it's been 2 weeks, but i did my girl's nails tonight. both did super great and i was actually able to spend a lot of time with Kira's front nails. Still working on receding the front quicks and her nails are thick, so I actually took a lot off the front and sides. Yay!

This Morning’s Snow in Cleveland, Ohio Stay safe out there!

the WORST time of year to try to look for a 2nd job, but i really am trying. please wish me all of the luck, sigh.

Desperate for like $20 for gas so I can get home from work later 😭 PP: [email protected]

I can't even justify eating when I can't even put gas in the jeep. Sigh.

On the same note, though, if anyone can spare like $15-20 so I can get gas that'd be fantastic x_x Sigh. I'm actively looking for a 2nd job, but for now things are going to be super fucked x_x PP: [email protected]

tried to go to bed early and just laid there being useless. sigh

On top of just being financially stressed to the max, my period started. Which really put my brain in a bad place. Now I know that was a major factor I'm trying to fight it the best I can. More puppy snugs, allowing myself to play games to relax in between job hunting for a 2nd/part time job.

I have 20 cents to my name and I dont get paid til friday. If anyone can help with anything I will love you forever. I'm so stressed right now and crying. Still looking for a second job but everything sucks right now. 😭 PP: [email protected]

I have 20 cents to my name and I dont get paid til friday. If anyone can help with anything I will love you forever. I'm so stressed right now and crying. Still looking for a second job but everything sucks right now. 😭 PP: [email protected]

I have $0.20 to my name and I dont get paid til friday. If anyone can help with anything I will love you forever. I'm so stressed right now and crying. Still looking for a second job but everything sucks right now. 😭 PP: [email protected]

When you turn down a part time job that would be $6-7 MORE than your current because you don't want to just leave them.....as you're needed most on weekends. Sigh. I hate this shit.

I have $0.20 to my name and I dont get paid til friday. If anyone can help with anything I will love you forever. I'm so stressed right now and crying. Still looking for a second job but everything sucks right now. 😭 PP: [email protected]

If you're going to check on me....dont ask "you ok" then ignore me when I reply "🤷‍♂️"....makes me feel so...seen. sigh. Cool beans ✌️

Anything helps! I just want to make sure my girl is healthy!

when you're in such a depression, but trying SO damn hard. sigh. trying to find another full, or part, time job. wish me luck, folks...

PLEASE help me get hip x-rays for the best Rottie ever. She's been through so much, can you help ease her future? Please donate, if you can, and share! gofund.me/e1d95d8df

Please donate, and share, to help Kira get x-rays of her hips! Worried about hip dysplasia or other genetic issues. $150 pays for 2 x-ray views. PLEASE HELP if you can! gofund.me/b17c473a

updated Kira's GFM. PLEASE HELP if you can. I really would love these x-rays soon ish. also looking for a part time job tonight on Indeed. slow season sucks and i can't live on 2-3 days a week at work x_x

Please donate, and share, to help Kira get x-rays of her hips! Worried about hip dysplasia or other genetic issues. $150 pays for 2 x-ray views. PLEASE HELP if you can! gofund.me/b17c473a

I'm only working 2 days this week. I know everyone's hours got cut because we're slow, but damn. I may actually have to look for a part time job 😫

it's 2026 and so far i'm LISTENING to my body and when I need to rest. it "helps" that I was super sick with the flu almost 2 weeks ago and still recovering (mostly a dumbass cough remains). but you betcha if i'm tired at night ima go to bed....

I considered taking my tongue bar out the end of 2025....decided to leave it in, but changed my jewelry. Happens every couple of years. I've had my tongue bar in for -20- YEARS. crazy!!!

Snuggled in, ready for bed 😴😴

On this, the birthday of JRR #Tolkien, this #LotR quote has never been more relevant: Frodo: I wish none of this had happened. Gandalf: So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us.

i've coughed SO much today i almost vomited so many times x_x thanks, i hate it. so ready to be over this cough....

As I'm now -$278 anything helps. I can access PP without needing my bank. Sigh.

I absolutely hate asking for help. Honestly, it's not something I enjoy doing....but my phone will be shut off Wednesday, I need gas to get to work, and I need a few groceries. Sigh. If ANYONE can help, even a little, I'd be grateful. PP: [email protected]

I wanted to try this tumeric milk drink for my cough but we dont have tumeric. Sadness. I also need milk 😭 And gas fml. If anyone could spare anywhere between $20-50 I would be forever grateful 😕 PP: [email protected]

i have a text ready to send in the morning. fml. i'm in far too much pain to shuffle slowly, no way i can manage a busy kennel. i hate this so much. i can't even drink enough bc then i want to vomit. 😭

didn't i just say i felt slightly human? sigh. FML. back to being frozen and in tons of pain. hungry but i wanna vomit too. i'm 99% certain i'll be calling off tomorrow too. i'll decide in a few hours i guess. sigh.

cautiously feeling -slightly- human. slightly. still very congested/huge headache, lots of coughing. fever is still there but my actual body temp has evened out slightly. no major swings, but still in a lot of pain. longest i've been awake in 24 hours. sigh. unsure if i'm going to work tomorrow...

Really sick. I still think it could be the flu for how fast it came on and the severity of my muscle and bone pain. Fml. Tried some tea and just brought that up. Fmllll

i woke up coughing and more congested, but by the end of my work shift i ache and am utterly exhausted as well. doesn't feel like the flu kinda ache, but i dunno. no real fever. lots of coughing. this is fun. sigh. worst weekend to get sick as we're finally open at work (closed 3 days). sigh.

a sad and worrisome holiday. a dog at work is NOT doing well and we al spent time laying with him, loving him up. his body is done and his parents are trying to get home later (friday). such a good boy 😭

a former client (old job) is buying Kira a new collar, of my choice, bc she loves what i'm doing with Kira. what?!! i could cry! i like taking collars off at down times, but Kira has slipped hers bc her bulky head. now it's too tight to get off her head, but it's unable to come off then. no buckle.

snugged/napped with my dogs for like 2 hours. OFC i'm not sleepy now. fml. and on the day i actually have shit to do. figures. ehhhh who needs actual sleep.....

My Rottweiler, who is currently wary of the front door bc she hit it and it moved, scared off a possible coyote earlier...dad couldn't see what it was, but we agree a likely coyote. My guarding breed guarded the house successfully. Good Girl Kira!

I know I'm annoying. I wish I had like $20 so I could get some warm food for dinner at work. Bah. PP: [email protected]

already stressed about money, but the dogs need meds/monthly Trio and i'm already poor. fml. plus Ro's daily clomicalm and both are back on Calming Care. trying to figure out what i can stretch but NOT the monthly Trio. sighhh. so expensive. x_x

100% in a depression. the worst in a very long time. sigh. stable, for now, but not doing great.

I hate being a burden, but can anyone spare like$10-15? Sigh. PP: [email protected]

I think Kira is finally concluding her false pregnancy. her nips look better, less swollen, and better overall. She's not licking them excessively either. Phew!

Kira has 100% been hiding out in my main sleeping area...forcing me into a much smaller space. But she's been snuggling for much longer than before. Maybe, after 6 months, this is her fully settling in....

working on a new winter hat. this one is a first for me and is for a new friend....the mom of one of Kira's pups. using Big Twist rainbow pride, and royal blue, yarn. Can't wait to see how this turns out!

I DID send a message to my dr/team....so...hopefully comes of it. she's now out of the office until 2027 x_x so here's hoping the person taking over her patients is as cool as she is....sigh.

still in a messed up mindset after that dream. i've been feeling despondent and really out of it lately anyway, but that was the tipping point it seems. i'm a little worried, as i haven't felt any of this in a long while. i may reach out to my dr....

at the height of my suicidal depression i would dream, nightly, about various situations in which i would successfully KMS. none were 'me' or my family though, as we are now. haven't had these dreams in a long time....until earlier...

WELP I ordered a pair of pajamas for both girls hehehehe

someone talk me INTO or OUT of ordering pajamas from Spark Paws.....bc gods damn are they cuuuuute asf!!! clearly pajamas for Rowan and Kira, not me!....