Anyway please enjoy this pumpkin I saw yesterday

gonna be honest: I am very tired of being expected to always be the one who smiles & takes shit on the chin when ANY group of people chooses to be dismissive of or minimize the explicit state-endorsed and sanctioned violence that literally props up the adoption economy-- worth billions of dollars.

i'm so tired of technofascism rising in general, but specifically in ag spaces. it's yet another deeply insidious co-opt by the wealthy that will seriously fuck humanity up (again). this isn't even a new phenomenon, btw, simply the current iteration of rich people's desire to ruin something. 🫠

Wellll wellll wellll…. if it isn't the symptom I thought I got rid of 6 months ago

If you have tons of money and gain more personal pleasure from vanity projects than saving human lives you’re an unbelievable piece of shit and I don’t really feel the need to interrogate any personal qualities beyond that

... 🧋😶 yes - & who has & continues to convince them everything's back to normal?

If you see this, post your getaway vehicle #StarTrek

hey hey hey i got my meds! much better! I can eat now! (havent ate much at all in 3 days bc of this) ANYWAY now that i got my oxygen mask on: I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE December rent is coming from! And my last exp with 211 was weird and shitty so i ask for help!

me, playing Ark: oooh neat, I wonder if that thing's aggres-- ah yes, well that was a fun 10 seconds of life. 😀

axolotl or a little?

got asked, by a very nice person, 'why don't you use chatGPT in your writing' and their argument was that it's just like using google to research: a modern tech that will enhance my work. all the obvious issues aside, I don't want to be modern. I want to be artisanal.

the life of an adoptee is lonely. we are ostracized in every way. not least of all is when, after explaining again and again AND AGAIN to kept people, it's easier to push eject & fuck off rather than endure constant painful reminders of how we are always on the outside of the social looking glass.

Perhaps others will understand when I say: abusers will abuse you in public or in front of (ignorant, useless) witnesses or whatever — in part because their lack of response will underscore his point, that you are undefended.

Earlier this year I drew this magnificent Metallyticus splendidus. I'm very pleased with how it turned out. That's all.

Much like homophobic, transphobic, ableist, and fatphobic "jokes", jokes and insults that rely on things like "your family doesn't love/abandoned you" let adoptees know what you think of us, even if we weren't your intended target. Y'all are so casual.

Colonization systematically gaslights indigenous people out of our teachings and prophecies then proves us correct via science is still so funny to me. bitch u THOT?!

the mind of the artist

what's it like? to be? to be a mere inconvenience rather than a constant burden. to be merely a stranger rather than an alien foreign to myself and everyone else. what's it like? to see? to see from the inside rather than the outside. to see self reflection rather than self rejection.

the life of an adoptee is lonely. we are ostracized in every way. not least of all is when, after explaining again and again AND AGAIN to kept people, it's easier to push eject & fuck off rather than endure constant painful reminders of how we are always on the outside of the social looking glass.

Mood.