switched to Linux bcs fuck microslop and thought it'd be cool but it runs Death Stranding 2 worse than windows😭

i hate today (april 1st) i hate the day of LIES!!!😭😭😭

managed to find DS1 and DS2 artbooks at a local bookstore and ohmygosh they are absolutely gorgeous🩵🩵 the DS1 one is actually a first edition print from 2020 that they just had there for 6 years🙏🩵

my doggie probably thinks we live in a pallace bcs of how smol she is and how big our apartment is compared to her and that makes me happy🥰🩵

finished Death Stranding 2 yesterday, such wonderful 60 hours of my life (+still got some post game stuff i'm enjoying) really brought back the same feelings from playing the first game🩵 it's an absolutely astonishing, beautiful, emotional experience and i can wholeheartedly recommend playing it🩵🩵

doggie sneezes are truly one of the most beautiful things in the world🥹🥰🩵

holy moly the first episode of Steel Ball Run was fantastic! had my eyes glued to the screen the whole time🩵✨🐎

just moments ago, i've felt a feeling i haven't felt in years. i was returning home from a doctor checkup, i live in a very windy area. and i could enjoy the most beautiful breeze in my face on a sunny day without being scared that my forehead would be seen when my bangs get blown around🥹🥰🥰🩵

so in some crazy way, watching a silent RE9 playthrough has helped me with my crippling fear of darkness so much?? like it has drastically improved, cool stuff^-^🩵

forehead is basically okies now, i don't think there's any swelling and oh my GOSH i feel so free and happy with how it looks like🥰🥰this is what i've dreamed about magically happening like 4 years ago🥹🥰 my jaw still makes me look like a froge hehe🐸 so swollen😅excited for the swelling to go away🥰🥰

hiii i'm safe btw🩵operation went well and i'm recovering at home now🩵^-^ feel wonderful🥰

could never play a RE game bcs it's waaaay too scary for me but holy moly i'm loving watching a playthrough of RE9 rn. such a cool game🩵🩵

ffs in 10 daysss!!!🥰🥰🥰

frick i love the Lies of P soundtrack🥰🩵🎶

winter walkie fit🩵🥰

at a sushi restaurant and they played Tokyo Ghoul opening?!!!😭🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

shorg^--^

holy moly IKEA pencils actually feel so lovely to sketch with lol😭🩵

on a lighter note, i had a face surgery (forehead and jaw) consult today and looks like it should be in march!^-^should know more info next week🩵✨️✨️

mech update: still don't have a mech:(

watched Guillermo del Toro's Frankenstein yesterday and it was so amazing and beautiful🩵 especially the sets, props and costumes were such a wonderful pleasure to watch🩵

ya girl got food poisoning🙂

mlemm:p🩵✨️

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pit fighter Vi Halloween party cosplay🩵✨️

having no balls anymore is so funny lol my gf just accidentally hit my crotch and i was like "again, again, again" while i was on a power trip of it not feeling painful:333^w^

just reached 500 commendations in ffxiv and was looking at the golden magitech and a random lala came up to me and gave me a million gil as a congratulations gift😭🩵so sweet🥹🩵this is the second time a lala has given me a million gil and it feels so sweet and crazy^-^🩵

trying out gunbreaker and it's so much funn omg tanking slaps:3🩵🔫🗡

finished yayy^-^this was so much fun to draw🥰🥰🩵

yes!chiitan is Trans gender ally🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 LOVE YOU🤍

another update before bed^-^goodni🩵✨️

update^-^🩵

wip of a drawing i started today^-^🩵it's a lot of fun drawing again🥰

holy shit i just checked my banking app where they are connected to ur government id and i'm on a holiday and just found out that i got my name and gender changed finally!!!!

posting hole on main✨️🩵

henlo everypony^-^it's my 24th bday today and i'm being very gay abt it🥰🥰🩵

well, after 2 years (with some breaks) and over 800 hours, i'm finally watching the Endwalker 6.55 credits^-^🩵🩵🥰gosh i love this game so much🥰🥰✨️ Dawntrail awaits:33🩵🩵🩵

frien in pocket^-^🩵✨️

happi walkies fit^-^🩵🥰☀️

did the first session of a new tattoo yesterday^-^🥰so happiii🩵🩵✨️

chat is this anything?🩵✨️

YA GIRL IS A FUCKING BACHELOR OF ARTS!!!!!

made tiny lil happy doughnuts^-^🩵🥰

switched to injections and did my first E shot can i get a good girl plsplspls?🥺🥺👉👈🩵🩵🩵

there's a chonky tiny spider in my room and i keep checking where he is everyday and he's always in like a nice noticeable spot that doesn't trigger my arachnophobia he's such a polite lil gentleman^-^🩵🥰✨️

need to eat but body says no energy to cook guess i'll just starve then😭🩵

the angel girl trend couldn't have come at a better time ohmygod (my fave Nightfarer is birb🐦)🩵✨️

Happy Pride, Everyone!!!♥️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤

yesterday's fit^-^🩵✨️🥰