mm yes delicious 😋

surely she's not being extra cute bc she wants something

almost decided to lean into it and finally watch paradise of thorns but then i realized that was the devil talking

oh boy

just some of the inspo for the -aweverse environments

🚨🚨 RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY SALAD 🚨🚨

i can feel a depressive episode brewing I:

wipwednesday part 2 thursday edition - churro pt 6 snippet cause i just wrote it and made myself giggle

man the youtube proxy i use really just does not wanna work today ): i wish my brain was big enough to figure out how to host it on my own pc but i'm not quite THAT good with computers. i do think once i finally upgrade my pc i'll prob just use this one as a server for music and vid streaming

hongsan yaoi ft dilfjoong

// hongsan, cat hybrid san, owner hongjoong, platonic earlier i thought about hongjoong who bought into the myth that cats aren't affectionate and got cat hybrid sannie. hj thought san would be relatively easygoing and easy to take care of. he was profoundly wrong.

idk how ateez does it but they always manage to make something look exactly how i see it in -awe 🫠 first the room of drapery in the choose mv and now this. it looks so much like the deadlands between territories (tho the deadlands aren't so arid)

does everyone know i love daisy!!! they've supported my writing since i was hongtiddiez on x and always read my fic notes and encourage me idk that i'd be writing anything anymore without daisy and rai

stealing from vire 🩷

✨🌸 good "morning" little gays in my phone

starry eyes 🌟

hey how dare he

good "night" little gays in my phone 🌸✨

damn shout out to my tumblr moot who went back and read one of my ooold ass fanfics for one of my fav bl dramas 🥹🩷

it is my earnest belief that you are never more than one degree of separation away from having a kink you told yourself you would never be into. stay humble everybody

sorry about talking about sad shit but man this fic really blindsided me in a good way, just a sad way. it's always nice to know there's someone out there that relates to your experiences but it's always a little sad, especially bc i wouldn't wish a lot of my experiences on anyone lol

IT KEEPS GETTING WORSE, THERE ARE V SPECIFIC SCENARIOS HAPPENING THAT ARE HITTING SO CLOSE TO HOME STAWP this fic is so fucking good and it's making me feel a certain way that it's describing these hyper specific situations i relate to and their username is bluebird22152984 like oh. okay. sure.

me 🤝 'i want to see you break' yeosang finding out your parent is dying on your birthday

uuuugh i really don't wanna cry today but this fic is making me cry really hard but it's so good i don't want to put it down but UGH I JUST DID MY SKIN CARE DON'T MAKE ME CRY RIGHT NOW

🍊🟠🔶 #Taemin #SHINee #Digitalart

my only notes to people under 30: your 30s aren't for ditching fandom, they're for re-evaluating all the "cringe" stuff you liked as a teenager through the lens of someone who can appreciate it fully, going, "that owned, actually," and becoming even more unhinged about it. please look forward to it.

when you're reading a fic and the character's trauma starts hitting a little too close to home

so far this jongsang fic i'm reading is blowing my fucking dick off

oh no i made myself sad thinking about an au where yeosang dies and mingi sits and reads through the journals. he finds little mundane notes in the margins or even little idle moments of yeosang thinking of mingi and little hehetmons hidden around 😭 something something "for those who come after"

wait... what if i started doing doodles of creatures in that rudimentary style and made them yeosang research journals 🥹 oh my god that's exactly what he'd do when he finally had some down time - observe some of the mutated wildlife and scribble down notes in a journal that's falling apart

perhaps some new endemic life for the -aweverse 👀

how does pinterest see you!! - kpop idol - tattoo - nails - outfit

happy wip weds, here's some pure filth from ride or die part 4 (parts 1-3 are up in ao3 already) archiveofourown.org/works/694600...

switched to a samsung s25 ultra from the google pixel 10 pro xl just bc i'm so tired of google's shit. i'm so in love with the new phone so far and it's got a cute lil built in stylus so yay i can make small doodles 🩷 also incredible camera

i come to you a day early but i'm doing a final pass on churro pt5 and just enamored with the unexpected 2ho of it all

new phone acquired (and now fully google free) so sorry if i typo even more than normal while i adjust

Tummy ✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻✍️🏻

has anyone figured out mornings? (whatever time of day they occur...) 🤔

Kibummie #Key #SHINee #digitalart

i'm so tired 🫠 i'm usually not awake for another 4-6 hrs. trying to decide if i'm gonna force myself to do an all dayer and take care of a work deadline or if i'm gonna come home and take a nap and then get work done right before the deadline lol

anyway whatever i'll find out what that was all about when i wake up need to be up in like 5 hrs for moms bday lunch but my rampant insomnia came to hang out. gonna try to brute force myself to sleep

this is one of me and peaches fav videos lmao. this and the minkey i live alone

📢 one of my friends ( @snappylad.bsky.social ) is selling 2 tickets to the ATEEZ Melbourne show (March 3rd) if you know anyone interested, or you yourself are, plz DM them for more info #ateeziyftour #ateezaustralia

goddamn every day lil h-lizard looks more and more like g-dragon to me

Wake up!!! UNDERCUT HONGJOONG SELCA

Bayonetta Hongjoong..........thinking.....

but streams are also tricky bc i scheduled one once and schedule conflicts resulted in 0 viewers 🫠 and i def spiraled about that for the following 24 hrs lmao

//mild body horror, decay HELLO everyone look at my almost done (i think) version of Wulg Yunho from Shaded ☺️ i need to eat him alive and chew on his exposed bones thank youuu #art

i kinda wanna do another public ateez lore catch up stream but part of me wants to either do it privately in a discord server or just record it, edit it, and share it. unfortunately, just explaining everything takes me about 5hrs and i can't imagine how long editing would take on top of that