I still can’t believe I got a 4.0 this quarter like I haven’t felt this fulfilled/confident in my grades since I was 15 😭😭😭

I broke a zipper on my grandpa’s sweater last night and it made me really sad :( I looked at a picture of him right after and apologized lol it’s still my fave but ugh I wish I grabbed more of his clothes 😭

this full moon is full mooning whew!

being an adult means having the agency to be in charge of living a healthy life and it’s just so hard to have be responsible and live that healthy life you want 🥲

It’s that time of year where I take even longer to text people back because my fingers are so cold 😭 I’m sry ilysm

not trying to complain but holy f*ck my lower back in killing me rn and I’m trying so hard not to use pain meds so excessively. 1000/10 do not recommend getting needles punctured into your spine 😭🥲

Walked down memory lane this morning nd I didn’t really realize until looking at all the photos how sad I am/should be after everything I had to let go of this year. But we embrace grief with open arms just to feel more alive 🫂

started a new medication 2 weeks ago and now I’m really starting to feel the side effects and it’s truly not the vibe omg. mom pick me up I wanna go home 😭

every time I look through my degree worksheet I realize I’m SO close to finishing and it doesn’t feel real. like unsure if I want it to end because I feel like there’s so much left to do or finally move on from this very very long chapter of my life. conflicted feelings back and forth idk🥲

do you ever have an event to go to at 2pm and you wake up feeling like your day is already over? lol

worked out and ate healthy for 3 days straight so far and unfortunately I feel great ugh 😩

ever since I’ve learned about stimming I get annoyed at myself realizing how much I’m always moving my hands or tapping my legs; it’s like a glass shattering moment that I can’t get out of my head now and I keep trying to stop it because it’s so frustrating being this hyperaware of it now lol🥲

Speaking in another language for more than an hour is fine… but learning another language for that long is 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

do you ever just have a moment to yourself where you go into a deep dive thinking about your 20s and you’re like…… wow wtf was that?? 😶

Sunday scaries are so real I just wanna give myself a hug sometimes and say we’ll get thru the week okay 🫂

I really miss my dog.

feels like a new record having a migraine/headache for 4 days straight 🤕

my 2025 new year’s resolution was to improve my overall posture which has really changed my life physically in a positive way but damn today I got kinda lazy and falling off like that made me remember where all that back pain came from in the first place 😣 sit up shoulders back & stay neutral y’all🧍🏻‍♀️

why can’t I look at the sky freely without seeing any crows!! let me live!! 😭 I could use a hummingbird rn

just wanna say thank you to my yeti for helping me save face when I ran into a door otw to class and not spilling matcha all over my white shirt in front of everyone 🥲 a win is a win😭

oh I’ve just learned how to make hojicha at home it’s so over 😌

Today definitely marks one of the worst days of my life but it’s crazy how the sun is still shining and life won’t stop for anyone.

sometimes I wonder if I’m a pisces because I cry a lot easier than I want to lmao 😭

migraine week — unfortunately we are so back 🥲 hoping it’s a short one

praying praying praying

just came back from one of the best trips ever and catching up on all this news is… whew 🙃

why does the rest of 2025 make me so anxious — it’s borderline gonna be the worst year so far or the best year yet. would definitely prefer the latter 🥲🙏🏽

And if I cry😭

guess it’s that time again to start estorya sa bisaya. practice ra ta🥹

really need to learn how to slow down and enjoy my matcha one sip at a time instead of drinking it all at once 🥲 some things are meant to be savored in little joys 🍵

Might be time to officially ween off twitter - which will always be Twitter in my heart. Fuck you X and everything you’ve done to that platform that’s been my solace for the past decade. Hoping bluesky will give some peace we’ve all been desperately looking for.