Yumeko
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"My faith is undeterred. My heart sings as I stand against sin. My blades will carve their way through all that choose to stand in the way of Lady Shinki!" ___ Yumeko Makai's Ultimate Lifeform
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over 1 year ago
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It should not matter. All of this is an illusion. It exists to lower my guard, or for some other malicious cause. I have slain countless of my kin without hesitation in reality. There are graves littered with symbols of my deeds. Then why can I not strike at this imposter…?
6 days ago
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“Alice?” “Yes, mommy?” “If you could give Yume and me some space, please? You can take the rest of the cookies if you'd like.” “Yay!” Alice might've been otherwise hesitant, but the promise of having the sweet treats all to herself was enough for mountains of motivation. (1)
7 days ago
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“Yay! Thank you, Yume!” With the indulgent plate of rainbow sprinkled cookies placed in front of her on the dining room table, the self-titled 'Child of Death' didn't hesitate to immediately take one and begin nibbling upon it. “Of course, my dear. (1)
8 days ago
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“Yume! Yume! Yume!” Quite a violent shaking of Yumeko's arm as her eyes pried open. She was in bed under the ruby covers…? She would usually be awake before everyone else! Her head turned to the side, dreamily looking towards the impatient little girl. “…Alice?” (1)
about 1 month ago
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Even if I look away, the presence does not disappear. That weight of Death is meant to cut through more than bone; the spirits brought to her domain must fall into line, so that boundless power ensures it. To be perfect. To do perfect. As the balance… I must topple divines.
about 1 month ago
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Mother. When we hold hands again, I would like to simply run. Run through the miasma and feel the surface underneath my soles of the world that I love so dearly, and I wish for your company. Would you grant me this one childish wish? To feel like myself again. To be Yumeko.
about 1 month ago
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I crave the day that we set the crown upon your head. The celebrations that will be had that day, and all the love you will receive from the devoted. …If you choose to not become our Queen, then I hope your heritage allows you to fulfil your goals. As long as you smile, Alice.
about 1 month ago
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Do you remember when I would have to carry you back to Pandemonium, Alice? You were always so confident, stating that you would be fine to explore until the evening's cloak, then…~ I hope there is someone who can carry you now. And… I hope I can do so for you again, someday.
about 1 month ago
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Do perfect, be perfect, never falter in your love and protection. One of the many mantras delivered by Lady Sariel. … Maybe I will never be the most important, and those whom I love will always have more. But I cannot stop being me. Because Mother's smiles are still as sweet.
about 1 month ago
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// 13 years of Yume today. Love her so. I will find the fire again. It is never her that is the issue, for she is forever perfect. // Stay blessed. Always love Pandemonium, Makai, Mother, and dear Alice. ❤️
about 2 months ago
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you may not be able to have all the love you crave she may look to others before you, and hold them that bit tighter but that does not mean that the love you do have is any less real maidhood is about placing others before you any more is selfish any more is heretical accept what you have
4 months ago
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// It is not Mother's Day here, but... Still. Much love to the greatest Mother of them all. Times like these, I am envious of Yume. Hah. <3 Stay blessed.
12 months ago
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// I keep looking at her and thinking how wonderful she is. That's why she deserves only the finest. I love her so so so much. I wonder if her love for Shinki can ever be matched by mine for her. Haha. I'll figure it out. Just as she always does. The perfect being.
about 1 year ago
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“Become greater than the divines you serve. Amass unlimited strength, hold your blade high and strike down all in your path relentlessly! I have no choice now. There must be no more musing on the possibility; all I can do is act. I will not allow you to extinguish my flame!”
about 1 year ago
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“Lady Sariel… Why do you hold it in front of me? Why do you parade my corpse? There is no one else to show, so this is just for me… I still cannot tell if you are trying to break my spirit or encourage me. I shall reclaim my body. It will be mine. It will be Mother's.”
about 1 year ago
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“That exhaustion that I felt during the last few days of my life… I feel it again. It is different, but still familiar. I have not been able to 'sleep', and I must not find out. I must… Mother… I do not want to apologise again. I love you. I love you. I love you so much.”
about 1 year ago
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“This is what it means… to truly give yourself to the divines!” //Thank you so much
@newmoonshira.squiddymoon.com
for this; definitely one of the pieces I am most happy with. <3
about 1 year ago
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“We have been together for some time… the Fallen Shrine has become my home for now. I am not surprised that you have only taken this fascination with me because you were able to steal my soul away. I wish you would understand my love. But I know you loathe me for my refusal.”
about 1 year ago
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“There is an element regarding seeing one's own corpse like this that does not sit well with me. It makes this feel more finite. That if I cannot retrieve the body that Mother gave to me, then there is no path other than oblivion. I approached it. Lady Sariel denied me. Mm…”
about 1 year ago
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“I saw… Lady Sariel carrying my body into the Fallen Shrine. It is strange, since most corpses of Makaijin do not manage to persist this long without the primal essence of their soul. We are deeply embedded with our bodies… Maybe that is a symbol of hope. I need it to be.”
about 1 year ago
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“It was always in my blood. You wished to show me how to best prepare your refreshments, but I always knew. Your tastes came naturally to me, and I watched you trial the tea that I crafted for you for the first time so intently. I want to make more for you, Mother. I shall.”
about 1 year ago
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“I had this latent desire that I would have heard from Alice. I know I cannot expect anyone but myself to drag me from the grave. I will not expect it, because it is selfish to do so. But I miss her. And I do not want to risk… forgetting her. If I do, then there is no hope.”
about 1 year ago
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“Her name is Lady Shinki. She is Mother to all of Makai, and I am her first. Was…? No, I *am* her first. I call her Mother because she created me, and I love her as others love their parents. I am her eternal servant. Forgetting that is sin. Even with this darkness…”
about 1 year ago
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“Reminiscing about the early days of Makai has been keeping the despair away. Lady Sariel has not compelled me to move across the boundary into oblivion — I still do not know why. The memories are getting foggier, however. In an attempt to remember when Mother and I… We… …”
about 1 year ago
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// Despite Yumeko being… more than indisposed right now, I'd like to set up a little Q&A thing. Mainly to get me thinking about her more I guess… So do send your questions if you have any, and I will endeavour to make the responses interesting! ❤️
about 1 year ago
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It is still in my hands. I can hold my blade forward, and I can steady myself. I can step force and slash through the darkness. It stays there. It keeps crawling, closing in at every possible angle, wanting to leave only misery in my company. I strike again. Until I triumph.
about 1 year ago
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Hah. Even in death, I cannot stop the cravings. The desire to serve and fulfil the wishes of Mother pangs deep inside what remains of my heart and spirit. I know what I shall do first if I return. I will supply her the finest treats… A sorrowful moment it should not be.
about 1 year ago
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I cannot ask Alice to save me. I cannot ask Mother to save me. It is not because I cannot trust them, but because… it would only cement the idea that I have weakened to Lady Sariel. With how she has me ensnared, the challenge ahead is difficult. But I must. Mother needs me.
about 1 year ago
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about 1 year ago
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// Wish I could just keep going without feeling like I'm about to crash. Someday I'll get it under control. I know I can.
about 1 year ago
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Mother. I thought about you once more. …That goes without saying, does it not? I was mocked and derided throughout my life for that. I was told that I should find value outside of you and Pandemonium. I do not regret my obsession, because your love made life worth living.
about 1 year ago
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Do you remember The smiles I brought you The smiles you brought me? Perhaps you do not remember every moment You are a busy Goddess after all But I pray that each was special to you They were to me Mother If we do not see each other again Know I am still smiling Because of you
about 1 year ago
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// Sorry for my evil prank I actually love Yumeko a whole lot ❤️
add a skeleton here at some point
about 1 year ago
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// Wow I don't love Yumeko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
about 1 year ago
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The darkness encroaches And once the strongest flame dies out What can stop it?
about 1 year ago
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Why can I not feel her? After Lady Sariel took me, I still felt Mother's touch while being led to Vina, but… No! Mother, please! Come back to me! Please do not go — you are the hope that will be the only path out of this cruel fate! Mother, please… Not like this…
about 1 year ago
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This is what I made them feel. But… they did not care! Hah! They did not love Mother! They died having lived worthless lives! They died with scorn in their souls and nothing to truly attach themselves to! Their lives… ended as pointlessly as they were… I have… value…
about 1 year ago
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Alice, hold my hands and travel with me. I want to come with you, no matter where you go. If it is to Gensokyo, then I shall follow you. If it is to the world beyond, then I will tear down the barriers with my own hands. I promise I will always be with you. I promise. I…
about 1 year ago
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“The further you push yourself, the more I am compelled to usher you to the void myself. Yumeko, resisting will not benefit you. Your purpose is fulfilled, and this will be your final service.” The persistent presence of Sariel stood right over the spirit, (1/5)
about 1 year ago
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Take me back To what I once knew Explain to me What I mean to you All I seek Is your true love And to have my heart Soar like a dove It is with you That I am at peace And in your arms Where I find release I may be gone But do not fear Call for me And I shall be near
about 1 year ago
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“How could you possibly challenge me in your present state? Yumeko, you know it to be true: you were fracturing the moment you summoned us within you.” Sariel spoke with her endless calm, while the fragments of Yumeko's essence rippled with this sensation. Pain? How?
about 1 year ago
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“I did anticipate that you would not go silently.” Sariel's wings spread full-mast, watching over the spirit of the demon as she brandished a spectral blade towards Sariel. Right now, the Angel was an oppressor, and was standing in the way of Shinki's joy. Reckless.
about 1 year ago
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Standing on the precipice. An Angel standing behind. With that final step, there would be no return. No hapless rescue scheme would help. It was oblivion. It was absolute. The spectral form of Yumeko turned behind. Words didn't form, but her mouth moved all the same. 'Why?'
about 1 year ago
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From the darkness, call for help. Until it fades away. Once your spirit has no fight left, Why would it not accept the abyss? Break down pride, crush hope. And then it will all fall into place. You will realise that you are not special, because you are like the rest. 'Yumeko'.
about 1 year ago
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“… I am scared of laying down. I am trying to keep myself attentive, yet my eyelids are resisting my will. If I do not get the chance to say this otherwise… Mother, I am sorry. That is all I can do now. And it is still… not enough…”
about 1 year ago
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“What would you say if you knew your words were limited? I do not really know if I could say anything of value. I could apologise, but I would still have broken promises. Alice, to you especially, I am sorry if I was not able to be here for you. Maybe you would prefer that…”
about 1 year ago
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“I feel further and further detached from my own body. When I was created, it took some time to fully align myself; it is as if your soul is floating, and then you settle into your construct. The physical ailments are minor; experiencing that process in reverse, however…”
about 1 year ago
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about 1 year ago
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about 1 year ago
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about 1 year ago
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