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anyway dispensary run, yall want anything or

im not rly surprised this place is falling off especially with whatever the ceo or whatnot had to say. the moment they had automated rating/flagging for nsfw material was kinda... :\ but i wont lose out on anything substantial if i dip. does suck not having a public enough gallery rn though.

Hey! Did you play JHN but never rate it? If you do now you can help me get the game from Positive to Very Positive What does this do aside boosting my ego? It helps the game be a bit more visible + would make me happy #halloween #rpghorror #indiedev #solosev store.steampowered.com/app/2528580/...

i cried at the dentist (no pain, just panic) and he was so nice and gentle ; _ ; i've already left them a nice review the last time i went, but i want to update it like: hey! still good (: i have a temporary crown rn but im excited to finally have this tooth stuff done with...for now waaaa

dentist tomorrow morning to do my crown on my cracked tooth...i've been chewing on one side of my mouth for a few months and we've just been waiting for a good time in the year to do it but !!! ; _ ; i hope it goes well <- dental trauma

my therapist says im making more breakthroughs. figuring out stuff... I feel like a shell or pieces of myself are chipping away into a newer version of me that doesn't want to wallow in the muck and sorrow and sadness. I want to be able to be me without feeling like a burden about it.

for my husband, YellowOni ;3 #digitalart #clipstudio #kirin #furry

it was between this and curly mouthwashing icon but maybe next time also, id love to get a mouthwashing (the game) tattoo also, i wish i could afford the deluxe package for the art book but alas...standard edition is what i can get!!

HALLOWEEN SPOOKY TIME (I dont have a scary pic of my sona so have my stupid ass banner)

woagh new followers erm 😳h..hello im shy and have notifs only for people i follow so im sorry if i dont see new comments... thank you so much for your support and liking my silly stuff 🙇

OK ALL FREEBIES POSTED, THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED <3 <3 <3 <3

for @megueggu.bsky.social !!!! <3 #digitalart #clipstudiopaint #furry

for @lordlaxy.bsky.social !! #digitalart #clipstudiopaint

for @awesometrinket.bsky.social ! #digitalart #clipstudiopaint

for @lerunechka.bsky.social ! :3 #digitalart #clipstudiopaint #furry

discord by tlt is still p good though like, you know

for @verris-ephemera.bsky.social !! :> #digitalart #clipstudiopaint #pokemon

computer stop turning off the recycle emptying sound... i want to hear that little crinkle/metal sound yesss...delete my files..... yes...

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for @liminace.bsky.social ! ^w^ #digitalart #clipstudiopaint

it's my husband's friday and im sooo excited to hang out with him!! :3 now that im done with the freebies, maybe we'll play games together yippie

oh! i feel enlightened. I'm still fighting really hard, but i think im doing good in recognizing certain behaviors of myself right now. I think this will be a positive to report to tha therapist *nods sagely*

for @broodygaming.itch.io :3 #digitalart #clipstudio

ok posting new art today ^w^ i wish this place had scheduled posts... i know there's thirdparty apps i can use but like, i dont want to.

t...there were bits of cat food in the dryer... (hard/dry food) i think my husband's pockets had some??? bro

life is a highway...... road

only 62 open tabs on desktop browser, p good tbh <- has over 100 open ones on mobile) (:

in the meantime, im trying to still keep myself distracted at any instance i can- drawing again has def helped in this regard bc i havent been drawing much prior, especially on the pc. right now though, im doing just that and it feels not so bad (: i'd like to redraw some old ocs again, too...

therapist says im in an adequate, "intelligence level" when it comes to my usage, as ive let her know Im fully aware of what im doing to my body and how often i rely on thc products to mitigate my psychosis but , it feels like im on a merry-go-round and i would like off marcy's wild ride

apologized to the guy at the store for asking a question instead of saying 'oh, ok, thank you' like a normal person bc, if it's me, i should apologize bc im the one making shit worse just by being there (at the store). sorry guy behind the counter

i love getting our 49 year old male oc pregnant

abt 4/7 mutual imgs done phew i hope i can finish by sunday!!

ourgh sometimes i wish i could mask like other ppl can bc id sure love to pretend to know whats going on!! but i huh? whu? huh?

me listening to daftpunk, around tha world: is he going to say around the world daftpunk: around the world ... around th me: he said it

workin on the freebs for mutuals ^3^ xoxogossipgirl

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uh oh! therapist says im showing signs of personality disorder 🧍

mutuals if u c dis send me ocs i wanna draw this weekend 😤😤😤😤

fruit flies

OK NOW ITS WORKING????

erm bsky is constantly loading for me and wont show me any content on this acc (but other accs is fine?) so.... erm what the hellie

ok time to lie down for a bit walks away

ate peanutbutter oreo cookies (: yummers

putting this on your timeline again

man the lisa series is so fucking good it makes me cry i love that i got the vinyls too hell yeah #lisagame #lisathepainful #lisathejoyful

THE EDIBLES ARE WORKING IM ON TOP OF THE FUCKING WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to drawwww but i need motivationnnn but sleep sounds so much better than draw latelyyyy

even so, i do enjoy it as both a casual thing and a means of calming my impending psychosis / crisis moments. (or pmdd) shouldn't be happening as often as it does but erm! thems the breaks, right wahoo!

truth be told, i dont partake as much until its the "weekend" (aka whenever my husband is off work) but, a lot of .... very stressful shit just keeps happening and its either that or cry and i dont wanna cry