yesterday lives in a world i don't want to remember #poetry #writing

and i do this too often disappear remove myself and my troubles fight battles alone quietly where love can't hurt or desert me #poetry #writing

staring into the eyes of a stranger wearing my stolen smile and i lie to my reflection that it doesn't hurt anymore #poetry #writing

fun with friends ngl.link/my_written_t...

we lost our shadows to the darkness and our voices to the echoes do we even know who we are anymore #poetry #writing

when the puppet cuts her own strings to ease the hurt what does the Master do then when he's lost all her gifted control #poetry #writing

breaking my records breaking my bed breaking my body with the Dominating power of pleasure i submit to the p u d d l e i am to become #poetry #writing

showing off a constellation of s c a r s beneath a battered and bruised sky he looks at me like i am something everything anything more than the nothing i feel i am #poetry #writing

it never stops hurting how much i miss them both #poetry #writing #magneticpoetry

. my body my submission my abandon He wanted to possess everything i had to present #poetry #writing #blackoutpoetry

my heart shelters in place scared of how much this is going to hurt #poetry #writing #magneticpoetry

heaven is the hell of his rough hands on my body #poetry #writing #magneticpoetry

flying into the arms of an Arizona sunset butterflies made of Clay signal hello on the orange glow of yesterdays goodbye #poetry #writing

the murmur of a memory so quiet in my mind i miss the meaning #poetry #writing #magneticpoetry

. he smiles from afar and i am drawn to him #poetry #writing

i had a nightmare and you were there your mouth a black hole filled with all the silence you're screaming at me #poetry #writing

tucked into his side my tired finds sweet dreams in his arms #poetry #writing #magneticpoetry

my key fell out of my pocket while i was sleeping and i've lost my way home #poetry #writing

you are the poetry on my lips #poetry #writing

he's back with the coffee i used to drink the arms that once held my every wish and those lips full of the smiles i crave to kiss #poetry #writing

i dreamt last night i lost a book in the ocean so maybe i'm drowning all the words i can't seem to write #poetry #writing

accidental photography shot 2 from tonight

quick point & click #photography

every inch you've claimed with the bite of ownership aches in your absence #poetry #writing

there's a war inside of me i'm trying to make peace with #poetry #writing

went down a rabbit hole for truth but only found hurt #poetry #writing

. my heart breaks silently and my soul shatters I a m hurt again #poetry #writing #blackoutpoem

Day 6 - 🌦 spotify.link/pzCAbeIgTXb #MatthewsMonthOfMusic

Day 5 - i didn't write the lyrics but i sure lived them spotify.link/TTKpJvvfTXb #MatthewsMonthOfMusic

new hire showed up for work today ♡

watching a leaf cartwheel in the cul-de-sac with the giggle of my children laughing on a nostalgic breeze look at me mommy is a vivid memory with the power to make me smile despite the chill of this current world #poetry #writing

Day 4 - jusssssst breathe spotify.link/ZcSII0AAQX #MatthewsMonthOfMusic

Day 3 - Autumn with Eva 🧡 spotify.link/vCD7NN5yQXb #MatthewsMonthOfMusic

Day 2 - Turned up as loud as I can and usually with the windows down spotify.link/teFH9RGyQXb ##MatthewsMonthOfMusic

Day 1 - the first track from my playlist 'sometimes yellow is blue ' spotify.link/bGvObNZwQXb #MatthewsMonthOfMusic

. his dark hunger ate her w i th ravenous greed #poetry #writing #blackoutpoetry

my wet want coats the tongue of his hungry worship #poetry #writing

my passion like a powerful rain fills his open mouth I am the feminine storm that calms his desires #poetry #writing

might as well call me Autumn with the way i fall to my knees for you #poetry #writing

she had a sumptuous sweet sex for his passion to part and partake honey dripped in drops daring him to dive in and get drunk on her delights to feast on feral fantasies until full on the filthy fucks of her hips #poetry #writing

embarrassed by the hurt i cannot smile into art #poetry #writing

I'm a whisper. a ghost of a moment #poetry #writing #blackoutpoetry

an obscene need burns through my blood an ache of lust that licks fire across my body #poetry #writing

my soft body melts against where he is hot and hard #poetry #writing

his midnight poetry burns sweetly like hot wax covering my every naked thought #poetry #writing

44 left with me with some great memories and 45 greeted me with love and laughter ♡

love y'all ♡

love y'all ♡

it's not the dominating growl of want and desire that makes me want to offer my wholeness in submission it's the tender whispered voice of affection kissed to my forehead as you tuck me into your solace that has me eager to gift you everything #poetry #writing