Self rewarding myself!! Got Ivan on my second try!! 🥰

Sometimes I wonder what is in my brain that I choose to keep watching short cdramas… and also WHAT IS IN THE BRAIN OF THE FL??!! If it was me I would have poked the eyes out of the ml’s eye socket!!!! So many chances and she didn’t take any single chance. Tsk

Got my nails done for today!! And my laptop is also fixed!!! Praying that I’ll have the time to relax and draw today!!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻

I feel bad but sometimes I wanna scream at my friend for being kinda dumb 🙃

Monday… 15.00 to 22.00 Tuesday… 03.00 to 12.00 Trip from home to work 1 hour… hehe This should be illegal…

#Ivan #Ivan #Ivan #Ivan !!!

I wanna go home 😞 got no work and nothing to do but can’t go home… I hate this 😞

I miss drawing on my laptop… I miss my old routine… and fucking hell I miss my old work schedule cause I got a regular sleep schedule… but now its all messed up…

So many stuff happening and I’m so overwhelmed and my mood swing is incredibly bad… hoping for the apocalypse to happen soon 😞

My halloween WIP… but halloween has passed 🤓

Morning!! New day new stomach issue!!! After knowing my grandparents are coming my stomach has been churning 😚😚 and now I feel like throwing up 🤪

I just noticed… I think being hard headed and determined to stick with my first choice isn’t a trait I picked up but its there since birth… 🤡

Slept for 12 hours… I think I’m a morning person cause I prefer going out early and going home early as well BUT my parents are more of a morning person than me… I just woke up and they are already bustling around… my mom already nagging me about buying stickers…my dad wants me to stretch…

Today my mood is kinda bad :( really annoyed and idk why huff… maybe I need some alcohol

Want to eat baby tomatoes but I can’t open my mouth big enough for them… and if I bite half way it bursts… 😭😭😭

It feels like its been forever since I last draw Ibanny…

Life update.. my right ear is inflamed and there is a blister inside… apparently I cleaned it to much and made a tear inside… 🫠 its itchy… it hurts… my jaw also hurts… but having my ear flushed out is a pretty nice experience… kinda addicting 🤣

Bon bon~ bon bon~ ⭐️⭐️🪼⭐️ #4NAKT

My sister is getting engaged and here I am chasing merch with no intention of finding a bf 🙂 And my family asking when is my turn 🙂 My sis saying “2027?” Like damn… if I do get a bf in 2026 am I only gonna date for a year?? 🙂🙂🙂🙂 I do realize I’m not that young anymore but still…

Fifth 💍 [1/2] #ivantill

I rewatched detective conan, one punch man and ccs clear card… thinking of rewatching hxh next 🙂

I’m actually free guys… this past 2 days I’ve been sleeping all day and only woke up to eat and now my sleep cycle has been ruined.. my habit of waking up early is gone… taking a break for a bit before returning into a slave for moneee

I gotta say it was a fun read while it lasts lmao its just so cliche to end it with saving the damsel in distress

SERIOUSLY SHORT DRAMA, NOVEL WHATEVER IT IS WHY YOU PEOPLE ALWAYS PUT “kidnapping” in it??!!! Its basically a plot that will be in every single story GODDAMIT THE FINALE IS ALWAYS THE RIVAL OR EX KIDNAP KIDNAP KIDNAP KIDNAP why man why 😅😅😅😅 enough is enough 😭😭

Idk why I think old Ivan would be waiting for Till while playing with rocks and creating multiple fire source… 😅

👶 #ivantill

Baby #till !!!

Man am I fudged… but I do love angst 🤡🤡🤡

Lrt… I’m sorry but I’m also interested in those underground pics of you Ivan please stab me now I’m sorry for being this way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

(⚠️?) Wife knows all about those pictures☺️ #alnst (I swear this started out as sexy times, the angst just possessed me)

The more I read the more scared I am…… back to drawing Ivan for mental health it is 🤭

Man I’m scared… reading the docs convinced me once again that people online is scary… making friends online is nice and all but yea still scary…

When I see the drama starts with “can we not pretend dubcon is better than age gap?”… I like both… I should definitely keep quiet I’m scared 🤡🤡 I eat everything… staying here forever in my sanctuary 🥰

Healing with #Ivan its already winter!!! Reindeer Ivan would be really cute 🤭🤭 santa outfit would be nice but reindeer would be nice too… little red nose Ivan 🥰🥰

God, I’m so tired… just why… why can’t I have at least a single rest day…

Returned home only to meet another source of stress and now I miss the stress caused by work… f my life

Had fun and even got matching mofusand keychain with my bestie!!!! Played the claw machine and won 4 plushies too!!! Really really reallly had fun!!!! Sad that we didn’t go for a massage together since I need to go but it was still incredibly fun!!

I’M FREEEEEEEEEE 🥰😘😳😍😝🤭

Ekkkkkkk I wanna go home so bad just a bit more left ans I’ll be free 🥹🥹🥹🥹

1 day elft!!!!!

3 days left and I truly feel like crying and I just want this to end already… just a bit more!! i can do this!…

I miss wavy long haired #SUA 🥹

#ivan daily doodle!

Today is the day I start living in the apartment with my bestie for a week! Hope my social battery will survive 😅😅 AND I managed to reject the other person who wanted to join in!! 😆😆 I mean I only knew her for 2 days what do you expect… no way I can live with a stranger 😂

Is it just me… or is it actually happening… I keep on seeing peeps I know and I thought nobody uses this app except for a few… hello bsky I truly need the private function asap…

One week of suffering left 💪🏻 Actually I feel like I keep on telling myself that but it keeps on repeating… I guess thats just life 🫠

Yo this place is damn crazy… 50yo ish kissing 20+ yo without consent… crazy… what is wrong with the people here…. I’M SO INVESTED WITH THE DAMN TEA DAMN IT I NEED UPDATES 😭😭😭

Gonna explode… scars… Ivan… MY BABY

Today’s doodle to save my sanity 🫠

I wanna cry so bad should’ve been more lowkey(?) no I AM LOWKEY I DON’T EVEN TALK GOD DAMMIT I’M FREAKING STUCK TO MY IPAD AND AIRPODS FUDGE CHOCO FUDGE FUDGEE!!!!!! I’m so stressed…