I can’t take out any of my anger on anyone but me Anger from hopelessness It doesn’t make it better but it’s all I can do CW: heavily implied self-injury #Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

Now all I gotta do is one more comm and then I can focus on all the art I’ve been wanting to do! (≧∀≦) Like art for friends, art of my ocs, redraws of old ocs (so that I could maybe sell them?), etc etc! (๑>◡<๑)

I drew someone’s oc for a secret Santa art trade =^w^= Their oc is a shrimp called “Spinach” (they don’t like spinach tho) #DigitalArt #CuteArt

I don’t think I ever posted the previous drawing of this oc since I was planning on drawing it digitally but got too lazy- Her name is Lily the chinchilla and she’s very gay got 3 gfs (they’re in a poly relationship) #SonicOC #STHOC #PaperDrawing #TenshiKaiwai

I was drawing with friends on magma, this is what I drew :3 Not my best drawing of her but this is an oc of mine who I love but don’t draw often (literally only drew her once before). Her name is Lily the chinchilla and she’s very gay (has 3 gfs). #SonicOC #STHOC #TenshiKaiwai

I was so close to crying for a long while because of my big sad x2 mood thingy My chest felt like it was clenching and it felt like I was about to break with every blink, I was trying so hard not to ruin the mood for the others _(:’3 」∠)_ #Menhera #MenheraArt #Vent #VentArt

Damnit, not again (TTwTT) CW: I dunno how else to describe but basically big needles going through? #Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

I should’ve known it would happen from how I’ve been acting and feeling… shark week (not literally, iykyk) Got (very possible) depression x2 and I hate it. Body dysphoria and dysmorphia(?) too, ugh. Can’t my brain let me sleep, it’s pretty much 4 am. #Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

Funny how I go from drawing cute and fun art, to depressing or disturbing stuff, and then back to the cute and funny stuff 💀 I just wanna draw cute and fun stuff all the time but I need an outlet sometimes :’3

Struggling to sleep because I can’t stop looking at my social medias, hoping people like my art Wish I wasn’t like this ;w; This ain’t in theme of what I’m venting but it’s what I drew just now (Not graphic, but it’s a raw visual of my “sick” emotions) #Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

Some merch drawings I did (not including the last two images LOL) for Zr0Slasher :3 These aren’t that recent, idk why it took me this long to think about posting the art but whatever I got a few more in the works 💅 #FanArt #Zr0SlasherFanArt #Doodles #STHOC #SonicOC

I did another one! This time it’s for a streamer I like to watch called “Zr0Slasher”, he does many voices but mainly Shadow #FanArt #Zr0SlasherFanArt #LongBoi #STHOC #SonicOC

I drew this for my friend, it’s one of those long boi emojis that is split into 3 parts so that you can make them look longer or shorter (usually used on discord) (*´ω`*) #DigitalArt #Sticker #DiscordEmoji #LongBoi (not my oc but she is a Sonic oc so-) #SonicOC #STHOC

Finally found the motivation and inspiration to lazily finish a hedgehog oc design I thought up at like 3 am one day, I just wanted to draw an energy hog with their head quills styled like that I can’t tell which design I like best since they all look cute #STHOC #SonicOC

Wow, motivation and inspiration came outta nowhere (“• w •) I like ponchos on my main ocs since it makes them look cuter :3 Why are they crying? They’re always crying 💅 #Doodle #OcArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

Wish I’d get better but there’s no hope of that ;w; Can’t it just pass by so I can draw something not mentally ill?? Plz??? I just wanna draw my hyper fixations but noooo I gotta only have the very small amount of motivation to draw my “sick” stuff _(:’3 」∠)_

The more I do, see, hear. The more it calls to me. I wish it wasn’t so bittersweet this feeling, so comforting but so sickening. I hate that others make me feel this way, whether it’s intentional or not. _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): CW: noose, intrusive thought #Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

Ignore the venting in my previous post, I was being impulsive and going through emotions LOL

Here’s a lazy doodle I did of Squishy I started it when I was feeling very dysphoric, and now I’m just feeling numb (Venting in the comments again) CW: fantasy gore, implied self-mutilation #Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

Another doodle from my cringe ahh vent book because I’m mentally unwell or something LOL This how everything makes me feel and I don’t know why, I’ll probably get better some day ;w; CW: throwing up, blood(?) #Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt

“Sick” again I guess ;w; I feel like I’m so sensitive now and I get triggered so easily (not in an offended way, if u know u know-) Also, that’s the only thing I know how to write in Japanese LOL, bet my writing looks so ugly CW: heavily implied self-infury #menhera #menheraart #vent #ventart

Dumb Tails doodle I did while procrastinating on drawing something XD Bro looks like he’s saying “this is fine :)” #doodle #milesprower #milestailsprower

Now that that’s outta the way, imma post my stupid Tails doodle XD

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Art block sux ;w; (Ps. Venting in the comments, don’t mind me-) #vent #ventart #menhera #menheraart

Front and back view of the concept since I felt like trying to visualize how the back would look I really like the wings I did on the hoodie, they looks so cute :3

A stylized Tails vtuber/PNG-tuber design I thought up I rlly like tenshi kaiwai and figured that fashion style would fit him for some reason so- #sthfanart #tailsthefox #milestailsprower #conceptdesign #tenshikaiwai #digitalart

Marx the Hedgehog in Shiina’s outfit! I did this for a Halloween secret gift thingy with friends :3 This was for @maiharinesumi.bsky.social 💜 I’m so proud of it, I finished it a few days ago but didn’t wanna ruin the surprise- #menhera #menheraart #digitalart #yamikawaii #sthoc

A quick Halloween Tails doodle I did just now :3 I was lazy with the background, I didn’t make the cute pixatated(?) pumpkins and candy #sthart #sthfanart #doodle #tailsthefox #milestailsprower #halloweenart #spookyart

Tenshi kaiwai aesthetic thingy #digitalart #aesthetic #tenshikaiwai

Guh- I feel so fragile rn after what happened ;-; I keep getting scared I’ll lose thing again and then the fear turns into physical pain :’) #vent #ventart #menhera #menheraart #ocart

HECK YEAHHHH I GOT BOTH OF MY ACCOUNTS BACK, thank goodness

GREAT NEWS, I got one of my discord accounts back!! Now I just gotta wait and see if I can get the other back :’)

Drew some fanart of @suutan.bsky.social & Usatan because why not- I feel like this turned out very cute! #menhera #menheraart #jirai #digitalart #fanart

Lil doodle of Rouge :3 #rougethebat #digitalart #doodle #sthfanart #sonicfanart #fanart

My friend keeps doing a Jennifer Coolidge impression as Blaze, so I drew this X’D (I drew it on magma) #blazethecat #fanart #digitalart #sonicfanart #sthfanart #memeart

Here’s the doodle without the nonsense

Hate that I’m okay one minute then not the second These mood swings are wild 💀 CW: implied self injury #menhera #menheraart #ventart #ocart

I forgot about this lil comic I made a while back, like months ago or longer (I drew it on paper first). I just finished it because I remembered it LOL. It’s just a lil vent art that’s making fun of an experience that happened on vrc a few times #ventart #menhera #menheraart #minicomic #ocart

Redesigned this old oc, she was just a sketch of a koala/bunny mix Her name is now Banana-Split the koala #sonicoc #sthoc #ocart #ocredesign #digitalart #sketch

Squishy? More like Squashed >:) #ocart #ocartwork #sillyart #digitalart #menhera #menheraart

Squishy in sleeping mode or something (just a stupid lil doodle) #ocart #doodle #digitalart #sillyart

(1/?) Okay I messed around with my Tails kinsona and now they have an alt pallet- It’s a ref to AoSTH Tails since he’s brown and to Squishy’s form before they turned into a purple cat demon thing since the kinsona form is supposed to be their “normal mobian” form to blend in

I don’t think I’ll ever use this as anything, it’s just a vent doodle But hey, at least it looks cute after getting some colour :’3 (And as you can tell from any of my art, I rlly like pastels) CW: implied self-injury #menhera #menheraart #ventart

So I may or may not have accidentally made it look like my kinsona’s in a game X’D I was just trying something new for the background and it turned out like this 💀 #sonicoc #sthoc #tailskinsona #kinsona #kinsonaart #ocart #digitalart #menhera

I realized I never posted art of my Tails kinsona that’s basically a mix of Squishy (purple demon-cat oc) and Tails. This is just another form for Squishy so they don’t have a different name. #sthoc #sonicoc #kinsonaart #ocart #tailskinsona #sthkinsona #menhera #digitalart

I wish I can make YT vids or something, so I drew this as a cover image for a possible video I’d make. I’ll probably never finish it or even do a video relating to the contents of this drawing or the topics I wanted to talk about. CW: implied self injury #menhera #menheraart #ventart #ocart

I haven’t drawn in a while but I finally did something! I did a redesign of my friend’s oc (Yuki or Lunar) because I can 💅 (Og design on the right, the art is by my other friend, Mai or Marx!) #sthoc #sonicoc #digitalart #ocredesign #art

I haven’t drawn in a while, so here’s a paper doodle turned into a digital drawing again. TW: intrusive thought #menhera #menheraart #ventart

I drew this stupid doodle while drunk 💀 #sthfanart #doodle #sillyart

I wanna finish drawing this so bad but too many ppl are at home rn so I’ll have to continue tomorrow. But I love how it’s turning out, especially the hand on the left! TW: noose, implied self-injury #menhera #menheraart #ventart #ocart #sonicoc #papersketch #sketch #wipart