BLESS MY AWESOME FICTO LIFE

i need to go home and stim about the characters so bad rn BSKWOSJDKSKDFK #autismposting

they're just so important to me and i have my own way of loving them all individually if that makes any sense. chewing on them ang ang ang

i am so self conscious about going in depth with seed discussions on main because i already feel like people want to throw tomatoes at me for talking about it so much but the cpus all mean something to me equally at this point and i cant deny that i really love all of them in my own ways... rahhhh

me after writing about his dick: huh.... what /if/ his dick, actually...........

i keep telling my bf that i don't ship with all of the cpus however orga is fine as FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shoving more sad songs onto the shani and rafa playlist for no reason in particular <- yearning

my friend sy surprised me with this cute art of beagle puppy amuro hanging out with my fursona on the beach for my bday!! cute summery boys! :3 #gundam #selfship #oc #ocxcanon #yumesky 🎨: sypitz

i know im always like teehee kira sex on my alt because im crazy about him but i think rafa and kira engaging in intimacy is very monumental and important for them because they both have so much trauma in that department (rafa was a victim of some fucked up cpu experiments, for those who dont know)

#kofi comm for kaijufriend ❤️

HES SOOOO HOT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IM BITING HIM GRHFHFHRHFFHG...... one of the gundam seed ocs of all time,,

ive never had a crush on an oc until my partner made his ce self insert and im SOOOO /)//w//(\

my partner finished the ref for my gundam seed self insert oc! this is rafa, a boosted cpu who gets taken under kira's wing and becomes a member of compass later on #gundam #selfship #oc #ocxcanon #yumesky 🎨: @colth0und.art

i love them all so much im going to turn into a neopets pile of soot

he died from lack of exposure to kira yamato

i really need to update the f/o list very bad um uhh uhhhhhhhhh (shy for some reason)

shani and auel are so important to the foundations of rafa's lore/backstory but athrun and kira really helped him grow as a person so they're all equally important to meeeeeee

i love being greedy and kissing like 4 cosmic era characters at the same time

boys 3 seconds after they see their boyfriends who are also kissing each other:

nobody move. i just got really gay

eventually i would really like to comm someone for a larger plush of amuro that i can actually hug 👉👈 the chibi one i have is cute and all but i would like to Hold He

amuro ray >///< uwaaaa

ouhggggghhh.. i need to finish the rafa and shani playlist

ive been having big amuro feelings all day and now the kira ones are hitting me too fjdjdjdfj 💜💜💜💜

i feel fortunate to love as many gundam protags as i do because of how front and center they are. i get to see them a lot

im glad you guys like what i have to say btw 👉👈 yall make me feel less silly

amuro means so much to me but whenever i start thinking about this i get too gay and flustered to put that into words #mydumbfictosexuallife

im kissing him so much i love him i love him:((

amuro rayyyyyyyyyy

god im still so very in love with amuro

im sad. i should buy amuro and vani art again so i won't be sad

idk. i miss amuro, that's all...

retreats over here 😔

rubbing my temples and sighing thinking about how it was him and athrun that really helped rafa heal because the loss trauma from shani and auel weighed heavily on him for a long time and he felt like he was Nothing until he became a part of compass

i just changed so many layouts to kira and im so <33 kldsljklkrjwdlskjg i love him so much ............... god

btw rafa developed an almost instant crush on shani LMAO this was within like. maybe 40 mins of making him 😭

they're so cute and silly

i really need to lock in on tomodachi life so i can make my gundam selfships..

shani andras. clenches fist dramatically ,,,

shani and rafa angst hits really hard because they were boyfriends extremely fleetingly before they were forced to become cpus and so they don't even remember being in love. ugh

doing this again rn btw

i want to see shani and auel with their heads on his shoulders u_u ....

im so excited to get my ref sheet of my seed s/i from my partner,, i want to get art of him and his bfs being cute,,

i am holding my four gundam seed guys in my palms so gingerly. and i am also kissing their foreheads one by one

me shipping with athrun makes so much sense because of toshiki kai and shun kazami basically being variants of him (i also ship with both of them)

asuran,,,,, i feel so strongly about him tn ,,,,,, athrunnnnnn fndkdhsksjdjf

i am holding my four gundam seed guys in my palms so gingerly. and i am also kissing their foreheads one by one

guess whats looking more possible already guys

i cant wait until i have disposable income for comms again 🤞 i just solidified things for my seed self insert and im dying for art of him and kira (+ shani and/or athrun, i ship him with all 3 bc im greedy)

dndjdndnfjcn..... kissing The Character.........