually clever and well made

Nevermind my mom killed it 🙏🔥🔥

//blurry spider . . . GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE FUCKING BATHROOM I WANT TO PEE AND BRUSH MY FUCKING TEETH!!!!! FUCK OFF!!!

"Ermmmm Cubeyyyyy erm isn't Zakumi a leopard andddd ermmmm Zayu a jaguar??? ermmmm are u stupidddddd???? ummmm"

Random ass headcannon: Zakumi and Zayu would groom each other cuz they're cats and cats groom themselves like this

My room's so hot my mom had to bring me an electric fan to my room..........

Same character by the way!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK

Remembering this makes me feel absolutely fucking ashamed 😭😭😭😭 even if I was only a child who didn't knew how to even add or subtract yet, this still embarrases me to no end

I just remembered something very funny for some reason... Like, back in the days where me and my brother were children, we were in the family's computer watching videos and such, and like, he suddenly played that one gangsta rap song (y'know, where they spam the N word throughthout the entire song)

It's absolutely difficult for me to replicate certain artstyles.... it took me longer than I thought to draw ZTAS Zakumi's hair..... But it turned out nice I guess

//wip . . . How do I draw this mf's hair

Average Fuleco and Zakumi moment lol

Peak

Currently re-watch don't hug me I'm scared The reason? A rap battle of smiling friends vs dhmis on youtube

Melatonin is already kicking in guhhhhh......... Goodnight ppl, I'm sleepy now

I despise the fact that I can't fucking do anything now. The damage is done, you hurted me. You already ruined everything... And now I can't do anything.

Eyes hurt from crying, head hurt from overthinking, arms hurt from scratching, chest hurt from panicking.... And yet I'm still here...

I need to make his anger outburst more reasonable mghgh

//um gore, but like, not detailed . . . . Making fun of my own AU is actually fun ngl Cuz like, fym you killed ur friend because you were angry bruh

//Gore and corpse . . . . I also kinda can't stomach fictional gore where's like, guts and organs visible, or when a corpse is seen by the face or something In fact, when I draw gore of my MV ansgt AU, I never draw Fuleco's body fully.... like, facing or somethign, cuz it makes me uneasy mhggmgmhmh

//gore . . I want to improve the way I draw blood ngl...

No importa cuanto huyas, no importa cuanto niegues, no importa cuanto distorsiones la narrativa para quedar como el bueno, las consecuencias de tus actos caerán igual la concha de tu madre. Podemos desmentir y confirmar cosas, nosotros si decimos la verdad, no como OTROS.

Is this a reference.......

I bought and tried a new Monster flavor today and it was good!!

A thread of (almost) of every Zakumi meme I've made so far, including art made for humorous purposes and traced memes (curimomos pa los compas) 🧵

I love seeing this ZTAS clip for some reason Zakumi's teammates screwing everything up because they're all cowards, while Zakumi gets visibly frustrated by their lack of confidence and cooperation It's a quite satisfying scene for me ngl, maybe because we see Zakumi almost crashing out at them lol

Zakumi...... oh Zakumi..... if only you knew how much I love you 🥺

Foreshadowing

Funny how sometimes my Zakumi art is very fucked up gorey angst AU where he wents through hell and has harmful ideations and thoughts and hates himself for killing someone out of rage and sees himself as a monster n such

My Zakumi art has two sides: Cinnamon roll and traumatized

Human Zakumi appreciation post because look how cute and pretty he is... 🥹💝💝 (handsome dare I say even, teehee :3)

Heads up guys Tomorrow I might go offline for a few hours bc we will pick up my little sister from school earlier and we gotta go to the city again The thing is that I won't be online due to my phone's mobile data has run out and therefore I won't have signal

Difundan más porfa bsky.app/profile/mish...

Me acusaste de victimizarme, cuando todo lo que me hecho estas semanas es sufrir de las secuelas que tu me dejaste. Me acusaste de acosarte, cuando todo lo que hice es burlarme de tu estado de mierda. Me acusaste de hablar mal de ti a tus espaldas cuando TE LO TIENES MAS QUE MERECIDO.

Te di mi confianza. Te brindé mi apoyo. Te extendí la mano. Y solo me escupiste en la cara.

En verdad quieres que me quite la vida en frente tuyo para demostrarte lo mal que estoy por tu culpa, no?

Dedicado a aquella personita que me cagó la salud mental jijiji