I have a favorite character and I'm NOT sorry by the way

Making something is sometimes understanding when to cut something, rest in peace "decision player could make that make my work harder and led to the player not experiencing the point of the route they were on"

I have GOT to add a widow or divorcee to the cast

Howdy folks I've made the executive decision that the teasers will be posted both here AND on my main, @mustekalan.bsky.social. This account will still be where I talk more about making the fuckin thing, I just want more eyes on it lul

I think I got that scene we're back baby

Taking a break from writing today since I'm stuck on this one scene

I was sent the thirty bucks I needed, yippee!

Sometimes I'm like "wait this isn't very realistic" but then I realized this is a game about an amnesiac fucking an elf doctor and her spider secretary. Realism was never an option.

Pissing with an erection for research

By the time this is complete I'm either gonna be known as the masturbation lady or the siscon lady or both

"Riding her fucking face into the sunset" is a line that might read as more funny than sexy and that's just a risk we gotta take

Favorite term I've used so far is "girl goo" and I've only used it once so far

Gonna be real with you I don't think I feel super happy with some of the language I've used for the penis (bottom) options in the current version. This is going to sound very funny for literally porn but I worry I'm leaning too far into weird fetishistic language with it. That's not even my fetish!

I have now written two masturbation scenes and no sex scenes... hmm

Piss!

Almost even better than writing all the sexy stuff is writing about how protag-chan falls hopelessly in love

THE FIRST THREE MINI-ROUTES ARE DONE!!!!!

I'm honestly SO excited to share the next update with all of you but I gotta be patient- I think I'll post it on Friday. How does that sound?

Getting so horny from your own smut you have to take a break to masturbate....

On the one hand I'm kinda kicking myself for making this opening bit so choice-heavy but on the other hand I think it'll lead to 1) more writing practice for me and 2) a better player experience in the long run

Some new character notes: Atenea no longer has white hair, yes, I know, devastating. Now her hair is just red. I haven't mentioned this anywhere in-game and won't unless I find a natural way to do so, but protag-chan's hair color is purple

Tearing off my shirt to reveal another shirt underneath that just reads in big bold letters "I ❤️ HURT/COMFORT"

Actually if you have experience with HRT making your dick not work please let me know, I feel woefully inadequate for writing those versions of the smut scenes

I figured out how to do it, so now protag-chan has her choice of three genitals: A vulva, an average-sized penis, or a cute little leaky nub penis

Actually, I can give you a lil snippet right now (ignore that it says 1.0 this is nooooooowhere near 1.0) mega.nz/file/nN9H2D4...

Got a pretty decent amount of writing done, somehow no smut yet. At this rate I'll have a version (without visuals) ready to test for anyone interested

I decided that the character previously known as Lorelei is now named Atenea and the previously unnamed protagonist has the default name Lorelei. Hopefully this won't be toooooooooo confusing since in-game you can name yourself and out of game I'll just call her protag-chan

Anyway, fuckin around with koikatsu out of my system, time to write scenes. I want the visuals to contour to the scenes, rather than the other way around, sooooo

Alright two things, one, fucked around with Koikatsu enough to get models I'm happy with for Zaia and her sister, two, I decided that the sister's name is, for now, Atenea

NAMES I AM CONSIDERING FOR LORELEI: Arantza, Aisling/Ashlynn, Arginye, Adreanne, Aoibhinn, Atenea, or Akane

I'm actually considering changing Lorelei's name, mostly because I feel like it doesn't really fit with Zaia's and also because I think it'd be more fun if she had an A name, since Zaia obviously has a Z name Oh, also they have a surname now, Ravnah

My game will look bad and that's okay. My game will look bad and that's okay. My game will look bad and that's okay.

Under normal circumstances, my sub-N5 Japanese doesn't do me any good, but here, trying to use Koikatsu, it comes in fucking clutch

Didn't get around to making a Mii for her (lmfao) but the third character is Rana, who is an Arachne/Drider who runs the storefront for Lorelei's apothecary and is also the one who handles the nittygritty of scheduling appointments for her doctoring thing

Zaia is Lorelei's older sister; more adventurous than her sister, Zaia is the one who procures stuff Lorelei needs for medicine or studying. She's 5'7/170cm

I can talk about a couple characters I have, hi hello this is Lorelei. If you want to get technical she's the "oldest" of these characters because "white haired healer with red streaks named Lorelei" has been bouncing in my head for ages it's just I've never done anything with her until recently

IT COULD BE WORSE ACTUALLY I COULD BE USING THOSE CREEPY REALISTIC MODELS SOME GAMES USE

I am becoming what I hate (creating cgs for my adult game with koikatsu)

Okay after some research I've begrudgingly decided that maybe RPG Maker really is the proper engine given what I'm looking for and where my skills are

I have two characters and I'm not sure if they should be sisters or if they should be girlfriends or if they should be b-

I've been personally fascinated with spider-women lately (I ran two separate discord polls on what they should be called and Arachne won both, so I will be calling them Arachne, too) and I wish I had money to commission someone to draw what I'm cookin

Decided to work on plot and characters before I dedicate toooooo much time to learning dev; this way even if I never make a game I can toss the characters and setting to someone and say "go nuts"

I am awake and wondering if godot might suit my ambitions better

Anyway with the hot take out of the way I'm gonna nap and then work on learning renpy

To say it without saying it (three people have asked lmao): What two consenting adults do, that involves only themselves and/or other consenting adults, do amongst each other, regardless of who those people are to each other, is not my business

This is one part I don't want people judging me or forever associating me with one take, one part I know there's people who seek out the subject in question just to get mad about it, and one part me realizing not every thought I have needs to be public

There's a thought I have that I kinda half-ass wanna talk about but I'm unsure if I should lmfao

Heyyyyyyy chat if I did actually start a lil ren'py project would any of you be interested in being guinea pigs

Every so often I fall into a state where I spend all my free time gooning for like two or three days and then I'm normal again idk what to call this

Maybe I should make my own text-based adult game