september > my best/closest friend dies december > my college friend dies january > my dad gets a stroke and is paralysed february > a childhood friend dies what is the point of doing anything?

[S] Knives: STRIFE!!!!!!!!

does bsky not allow videos anymore what

Seems a new foe has appeared.. #splatoon3

to cope with grief i reignited my love for cars and got into wangan and initial d. i visited the cafe that had an ae86 in it 😇

[Some old doodles] Yuugo.☆

i havent slept in 20 hours and i got a interview in 2 hours if i dont land this i will actually cry

despite it all heres something i used all my energy on before collapsing in bed again ak is the control team captain forests virtue is justice and ak is prudence

ever since i fell into grief, i feel like i cant draw anymore. i just cant be bothered to get up 😢 i should really go see a therapist but thats too expensive. i dont know how ill be able to handle it by myself

i love my ocs so much #splatoon #splatoonoc

not what i normally post but hii #splatoon #splatoonoc

happy new year! this year is rough i pray to fucking god 2026 spares me 🎄🎄🎄🎄🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

its his birthday tomorrow and im starting a new year without him. im not really sure what im going to do now

>everything is so hard lately im lying actually by lately i mean past 5 years. 6. i dont know

im 20 years old and my best friend is dead. my body is weak and ive lost the will to go on. either way, ill try to find my way back. everything is so hard lately but i use AKForest to cope with everything. i dont think i was supposed to go through all this but we dont choose the life were born into

how do you cope with loss? i feel like everything has already been taken from me. i dont even have that much to begin with. it feels so cruel. i thought that maybe i could recover and continue living normally, but...

have you guys ever flew back to the country you grew up in and then immediately tried to k!ll urself

i shouldnt be working on oc stuff with a rapidly deteriorating mental state but the idea of making AK into a borderline sociopath sounds funny as hell right now....

just so u guys know. im a massive t1 fanboy i would do ANYTHING for faker this team is my mental the only reason why i popped off last year with akforest is cuz t1 SOMEHOW beat geng in finals of fucking WORLDS 🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅

im malding. i dont know how they threw against that draft. what the FUCK. im so fucking malding im actually so mad. HOOOWWW

fucking shoot me

WHAT THE FUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKK

OH MY GOD OH MY GID ITS HAPPENING ITS HAPPENING

ohhhh hes on azir and guma on xayah i better see some PLAYS IN THIS GAME🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅FIGHTING

WHAT THR FHCK ARE YOU DOING

everything is so miserable. living is so miserable its so hard to get up every day But ANYTHING FOR FAKER 🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅 tee wan FIGHTING I LOVR LEG OF LEGENDS (mental breakdown)

ive been super mentally ill for the past month (i barely ate and now im scoring 34kgs and i barely go out and i barely draw i swear ill get shit done when i pull myself together i love esports i love faker i love t1 if t1 wins ill try my best to pull myself together and draw t1 pleasse win man

my moms sjde of the family doesnt know jack shit but LOOOOL its ok. its ok. its okay . no one else needs to know. its fine. its fine its fine. bottling everything up for the past few years is FINE i do not need help. therapy is expensive, you know. ITS FINE

I HAVE A MENTAL ILLNESS AND HALF MY FAMILY WANTS ME DEAD 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING I AM FIGHTING NYSELF AND THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD

this mental illness thing is so stupid. are you serious. can you take things like this seriously? its so stupid. its so, SO stupid. being diagnosed with stupid shit like "moderate mdd" and "provisional bpd". its so stupid. can you believe how pathetic this is for me

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"oh man this artist is really cool. i should follow th- im. im already following them?" "..... THEYRE FOLLOWING ME!?!??!"

Okay Nintendo fine whatever sure just do this to me whatever it's okay i guess #SplatoonRaiders #splatoon #スプラトゥーン

ashe calloway #splatoon #splatoonoc

bless anyone who remembers ak/forest roommate phase🙏 real ekorrupted og

really old art of ak and forest. this was back when they were still in the "just roommates" phase

please remember despite how much aura farming ak does, theyre actually a loser

im glad people find that ak art cool i kinda thought it was cheeks 😭😭😭😭😭😭

catching up with a friend 🍻 #splatoonoc #splatoonart

might focus more on working on ak and forests relationship after everything is done. i have things planned out already. i just hope people arent too upset about the inevitable disappointment that is AK

i havent drawn properly in awhile. that art is to check on how hard my style has changed and.... not bad... u can finally get back to the people who commed me😬

YOU ARE THE MISERABLE

best parents in inkadia #captain3 #agent3 #agent8 #agent24 #inktoling #splatoon #smallfry

i had this for a while now (more than 2 weeks) but never posted it, still not a fan of the hayan one but he still looks cute so whatevr 😇😇 #mmictsocs #splatoonoc (im posting this now cuz i need to post something else i just did LMAO)

"i wish everyone in leiden would DIE!": i sleep "her name is violet evergarden": REAL SHIT?

my pretty pink princess 💟 #eternalsugarcookie #cookierunkingdom

had abdomen pain so bad i forgot what i was drawing. i literally forgot what pen/brush strokes i was supposed to do

im actually appalled. how am i supposed to work like this

Realized I never posted this #art #illustration #digital #oc #nonhuman #humanoid