Another conference and I walk away feeling - that the work we do is important but 1/2 our group is missing because of the airport & fears they might be taken by ICE. We are the lowest paid in the USA&yet asked to donate?There are students I'll never help in detention cells. Babies alone. Why?

I'm faced with the oblivious behavior of my kind. There is hope but 1/2 of us are missing. Preserve but our brown ppl are afraid to travel. Show up but airport full of ice. Leave home but are your kids safe? Our jobs could end any second but believe! I should be saving little brown kids from gulag.

The saga continues - because in America we threw away 200 pounds of perfectly cooked rare filet mignon tonite because Karen didn't get a chicken option for a plated dinner. I call it the "conference beef curse."Fck. Little brown kids are in livestock pens eating great value granola bars. Just how?

Seriously I could be at the new Hampton Inn 1/4 a mile away and have free yummy breakfast and 2 beds, and 10 pillows, a fridge and a microwave, still get door dash and still have underground gates parking. And my room would've been ready at 1. Augh. Miss you #hiltonhonors

"Carol and the End of the World" hits hard right now. By episode 3 its reminding me how pretending everything is normal at work. Since this war stuff started our students aren't "here." Not planning events because they aren't showing up. And it hurts, but so does looking at piles of unused supplies.

Lil happy hearing the voice of Slyvannas Windrunner in season 4 of "Invincible" Patty Matson.

Today we had to set up a party so I hauled out the helium tank. I came back ten minutes later to my GenX staff making the Gen Z students laugh doing balloon voices. Suddenly everything is just all right. Mission accomplished.

The upside to having AI / andriod doctors and teachers is they won't forget to fully do their job because you or your kid are ugly, fat, disagreeable, a different color, OR be tempted to molest, harm, or traumatize. And that says something about the modern hell that is medicine and education .

youtu.be/pGNDncTbJRU?... I'm hoping they continue this and go deep as League of Legends did in high quality content creation #wow

Need to codify laws of digital copies AS progeny. No digital consciousness no matter how formed or the original source should have any rights other than a progeny of, a creation of, and copyright of that copy, simulacrum, and/or AI created copy of a human consciousness. Identity dies with the body.

Out there on a road trip it's like I don't exist. I'm a car on a stretch of road that mostly means nothing but the point between A & B on a map. Just another place to Pass or be passed. Giggle at a fluffy goat or a mini horse farm or that one extra sentient horse or cow who watches you intently.

You could say that Rock n Roll was born 111 years ago today in Arkansas, but probably not where you'd think. Before there was a Chuck Berry or Little Richard, there was those who wanted to be like her. Rosetta Nubin better known as Sister Rosetta Tharpe, the godmother of Rock was born on this day

This mess will be over precisely when they plan it to be over. If anyone in power wanted to end it now, internationally, they would have ended it. Seal Team 6 proved this. We aren't the only humans in the world with elite teams or cutting edge drone tech. Big question is what is being engineered?

Never fails to amuse the people building (gentrifying) expensive tiny houses for profit live in Big Boy houses and would be embarrassed to live in a house the size of an RV on 1/8 an acre of land staring into the window of another tiny house.

I'm having a hard time with "drawing boundary" stuff. People want me to step up on their timelines always and when I stick up for myself then say I NEED TIME to plan, I either get ghosted or have to cut communications because they don't listen I NEED TIME to prep and plan. Then I feel alone more.

I realized the whole point of being a rebellious girl in the 1990s was we were A gender and we were nonconforming simultaneously. I've always been female and always been nonconforming to the CONSTRUCT of womanhood.

Realized to create an illusion of a white european descent majority you have to completely ignore the existence of India, Africa, South America, and China as entities and puck winning fights with cultural minorities (ignoring the monolith of racial and religious majorities as well)

Time and Space are out of whack for me. A polymath lives within multiple versions of self and has to suppress most of those knowledge sets to function optimally in the present. However everything is cumulative when you walk into a novel environment you left behind 10 years ago its just not the same.

The best way to end an attempt at simulating biblical prophecy is absolutely let chaos and consequences assert themselves precisely and obviously as a crucifixion once did. Truly good, ethical people die because their existence makes evil and avarice obvious as staring into a mirror.

Just can't do conferences as an ugly woman anymore. You belong here they say. You don't. You try to have convos. They don't respond. You ask questions. You try to lead. You try to listen. Money to spend, but vendors ignore you. Expensive clothes. Leather shoes. But you are fat. Why do I even try?

People who start wars think the deaths of non rich are collateral damage & average people are contemptible & sub human whose deaths are allowable. In fact WANT to deflect terrorism to mass casualty events. Leaders across the world EASILY have the ability to with 0 casualties remove a toxic regime.

Reminder kids - it's called a "Pornstache" for a reason. It inspires the tropes of 1970s Sears polyester wear ads, Luigi of the Mario Bros, the velocipedists of the gay 90s, organ grinders, stout men named Alluicious and Ambrosis, Dr.Kelloge, and Pres.Teddy Roosevelt. Zero Thirst icons.

Fent has made it into our community in a series of unfortunate events. The most unfortunate fact is clean, state gov regulated weed is less than 40 miles away and freely purchased in Missouri. A adult intentionally sold a student Fent laced weed knowing it would kill. And they ended up in the ER

Mom was telling me modern men are weak when 60 percent of US males found legal ways to avoid serving in Vietnam. 15 million. 300,000 illegally dodged the draft. Next time a Boomer age person insults ask them where they were & how 4 out of 5 males dodged the draft? Perhaps smoking weed?

Terrified. Supposed to head to the big city&all this is happening. Pretend I have hope. Dress professional. Makeup. What am I thinking? All I see is Sarah Conner's dream in T2. I planted a native garden yesterday. Knowing there's no prep enough if they decide to take out Tinker or Fort Leonardwood.

I'm not buying anything from US corporate retail or fast food until this whole regime is ended. They get nothing from me. I'm going to source local places for groceries (we have those here that are normal prices.) No more travel. No more shopping. Just outside time as long as it lasts.

World 75 perc.nof Americans don't want war & 25 percent are so sick, old, or deranged they don't know what to want. 100 perc depending on our truly ELECTED leaders to stand up and do the right thing right? People who really could stop this - deploy a crippling OS update package! Now. Shut it down.

State of Kansas has issued an immediate devaluation of Driver's Licenses and State IDs given to trans people with legal name changes.Kansas could use a solid from the LGTBQIA+ lawyers and advocates to immediately request a stay or injunction to prevent this going into effect tomorrow. #lgtibqia+

Most notably tonight on the US RP server hub for 4 hours no one spoke politics or the speech or even dissent. They engaged in the Classic fantasy planning a new expac arrives to help us shut out the screaming in our heads every day after hours of masking and advocacy work. Guilds were forged.

Trio Talent Search and EOC were due to submit 5 year renewal grants in 2025 to be awarded June of 2026 to continue programs in Sept 2026. That did not happen. Upward Bound and McNair are supposed to accept grants in June of 2026. The competition has not been opened. This how they will quiet kill us.

The hockey loving lead of the F B I needs a song that's the reverse of "Pretty Fly For A White Guy" #theoffspring

This is why we don’t give up.

So talking census numbers & dominant populations who changed their name for heterosexual marriages right? That demographic skews conservative vastly. So while tiny outliers will be disturbed (lgtbqia+ ppl) its poor hetero ppl who wont get to vote as a large data set that actually affects elections.

Hard to own cred I worked and got the U of Bork 2.5 million over 1 year in grants then when they abused my staff for being of color the subsequent tribunal fired all my possible references or forced them to retire. I remember this anytime an entry level BA/BA baby director tries to stare me down.

And it begins - the #EpsteinFiles Analysis.

music.youtube.com/watch?v=Ygzh... Kpop sounding boy band, who knew?

Imagining that a genius billionaire calculated an exact series of precise steps to end sex trafficking and slavery worldwide for good knowing he'd have dismantle 4 generations of economic systems entirely. Then got friends to go undercover & subsequently dismantle the old world order once & for all

Hate Canvas - you create a fairly logical database. You give it to professors. Each one exposes their own personal brand of tech stupidity. Every single class is different. A quiz - but only in text. A quiz that is timed for 60 minutes if you click next. A quiz that's 3 hours long. Dead links. Help!

If every former abuse victim, trafficked person, sex worker, and basically everyone's children told their parents in power and in the lower classes what this thousand year practice of pedophiles did directly to them and by whom we could end this facade. No more shame. Tell them what they did!

A young man in Tulsa w autism and ptsd had a crisis moment and went out to provoke the police to shoot him. His family said the news & online content against their race/culture had upset him then made him paranoid which became too much. He broke. Our news outlets are paid to do this. This is the...

Today - write a essay on trust that hopefully didn't offend my boss, drive 50 miles, quick Aldi, doctor, visit late 40 minutes, and drive home behind the slowest humans on earth to arrive 4 minutes before class. Found time to comment wow has contributed to hours of grown dudes playing dollies.

Albeit my dramatic last post on insomnia did finish my homework in which I get to wax eloquent online for college credit about clients, bias, eugenics, history, & get tunneled into research papers on neurodiversity. Im taking this to 150 percent & make average students 3 sentences reply seem crap.

I ache from mind to body. Every night I try not to sleep because sleep brings nightmares, not so much fear, but complete oblivion. My body is expanded and exploded across the universe and existence like a dress rehearsal for decomposition. Then every morning I coalesce as this ugly, meaty human.

I showed a student how to use Google Translate to live caption English to Japanese. The Japanese voice is of the itty bittiest anime waifu you could imagine. My student turned bright red. I pretended I had no idea why.

I sat down after a day of overwhelming panicky feels because Annual Performance Reports & MS homework to a 500$ scholarship for me and a scholarship to attend NASPA's National Conference in Springfield MO this spring. #trioworks and it should be working for your trio staff, too. Incentivize growth!

If you know young people who are terrified of student loans help them understand: 2 year college is nearly free with Pell Grant, Stafford Loans build credit, and if you go to a state college/uni in the Midwest or South you'll spend under 25k a year for a BA/BS with cert and/or MA/MS w certification

So if I use my in game gold to buy the WoW tokens for Blizzard Store Credit for the very cute Habitat for Humanity Charity Pet I'm making Blizzard pay 25$ directly to Habitat instead of me doing a micro transaction with my own money. Muhahaha!

First assignment of our graduate program after we do a Panopto training is to post a video using Panopto app on Canvas. 2 grad students out of 6 manage this. 1 was a file DLnl8nk for MP4.3 were Iphone/Apple video embeds. 1 was a link to Google Drive hosted video. I'm thinking "plz no group projects"