I wish that I didn’t have a headache and I wish that my mom didn’t make me feel like shit for MAYBE calling in about it! I haven’t even yet. I am just exhausted and cold and sweaty and my head feels like I got hit ?

Saskatoon berry oat muffin, kiwi cucumber smoothie with orange creamsicle protein powder, coffee with mint chocolate creamer! I have water too

Time to play Skyrim for a bit :)

Remember that Spotify has been running ICE ads and the CEO has spent a LOT on AI weopons and defense! Wrapped is also fully made by ai, not humans. Nothing good about that app anymore :)

Sweating about how many times I have to restart my fuckin ps2 to get it to read discs lol

Sweating about guitar hero

Binge ate so bad today but I’m gonna pretend I didn’t

My mom said I’m starting to get abs so that is a slay

Finally finished the picture of Dorian gray and it was actually really good !!

I forgot my water bottle at home I’m going to kill myself

The headache has waned I will go to work and I will have money

I have the worst headache in the world and it has to be gone in 25 minutes or I have to call in because it feels like someone hit me in the side of the head and sounds aren’t bothering me but bright light and anytime I move my head it feels evil

If anyone wants my instagram dm me or comment here and I’ll send the username! I know I have a few of you there already, but anyone else who’d like to stay in touch is welcome too :3

I want to deactivate this account because I’d really like to not have an eating disorder and be feeding it but also I don’t want to lose my friends on here :(

My aunt is no better than her bitch of a mom I’m so angry

Woke up from a dream about him and I have to remind myself how poorly I was actually treated every day of the 2 years we were together.

Guys if I ? What ??? I forgor Good fuckin weed tho

Working out more consistently and challenging myself more has actually made me a little more okay with eating more and I don’t know how to feel about it

I’ve brought nothing but misfortune and garbage to this house. I’ve never been able to bring the positivity I so wish to bring and it’s hurting me. It’s hurting me badly. I’m a drain on society and the people I love and it’s starting to get very hard to take.

Me when the barburrito bowl I got was almost 1000 calories and now I just have to accept it and move on since I already ate it and I hate puking

My dad has to pick up my car from work and then come pick me up later because my eyes are too shitty and I’m not willing to drive at night because I literally can’t fucking see lol

Ate way too fuckin much today lmaooooo oops

I have the worst gas in the world like, I have to go to the store and I’m scared of potentially farting in my car 😭 My drivers window doesn’t work so I will end up trapped with it if I’m driving like I can’t 💀

I should time lapse record my workout, I want to see if my form is okay and also I want to show you guys how many breaks I have to take to appease my shitzhu that comes downstairs and plays with my like we’re both the same size and dogs

If I didn’t wake up at 3:47am every fucking day that would be so cool

I did surprisingly well for also having a cinnamon bun !

Oh my god I made coloured powdered sugar

Today I’m going to make coloured powdered sugar and then make crinkle cookies! I’m scared as hell I don’t want to fuck this up because they’re for Christmas cookie boxes/trays

120.8 this morning yasssssss which is bmi 18.4 slayyyyyy

Looks ok, hope it tastes good!

My dad wants to take me to a restaurant that I’ve wanted to try but also like everything that I’d want is too expensive and what if I smell like food I just showered and I can’t go to a place like that and not drink so it’s :| Also the ed is too strong I will just I think break down in a restaurant

I can’t believe that in the last 10 years I’ve only spent the last 2.5 not overweight

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My uncle is sending me southern form williamsii seeds in the mail! I quite literally cannot wait, I’ve been wanting to grow these bad boys for years and also have a relationship with my uncle because there’s very few family members I get along with or have anything in common with

I made this bread today and only took a bit of it and now my family gets to enjoy it and I’m proud of myself

Just had an ataulfo mango for the first time and holy crap was it good!?!? I need many more

Making cheesy garlic bread for my family again! Different dough recipe though, I didn’t like the last one

I want to bake muffins but since my mom is always fucking home I haven’t had a chance yet! There’s too many steps in this recipe and since our house is so open concept I have no privacy in the kitchen this is hell

912 today I’m tired af

Oh I forgot to show off this plate of apple nachos I made on Friday for my mom and her friends

Do I keep playing Skyrim or do I play sims?

1019 fo today Plus im actually cutting out dairy fr (The lemon snack pack says made with skim milk but it’s NOWHERE on the ingredients list lol?)

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I hateeeee when my break is on time and then everyone else in the world is on break too! Like as a cashier, I need to not be surrounded by more people on my break

1590 calories today and I ate like… all the things I wanted to? Crazy! Also one of those things was garlic cheese bread I made from scratch, gonna make it again soon but better lol

I feel like a dick when I ask my parents to do things around the house but also if I don’t bring it up nothing happens 😭 like I had to hype myself up to ask my dad to dry dishes and put them away after I washed them

Brisket and Dijon! The little piece on the side is for Franklin :)

On my way to my mental health appointment! Gonna learn so many coping skills Im going to be the most mentally healthy person you’ve wver fucking seen

Ahhhhhh just ordered my last Christmas gifts and now I get to relax and not think about it until I have to wrap my gifts