nearly fainted at the end of this. alicia - feelin it

man oh man.

One-thousand eight-hundred and fifty-five days. Have a lot of personal work to do. I have been running in the shadows for a long time, thinking everything was OK. The lights are on and I'm surrounded by mirrors. Facing the destruction I've left in my path has sickened me. Grief is a selfish start.

"But if you need further guidance..." - me blowing up someone I already am doing a ton of work for.

Madlib 💿 Shades Of Blue (2003) 🏷️ Electronic / Hip Hop / Jazz / Downtempo / Jazzy Hip-Hop Artwork: B+ (Photography) Jeff Jank (Design & Art Direction)

CLIPSE day today 😤

Panoramammamamam

can recommend the queens garden trail in Bryce Canyon Utah. hiking amongst the hoodoos was pretty amazing.

Actually was this version embarrassed to say. Sounded the same mostly to me (I chalked up to live dj set mixing settings) (tbh these vocals are super buried though). I think its just a bit softer and the bass line :22-:29 is what does it for me open.spotify.com/track/4JRmik...

gotta love pre "time off" anxiety

feeling pressed and hyper frustrated about not having enough hours in a day right now. grating feeling this way when I’m going as hard as I can on so many different fronts of life.

The way she does that oooo oooo oooo oooo always reminded me of Lupe does youuu youu youuu in I Gotcha open.spotify.com/track/6iooym...

The funniest thing is he transitions into a beautiful version of Amerie’s 1 Thing 😭

google docs are more flexible and quickfire. notion is way better organizationally (self and macro). tough spot.

meet the grahams was so dark and ruthless it doesnt even feel fair to count in the beef. alchemist painted a grizzly scene. that was that. unbelievable the next day kenny hit him with the two piece and jovially clowned him with horns on not like us. cut it up either way pick your poison.

anyway sometimes i wonder if the poking butter with a fork and squeezing it on pancakes things works. i like to think it does and someday i'll remember to try it. i could use some pancakes.

had a lightning moment. locked in.

ay man new king of the hill kinda great

The greatest thing Pedro Pascal has ever and will ever do is provide this

that’s crazy ain’t it

strange phenomenon. I have been using pageless format for google docs. most of my team uses standard pages format (idk why you want page breaks but w/e). I was screensharing a doc with a co-worker. "Why is it so narrow" I switched it to pages view and they were like ah ok. Isn't any wider, though.

Checking out the Madlib x Rapsody tracks. 👀

Haven’t shown off my new custom ALL CAPS leverless controller.

Went digging at a diff spot today than usual and found out the owner of my favorite record shop sold. New owners apparently have spruced it up but damn. Record City in Vegas is legit though, can recommend.

wore shorts one single day and was mildly outdoors-y in the evening. got absolutely smoked by mosquitoes. nice view tho

shot my shot at moving to South Korea for 3 months for work but alas. 😔

madlib and mos 😭

Very Lynchian experience this morning. Hopped in my 4am uber to the airport and the interior was burgundy leathered out. Dude was listening to bible verses. I’ve never read or heard much but it was a trip listening to Leviticus verses (googled to find) for 30 minutes. “He is unclean unto you” Wild

5 beers later

Someone banging out their system to On Citas. My bay trip is now complete and wildly successful.

The funniest web3 thing is how people all use telegram and take selfies as the first post in the chat for reference. Hello (me on the right)

AI slop upsets me because I can’t use em dashes anymore but i used them so much I know the shortcut (alt+0151). Life isn’t fair.

MF the

I am so mobile today this is so breezy

Met an OKC fan (????) last night during lil social thing who opened with “you’re a laker fan? Sorry” to which I responded with “17” He thought LeBron retiring soon was gonna get me. Jokes on him I can’t wait for that!

The old man who was burping and gurgling next to me for 30 minutes is now playing his acoustic guitar in this coffee shop. All is forgiven because I feel like I’m in a Final Fantasy game with this lil soundtrack.

I am now working at 25% capacity because I brought my mouse with me. I am traumatized from when one of my former teams blew me up for traveling with a mouse.

Cat coffee place was a must (salted caramel cappuccino slaps)

I’m (passin through) Oakland yeah thassss riiiight open.spotify.com/track/43ThoY...

Can’t wait to see the Clipse on tour. Homie I’m rolling with had the hookup

truthfully though i hate travelling for work because I'm a desktop PC one-trick pony. i operate at like 10% capacity on laptop. its not a hardware thing. the worlds fastest, most capable laptop wouldn't change this fact for me. 😭

something something accidentally important something something doing the right thing grumble grumble

i do not want to spend a week in berkeley ive found myself in quite a predicament