i forgot i was supposed to take my t shot on wednesdays so it doesnt fuck with my appointment at the end of the month i just took it. at 1:42 am on friday. oops.

am i a cool kid now

Limited color palette challenge from a community I’m in and it had a very trans aligned palette I wanted to shove onto joker persona 5 #myart #persona

If anyone wants a PWYW colored sketch it would mean a lot. I need to be able to afford a tank of gas and my new drivers license before my next paycheck and I have 6 dollars to my name

everything hurts oh my god

Guys I saw the partial plate they’re giving me it’s so fucking wild I’m gonna have intact front teeth it looks so good

Going in today finally have my teeth fixed after living with broken ones for almost six years now. This is crazy. I’m so fucking nervous to have this procedure done I’ve barely slept at all

ten minutes into the savage release and theres already a DDOS but square wont say shit because fuck NA regardless of the fact this has been going on for months now and we're paying for the game right

i really wish a very fucking die to the anyone ddosing the ffxiv servers get a HOBBY

Two months on T now

Brother they did not tell me how bad boy acne is holy fuck ITS EVERYWHERE

Just got robbed at work I love working here

Seven weeks on T and for the first time since my very first shot it don’t hurt at all I think I’ve finally unlocked the secret to injecting myself (not being stupid)

Periods suck so bad on T this is Awful

low sp! #ghostdoodle

#persona5 security

In other news happy six weeks of T my balls still haven’t dropped and I still sound like a confused young gay teen trying to figure out how voice

I’m losing my mind why is every single spot on my stomach the most fucking painful ever to try and inject into unless it’s a very specific spot near the right side but not too far right or that hurts worse than anything

five weeks into T and only now are people noticing and telling me my voice is changing maybe life is worth living again

First snow of the season finally oh my god

I had the absolute pleasure to work with @stealthnoodle.bsky.social who wrote the most amazing fic and @emikumaarts.bsky.social who drew a stunning piece for the Tanabata bb! @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social Link to both are down in the comments, please go check them out! 🩷 #akatbb2025

It’s finally time!!!! I got the absolute pleasure to work with @stealthnoodle.bsky.social and @skyheaven1231.bsky.social for @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social!!!!! Please go check out the incredible fic and Jenny’s art!! archiveofourown.org/works/74607346

SUPER excited to post my fic for @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social! Both @emikumaarts.bsky.social and @skyheaven1231.bsky.social created gorgeous art for it (here are three little teaser images)! Read the fic here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74607346

TIL you can get painful little lumps beneath ur skin from subq injections if you don’t rotate injection sites. Yet one more thing I had to find out myself and wasnt told by my doctor 💀 I’m right handed so I guess I gotta learn how to inject with my left hand….

sketch #akeshu

happy shuake day!!! #ghostart

I think my manager really enjoys telling me how much people hate me at work and hate who I am. Idk how many times I have to ask her not to do this but she must enjoy seeing me get really fucking sad hearing about people making up lies about me and my indentity to get me fired

between all the project work i managed to do something just for me and, considering that i am very basic, it's just another shuake kiss. but... spicier. #shuake #akeshu #ghostart

GUYS????? IM GROWING FACIAL HAIR ALREADY????

I’m officially on one month of testosterone

Tmi I suppose I was told so many things about starting T but the one thing I wasn’t prepared for was how fucking RABID it makes my libido this is exhausting is this what it’s like for penis havers all the time or is that just specific for ftm 💀

I want a cat :(

It’s been three weeks on T and no ball dropping change in voice yet this is a scam /joke

It’s time

YouTube has started giving me ads for ai porn of women playing in bathtubs full of feces I think the future of humanity is fucking cooked. Please god send another meteor

Guess what today is?!?!?

Up next @emikumaarts.bsky.social !

oh hey that's me :D it's an honor to be in the zine and working on the merch for it 😭

They contoured the bsky butterfly

I think I’ve finally decided on a full name I’m gonna go with when I get it changed legally

going back to my roots to draw akechi in increasingly esoteric situations #persona5

It is a Herculean effort to not inject the rest of my T bottle just sitting there

Bro these T shots are drying my throat out SO BAD it feels like I got a perma cough (I have no idea if it’s T I’m blaming it tho)

Dungeons and dragons was a mistake (I’m an hour into cr4 e4 please god help me)

I wish I wasn’t at work so this could all really sink in. Like holy shit I did it. I’m on hrt. It’s happened it’s real. All of the support from everyone means so fucking much to me thank you. Thank you so much.

I just did my first tesosterone injection and I can’t even be emotional about it because I have to be to work RIGHT NOW