Almost two weeks. Im tired. I hurt.

I am incredibly unwell for him. #wip #bg3 #embracedurgetheo

My Theos.

Regardless of how shitty i still feel, atleast working on a shit post for a horny sub gives me something to giggle at.

I'm so stupid. #wip #bg3 #embracedurgetheo

Mmmmm...... #wip #bg3 #astarion

Still in the hole. Got frustrated last night because i couldn't draw shit right. Spent hours erasing and redrawing a hand and face. I know its the episode doing this to me and it will pass. Just irritating.

Working on something stupid because, it won't leave my brain lol. #wip #bg3 #astarion #durgetheo

Quiet Melancholy. #baldursgate3 #bg3 #mytav #tavtheo #myart

Depression fucking sucks.

Im so just fucking done with everything. I really wish everything could be better. It should be better.

This one got out of hand. I'm now behind. Inktober day 9 Heavy. #inktober2025 #inktober #myart

Inktober day 8: Reckless. I tried out the water color brushes for this one. Was on that Belladonna of sadness. #inktober #inktober2025 #myart

Inktober day 7: Starfish. #inktober #inktober2025 #myart #dreamy

Inktober day 6: Pierce. #inktober #inktober2025 #myart

Inktober day 5: Deer. I'm getting close to ending my back log. I need to get back on this lol. #inktober #inktober2025 #bones

Drawing backgrounds is hard. I have always hated drawing backgrounds but, i cant just have my characters floating in a void. Atleast, not until i get to the floating in the void scene. Then you better believe these bitches will be floating.

Day 4: Murky. I struggled with this one. But, whatever. #inktober #inktober2025 #myart

Dude, silent hill f is such a beautiful game. Just finished my first playthrough and am looking forwards to the next few. Freaking stunning imagery.

Inktober day 3: Crown. #inktober #inktober2025 #myart

✨Page one down!!!🎉 #wip #baldursgate3 #baldursgate3fancomic #embracedurgetheo #aeternaamantescomic

Inktober day two: Weave. #inktober #inktober2025 #myart #spiders #zombiesporespider

Inktober day one: Mustache. #inktober2025 #myart I'm doing the thing!

Lol my bsky is turning into my own personal ✨bitch blog. ✨ awesome!

im trying to work on these illustrations in preparation for inktober and, with everything going on in my personal life as well as the awful shit the us is doing, im kinda burnt and sullen. Its making me numb to my art. The creative spark is just fizzling. I hate what im currently making.

not going to sugar coat it, this fucking sucks donkey dick.

WIP of the first page of the Aeterna Amantes prologue. It is very slow going. #wip #myart #bg3 #baldursgate3fancomic

crashing out in real time. I need to build a house in the Sims.

Holly shit i am a fucking hack. How can i be an artist for as long as i have and still be so fucking milk toast? So much artistic existential dread. Back to creating.

Hey all, sorry i haven't posted any art in abit. I am working on Aeterna Amantes and, i decided to participate in Inktober this year. I will try and post WIPS of the comic soon but you will have to wait for the Inktober illustrations. On another note...

I have been very sick so the drawing has been even slower going. But i am doing stuff.

I am infinitely childish and, therefore ageless.

Well.....im still gonna hang into the champagne....just in case.

I already bought champagne and am planning on calling into work if it happens.

We couldn't possibly be that lucky could we? Please let it be so.

pros of being an artist: -i can bring life to a concept that up to that point only existed in my head -ppl wanna see me draw their fellas in my art style (flattering) (fulfilling) cons of being an artist: -when im Not making art i feel like im being boiled in oil

well peeps, Its time. #AeternaAmantescomic #bg3fancomic #wip

Everyone is so, so many times more creative and talented than me and it brings me both joy and torment.

Brandy Wine and long nights. #bg3 #Astarion #embracedurgetheo #myart #fanart

I would burn everything down if he asked me to........ #wip #bg3 #myart #embracedurgetheo

Concept art for Aeterna Amantes. These are Astarions Spawn. I'm doing stuff. #bg3 #baldursgate3fancomic #conceptart

I have no fucking idea what im doing. I mean, im drawing, writing scripts, making concept art for characters....all that. Still no idea how to approach any of this in any kind of reasonable way. Just opening my tablet andgoing at it. If it looks good i keep it. If its jank...i might still keep it.

Was shaving the otherday and, the blade caught my finger nail and took a big chunk out of it. It fucking hurt. Tonight at work i slammed a finger on my other hand in my drawer. That also fucking hurt. Now both my hands have booboos. Halp!

No art these last couple days. Only gaming.

Working on concept art for this fucking comic and im just flat lining. Why can i have a clear image of these assholes in my head but my hands are like....no...😑

These were going to be the start of another The Glade comic but, I kinda hit a wall and don't know what I'm doing lol. I'll hang onto them and see if I can figure out where to go with this. #bg3 #bg3fancomic #tavtheo #wip

how I feel since 2016 or so

I know they can't all be super good but, I could have done better. #bg3 #myart #embracedurgetheo #AscendedAstarion

Current project. Started off as just a doodle then, things kinda evolved from there lol. #wip #bg3 #durgetheo

im gonna do a few more illustrations before i start working on this next comic because it is such a big project that, i am incredibly intimidated by it. Its been like a year since i started thinking about this story and writing up a script. Im looking at it now like "what have i done to myself?"