we were going through closet shit and I found my box of all the nice letters and shit people sent me when I was in rehab!

I really hate these hot flashes. most of the day today and even walking in the cold only cooled part of me. like suddenly being on fire and your CPU is overheating. fuck covid.

I had a dream where there was this news article about some dudes who just missed a train and as the door shut, one of them shouted, "pickle!" and the rest of them beat him up. the internet was debating whether it was justified for beating someone up for exclaiming "pickle!" when something went wrong

I had a dream that I went to this big shady business deal with my (deceased) sister at this restaurant owned by a drug lord who looked like Kevin Spacey and when I asked where I could pee he sent me upstairs to these scummy apartments and told me to piss in Sid Haig's bed.

the dog has gotten pretty good at understanding units of time from me estimating how long it will take for my wife to get home from work.

so goddamn hot I had to leave the window open for the better part of an hour. I really do think we save money in the winter because my body puts out so much heat but having to have A/C in the summer maybe offsets it.

boosting 🖤

I guess I never installed The New Colossus on the ps4 from the 4 game pack. I like it better than The New Order so far.

watching Mythic Quest and I wish Horizon had modeled Aloy on the voice actor instead of looking like my racist white cousin

all these years later and even patched Skyrim is so buggy.

I really enjoyed the new Redman, even with the huge number of tracks.

I dreamed I was walking around my high school with a severed hand in a paper bag. it started to decompose and I was worried about how I was gonna dispose of it. then the school was filled with zombies.

I've been installing all of my old ps4 games on the ps5 now that I have space and at the very beginning of GTAV when Franklin first has the option to smoke weed and watch the TV I ended up just smoking weed and watching the TV.

I reinstalled Skyrim on the PlayStation and I'm like, wow I'm getting trophies for once! and then I hit a glitch that wouldn't go away without the Unofficial Patch. they should let you get trophies with that one at least.

my wife has been so amazing this year and I'm so glad to be going into the next with her. she's really been taking care of business.

goddamnit I thought I dodged a bullet and didn't catch whatever my wife is recovering from but it was just delayed. doesn't feel like covid but who knows, all the tests are expired.

Tyrion must have had some nasty DT's in that crate

I'm glad they replaced the Dario actor in Game of Thrones. I can't stand that first guy

so far I like the new Snoop more than the new Ice Cube

Rogue Trader and Cyberpunk both had big updates yesterday and I somehow have more drive space now. not enough to install any big games tho, hopefully I can get a maxed out SSD to drop in the PS5 this holiday season

I spend like fifteen minutes cleaning our bedroom and I'm dripping with sweat and burned out. I fucking hate this stupid ass illness.

it was in the 30's last night but my hot flashes were so bad that I slept with the windows open and a fan blasting at me and I still woke up several times feeling like I was on fire.

it sure seems like I have to reboot my PS5 a whole lot more when it loses the wifi signal than with the PS4

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Everyone celebrated when a random billionaire got crushed under the ocean. People love it when orcas sink luxury yachts. And today, the overwhelming reaction to this assassination is “FINALLY” The reality is that nonviolence discredits movements for change at this moment in time

Thrill Kill Kult was so good in the early days. I've been listening to I See Good Spirits... a whole lot this year. I wish people didn't lump them in with Lords of Acid

I love that people are calling that one haircut "broccoli head". I hate it.

I sure love the soundtracks to Italian horror and Giallo. listening to the soundtrack for Chi Sei? (Beyond The Door). fun soundtrack and the movie is a fun Exorcist ripoff with the most foul mouthed little hilarious kid.

watching Heavy Metal, eating chorizo con huevos, drinking 10% beer. fuck a pilgrim.

ha love that Squabble Up sampled Debbie Deb. that Latin Freestyle shit was the soundtrack to my early years

my base layer came and it's glorious. wool blend hunting base layers are my favorite undergarments and as long as you get good ones they last years.

I went to boil water for noodles and it hadn't fucking boiled after like 45 minutes so I just gave up and made microwave food. what the fuck it doesn't feel THAT cold

Organized Konfusion repress showed up!

my new base layer is supposed to show up tomorrow, just in time while it's getting super cold

when I first moved in with my wife her Chihuahua would freak out and bark whenever I touched my wife or leaned over the dog but now she sits on my pillow and lets me rest my head on her

finally had the energy to rewire my whole pedalboard!

my hot flashes were so bad last night that I slept with the window open and the fan turned up all the way and it's still pretty comfy this morning cuz I was putting out so much heat. I bet we save a lot of money in the winter from my body heat but it balances out for all the time I gotta use AC

Rogue Trader is a lot more fun with the Void Shadows DLC. I'm glad I got the preorder with both DLCs and I'm stoked to finish my second playthrough and do a third when the second DLC comes out.

Amee's at the dentist so I put on Boyz N The Hood and I always forget how after school special that shit is. Menace was much better

listening to Off The Wall in memory of Quincy Jones

I thought The Apprentice was good

I wish Amee wasn't working with very young kids today, I wanted to do skull makeup on her but I didn't want to scare the little ones

everybody always remembers the final segment of Trilogy of Terror for the puppet but Karen Black is amazing in all three.

the internet has become complete garbage. the dog has been scratching from bug bites but we haven't seen any fleas so I go to look up a really basic question and it's all AI and SEO slop.

I think in the next administration whichever wins we'll see stuff like what is happening in the UK with the NHS for trans hormones. I wouldn't be surprised if DIY HRT is made illegal and hormones scheduled

amazing things happening on the car radio

I just beat Rogue Trader and I put in a ridiculous number of hours on it. it dwarfs any of my other game time, even combining PS4 and PS5 plays on stuff I migrated, probably. I definitely feel like I got my money's worth and the new DLC just came out.

"they still work, promise"