It feels like I’ve been away from drawing for so long I forgot how to draw…

Been so long since I last drew #Ivan! Trying out brushes for fun!

I moved to a new workplace and I can’t seem to connect with my new co workers 🥲 I feel so drained and stressed

Happy Ivan day… I failed to finish this in time cause my eye got infected and now my screen time is limited… I feel like I failed Ivan 😭😭😭😭

Love u aegyo king 🩵

Seriously… my eye just had to go on a tantrum during Ivan’s bday… whyyyyyyyyy

2026 just strted and its already rough… but maybe I’m using up all my bad luck early this year and the rest of my year will be smooth sailing!!

I also wanna celebrate Ivan day but my right eye is actually infected and I need to decrease screen time… 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

My insomnia is back… I really hate my new place… I’m scared but what can I do… why must the furnitures be antique… I hate the dresser with my whole heart it looks like something from a horror movie… like something is gonna pop in the mirror and I hate this

#ibannylove Ibanny stole a kiss from you! 🐰💋

👶👶👶 #luka #ivan #till

Been busy cause I got assigned to another location for 6 months… searching for a secure place to live was hard…

Got a headache 😔

🖤💚🖤 Fighting for baby Till #ivantill #alnst

🐱🐶 #alnst #ivantill

For an introvert like me… having her by my side is like gaining a shield cause most people talk to her…

I can’t sleep… so excited cause of roblox… I think I’m straight but why am I so excited I got a connection with a big sis… I just want to keep talking to her… is it the feeling of being taken care of? The feeling where she took care of the conversation flow and I just listen and answer…

ใกล้เสร็จละ แต่ยังไม่รู้จะเพิ่มอะไร

For me its either actor au or highschool au LMAO

So excited my chest going badump badump

My friend likes to say its okay its online just take it easy and make new friends!… sis… its not that easy sis… my gut is as big as an ant… the moment they try to take me into discord or wherever it is I get paranoid that my address will be revealed 🤡

A junior suddenly messaged me and asked if I still have my old file… 🤡 can only tell her to pray and I’ll check later

Started this daily doodle on my calendar! Its so cuteeee and fun!!!

no more scrolling time to sleep…

Reading crazy borderline criminal 18+ bl doujin doesn’t make me feel as guilty as I am now…

I… idk why but all of a sudden I’m so sad about my age… idk if its because I just saw a thirst trap influencer AND HE IS YOUNGER THAN ME SO I FEEL LIKE PEE POO PEE POO IS COMING AFTER ME GODDAMMIT I CAN’T SCROLL IN PEACE HELPPPP

Why am I so clumsy all of a sudden… my movement feels so rough like I can’t control my own strength… 😭

🖤🎬 trying 💚🎬 au’s ☕️ #ivantill Can’t decide their outfit’s color…

Got love hate relationship with clothes… I STILL HATE HOW I DREW IVAN SEND HELP!!! WHY??? TILL ENDED UP SO FINE THO

Why can’t I love 2 things at once… now that I’m invested in love in the clouds I seem to have lost my ability to draw… 🤡

Watching love in the clouds… randomly tried watching it and so far its a fun watch!

Askjdjskahajakajshaahj my Goddess printed out an artbook I wanna comment but my X acc is currently priv I wannaa buyy itttttt huaaaaaaaaaaaaa and I’M SHYYYYYYY

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Fish it stresses me out BUT IDK WHY I KEEP GOING BACK TO PLAY IT 😭😭😭 This feels like the toxic ex you can’t get rid…

Coloring is hard… tried to do light shadow theory bla bla and my brain is gonna 🤯🤯

Having so much fun 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

But still I feel like vvns won’t be that kind… please be kind with the angst… at least let Ivan stay alive… I’m having chest pains just thinking of the future content…

Aaaaa high-school au has always been my fav… and by high school I don’t mean the jock emo hs au I mean the old beach hs au art… I just love it… jock emo is nice but I prefer the mundane normal life… like the little things in a normal life.. childhood friends trope!!!

The new ALNST update is giving my brain a power up LMAO I can’t stop drawing 😂

trying to surprise(seduce) the jock 🏈☠️ #ivantill

Jan 16! Jan 16! Jan 16!!!

🖤💚 🏫 #ivantill

The alnst pop up catalog is up!!!!! Should I go there on Friday or the weekend 🫠 I'm so excited!!! Sports ivti!!!

#alnst WIP! Still kinda hate Ivan’s sleeve i want to just give him a hoodie and forget about the sleeve thingy 🫠

Student AU!!!!

I truly need to quit fish it… its stressing me out but I’m already addicted… 🤡🤡🤡🤡

Do I want to print it out and spread ivti love on the pop up store? Yes Do I have the courage? No… 🤡

New post form official alnst!!!! I love student AU!!!! Asaksnxkjnj

-Memories from a distant planet #ivantill #ALNST #에이스테

⛸️🏀🕺🏻 #Ivantill