This is a long one because it might be the last one...

I’ve been in bad shape since a migraine attack Tuesday. I didn't go watch my friend's kids this weekend. That means I’ve lost this week’s chance at earning anything. I have $14.88 left, and still need about $575 after fees to cover my mortgage payment that's due tomorrow.

nothing like twist top wine and making bread items to make you forget what day it is and where you are 🙃

i'm going to actually sob right now😭

It's time for your favorite Bluesky trauma dump again...

This time of year is already hard on me, and now everything is getting worse again. Hopefully somehow it can all work out. Trying to stay positive about everything, but I am human, and all of this is making harder and harder each day.

Okay new update while the internet is still on... I got a text (weird to me they do that but whatever) from the bankruptcy lawyer's office that unless my disability comes through, in 30 days my case will be dismissed.

Internet hasn't got cut off yet so I'm going to use this time to try and push this again...

@lushido.bsky.social spent hours last night helping make this post for TikTok to help spread the word about everything going on. If you could go over there and give me your best Titanic facts it would make my day🥺

Head is still killing me, so easy game?

Okay it is paid. Now for everything else. Not gonna do the long thread again. Just read the post and the whole thread and share as much as you can. Imma go die in the bed for alittle bit...

Okay so I just got off the phone with the lawyer, used me being really sick as the main reason it was not paid, and I was told if I can get it paid today it shouldn't be that big of a deal since it is my first time, BUT I cannot continually be late.

I didn't get the money in time. I even tried asking for help from someone who said they could help me with the rest of it, but they didn't come through. On top of that I can't even get into my PayPal right now to get what was raised. I'll update tomorrow morning if I can.

🚨 Urgent 🚨 I have 6 hours left before my bankruptcy payment is late. I don’t have any other options or anyone to fall back on. If I can’t make this payment, I’ll lose my home and I don’t know what happens after that.

I wasn't planning on doing a lot, but I didn't plan on just laying in bed and falling asleep instead of interacting. I'm sorry majority of people that came in were ignored. I really shouldn't have streamed at all feeling like this, but I'm out of options and had to try something.

My head is killing me so I can't sit up or have a headset right now, but I have Word on Stream up in hopes to get more eyes before time runs out. If I start feeling better maybe I'll do something else. twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

🚨Urgent🚨 I only have 24 hours before it is considered late, and I've only got $37.52 after fees were taken out. If it is late my case will be thrown out and I will lose my home. Please, please, please donate and share as mush as you can!

laying in bed dying while trying to play game.... what could go wrong? twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

🚨In 48 hours the bankruptcy payment will be late!🚨 Please donate if you can, or help spread the word before then! ko-fi.com/iisthehana_n...

🚨Once again down to the wire🚨

i'm almost as dead as the npcs.... twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

Thank you to everyone that came to stream tonight! If you can, please consider playing the game using my link, and if you know anyone that would play it share with them. This could help me out in a big way if we can get all the goals hit. strms.net/puzzles_and_...

Puzzles? CHAOS?! twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

I have a new game campaign and will be streaming it later tonight. If you’ve never played this game before, please consider downloading it and helping hit the goals, even if it doesn’t seem like your type of game. strms.net/puzzles_and_...

working and trying not to die. come if you wanna chill and body double, or take bets to see if i end up playing re7 or not... twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

i'm alive.... maybe... twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

I really didn’t want to have to make another post like this, but I need to be honest about how bad things are getting and why it’s so serious right now, and even though it's long, I need you to read everything and not just like and scroll on.

I'm trying to spread the word in other places so if anyone is on TikTok or Youtube and could interact with these and share through the platforms or somewhere else I would appreciate it. www.tiktok.com/@thehana_nan... youtube.com/shorts/czrWV...

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eepy, but tis the spooky scary times...

Pretend it's last Tuesday... twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

THANK YOU to everyone that donated today! After fees it was just enough to make the payment. I passed out and didn't realize it happened or what time it was so I didn't get it to the post office before they close, but it is in the drop box so hopefully it will be there in time.

I've got to have the check in the mail TODAY so it can reach them before the grace period is over. I can't write a bad check in hopes I get the money either because a returned check can also get my case thrown out and have me own even more fees.

🚨URGENT🚨 I have to send out my mortgage payment by Wednesday or I risk my case being closed. I need a little over $200 just to make that payment. If this doesn't not get paid, then everything we have done so far will have been for nothing.

I’m going to be 100% honest. Last night broke me. I know a stupid bot shouldn’t be what finally tipped me over, but it was the last straw. Everything’s been piling up, and that just made me snap.

i uh... may have deleted something i shouldn't have and now streamer bot doesn't exist?

That time of the week again...

Eating lunch and talking GTA 🙃 twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

May the Spock be with you.... or something like that... first sponsored stream (: twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

New cups, new flavors, and 15% off instead of 10% this weekend over at @advanced.gg?! Perfect time to stock up, and help knock off some of those Super Secret incentives!

Tonight we still pushing... just something different... of the scheduled variety👀 twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

It be that time... twitch.tv/iisthehana_nana

If you like limited edition stuff, here's your chance to grab a limited edition cup!

Napped too hard yesterday and forgot to post the list. But I want say again thank you for the donations and gifted subs during Tuesday's stream. I do appreciate any and all help everyone has given. Even though majority of these are a joke, it still feels good to mark things off.

I'm not late you are IT'S STILL TUESDAY DAMN IT! www.twitch.tv/iisthehana_n...