packet loss

reliving the good parts of my early 2000s lifestyle buy naming a #GundamTCG in the style of a gundam wing slash fanfic hopefully 1x5 will help me win a store championship this weekend

overall I think the deck is good, but weak against red white and blue white which are both very very popular

game 5 was against red white blockers and damage commands spelled ruin for the deck 2-3 for the day #GundamTCG

game 2 was against League Militaire Banshee Norn Amuro and similar was able to rest and deal with my poor innocent 2/2s 2-2 one more round let's try and go positive also, it is unfortunate but I'm really enjoying this deck #GundamTCG

game 3 I was against a green white zeon deck it had a slow start and the 2/2s ran to victory 2-1 #GundamTCG

game 2 was against blue green one year war unfortunately it couldn't slow me down enough and I got a rather quick win 1-1 #GundamTCG

#GundamTCG store championship first game was against red white with neo Zeong 3 linked aile strikes managed to do enough to stop me attacking against the shieldless target for the win 0-1 no chance at the sleeves now

today I shall be heading to a #GundamTCG store championship rather than the usual green white wing blockers that I've been enjoying for so long I have decided to take a purple white aggro deck it is a little bit silly and a little bit evil and represents the worst of the game right now. sorry

it's a choir some voices are quiet, some are loud, all out of tune in their own way but without any one of them, it doesn't sound right things get messy when they realise they're in a choir and not signing solo and can sing what they want but it's for the best

apparently my mind is more petulant than i am

does anyone else feel like an integer representing and irrational number? a digital representation of an analogue person? you sometimes become a close enough representation of yourself that the difference is negliable, but you never actually are yourself, you never can be

"happy empty screen red thing appears it checks the red thing, the red thing disappears happy empty screen" i think i've optimised part of my daily workflow to be done by a doll, and I think it likes doing it

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sometimes there is a pronoun secret menu they're available for use but not actually advertised anywhere and you just have to figure them out

if someone talks about "eating something out" do you think about restaurants or something else?

it can and did pick out its own clothes to wear today

the third suletta alt art is really hinting at which deck I should be playing

i thought it'd be cute make a doll to do tasks make it my maid it acts and never asks

being stabbed lowers our cortisol

i mentioned earlier to a friend that my mind feels like someone installed a crypto miner on it with out my knowledge and then this gets shared entirely unrelatedly

Sentient

a masochists with no pain tolerance is actually cute

bleh now my hobby is getting stressful because people who should know better apparently aren't paying as much attention to things as I am and now I have to be "hiya, I know you passed me over to run this thing, but you're running it wrong in a way that is going to cause real problems"

so much mental exhaustion and that was before I tried to figure out this accursed and undocumented network

part of me wants to be fixed, or to fix herself kintsugi and scars part of me thinks it shouldn't have to

while I am 100% onboard with people i work with taking things I've built, reverse engineering then and tweaking them to their own requirements (that's how I learnt) I have learnt today that I very much do not like "I gave it to copilot and asked it to make some tweaks for me"

feeling the worst I've ever felt and with the suspicion that tomorrow will be worse

it feels like I've held together for years and now, for no reason at all I'm splintering and collapsing into shards that will never go back together

it really feels like my memory has gotten so much worse so quickly

but I don't want to be two dolls in a trenchcoat

you might be gay if you find her "I just lover copper ok, it's such a good metal" speech endearing

i forgot who game 4 was against but game 5 was against a friend playing red green clan I won both and went 3-2 for the day, coming 10th and just missing the top 8 cut fun at a new store and I'll definitely go again because everyone was so lovely. it was harlequins btw #GundamTCG

game 3 was against a blurple agro which also drew perfectly so another loss 1-2 for the day #GundamTCG

game 2 was against a blue purple destiny deck not something I've seen before and I managed to secure the win 1-1 #GundamTCG

newtype challenge at a store I've not been to before game 1 I almost stabilised but agro did agro things 0-1 #GundamTCG

I've been paintings a zaku ii for a ukge display thing so I thought I'd share some of my progress. the base is done (I might add something to help with the scale) and I've got a nice green base on the zaku #paintslam26

sometimes things feel like they happened multiple lifetimes ago

today has been brought to you by the letter *distant sounds of building panic*

sometimes a pun will take on a life of its own and live in your head rent free

older sister who tells all her embarrassing stories to people in front of her younger sister to try and help with the younger sisters anxiety

sorry for disappearing I get the feeling my social media usage is going to be intermittent for a little bit which isn't to say I definitely won't be posting, but don't worry if I'm not around for a couple of days at a time

maids should be, at least a little bit flouncy

playing the sealed event for the new set made me realise that you don't always have the right tokens so I made some proxies the art isn't the best but I am quite proud of them and hopefully will get to play some of them #GundamTCG

I just got told I look like someone's mother which I have no idea how to react ro

twincest accusations?

some people despise authoritarianism with their entire heart but start playing minecraft and invent forced labor camps from first principles

they broke it they took its voice they took its sense of self they took its ability to tell how damaged it is they expect it to repair it alone they expect it to repair while they break it they expect it to repair without what it needs the expect it to fail they expect it to break it only breaks

inside you there are two wolves one is a regular, but traumatised, woman the other is a doll that never speaks but feels everything and always has neither of them are wolves I don't know what I was saying

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