low sp! #ghostdoodle

#persona5 security

In other news happy six weeks of T my balls still haven’t dropped and I still sound like a confused young gay teen trying to figure out how voice

I’m losing my mind why is every single spot on my stomach the most fucking painful ever to try and inject into unless it’s a very specific spot near the right side but not too far right or that hurts worse than anything

five weeks into T and only now are people noticing and telling me my voice is changing maybe life is worth living again

First snow of the season finally oh my god

I had the absolute pleasure to work with @stealthnoodle.bsky.social who wrote the most amazing fic and @emikumaarts.bsky.social who drew a stunning piece for the Tanabata bb! @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social Link to both are down in the comments, please go check them out! 🩷 #akatbb2025

It’s finally time!!!! I got the absolute pleasure to work with @stealthnoodle.bsky.social and @skyheaven1231.bsky.social for @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social!!!!! Please go check out the incredible fic and Jenny’s art!! archiveofourown.org/works/74607346

SUPER excited to post my fic for @akeshuakeevents.bsky.social! Both @emikumaarts.bsky.social and @skyheaven1231.bsky.social created gorgeous art for it (here are three little teaser images)! Read the fic here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74607346

TIL you can get painful little lumps beneath ur skin from subq injections if you don’t rotate injection sites. Yet one more thing I had to find out myself and wasnt told by my doctor 💀 I’m right handed so I guess I gotta learn how to inject with my left hand….

sketch #akeshu

happy shuake day!!! #ghostart

I think my manager really enjoys telling me how much people hate me at work and hate who I am. Idk how many times I have to ask her not to do this but she must enjoy seeing me get really fucking sad hearing about people making up lies about me and my indentity to get me fired

between all the project work i managed to do something just for me and, considering that i am very basic, it's just another shuake kiss. but... spicier. #shuake #akeshu #ghostart

GUYS????? IM GROWING FACIAL HAIR ALREADY????

I’m officially on one month of testosterone

Tmi I suppose I was told so many things about starting T but the one thing I wasn’t prepared for was how fucking RABID it makes my libido this is exhausting is this what it’s like for penis havers all the time or is that just specific for ftm 💀

I want a cat :(

It’s been three weeks on T and no ball dropping change in voice yet this is a scam /joke

It’s time

YouTube has started giving me ads for ai porn of women playing in bathtubs full of feces I think the future of humanity is fucking cooked. Please god send another meteor

Guess what today is?!?!?

Up next @emikumaarts.bsky.social !

oh hey that's me :D it's an honor to be in the zine and working on the merch for it 😭

They contoured the bsky butterfly

I think I’ve finally decided on a full name I’m gonna go with when I get it changed legally

going back to my roots to draw akechi in increasingly esoteric situations #persona5

It is a Herculean effort to not inject the rest of my T bottle just sitting there

Bro these T shots are drying my throat out SO BAD it feels like I got a perma cough (I have no idea if it’s T I’m blaming it tho)

Dungeons and dragons was a mistake (I’m an hour into cr4 e4 please god help me)

I wish I wasn’t at work so this could all really sink in. Like holy shit I did it. I’m on hrt. It’s happened it’s real. All of the support from everyone means so fucking much to me thank you. Thank you so much.

I just did my first tesosterone injection and I can’t even be emotional about it because I have to be to work RIGHT NOW

I GOT A PERSCRIPTION TODAY

Oh my god my appointment is in 12 hours guys send me good vibes so that I may start T before the end of the month

Just found out tonight that my hotel might be closing down forever next month

I see you

2 days…

sick city left you way behind

God gives her strongest soldiers (me) their toughest challenges (not sharing a zine wip by accident)

Found out another coworker is constantly calling me the wrong pronouns too. When will it fucking end.

Coming to the horrifying realization that I’ll have to inject myself for my T shots with a needle I am. So fucking terrified of needles LMFAO I have a week to overcome this phobia HELP

A week left….

Less than 11 days till I’m evaluated for HRT I’m so fucking scared

another day of my downstairs neighbors shaking my walls, banging on my floor, and screaming so loud i can hear their every word through my floor again atp im terrified of one of them showing up with a weapon at my door for no fucking reason

Finished hades 2 and I’m. Having many thoughts :)

If anyone is interested in some cheap or pwyw commissions so I can have some extra money to make my bills that would be swell :’) Haven’t gotten a credit card yet and I’m like -$60 for rent + internet