This weekend confirms it. I am lost in life. My core is gone. My house no longer a home. The silence grates my fragile soul. Tears flow strong. The world moves on; other packs established and fortified. Left to catch occasional scraps; uncertain if they're cast in pity or true admiration.

Mood

OUTTAKES: When my dog decided to tease the sleepsacked pup.

Flashback to October 2023 and my last ride in my bondage chair. I need to train a few drones on how to safely operate the controls. One wrong turn of the knobs and a dildo can be inserted way too far.

Scored a beautiful pair of biker jeans on eBay made by @monkeysergeant.bsky.social . How does it pair with my @misterb-official.bsky.social jacket and Goldtop boots?

For best performance, rubber drones, such as @rubbernaut.bsky.social, require regular programming. To ensure optimal results, secure them before initiating the update process, do not reboot or disconnect power before the process is complete.

Can you take it? 246 m (807 ft) 😄

Floating. Drifting. Sinking deeper and deeper. Becoming more and more a drone. Just a rubber drone. 📸 @rubbernaut.bsky.social

After an 11 mile hike in August, @lockedsoma.bsky.social and @mischiefpup.bsky.social enjoyed some outdoor sleepsack time. After the sun set, they eventually got some sacked star gazing too.

Buggiest bike ride of the year.

Firmware updates successfully completed for @dane.dog @mskdrbbr.bsky.social @namelessgimp.com @puphaiiro.bsky.social at GearBlast:US.

A very good dog... not a dumb dog at all. There are, however, ways I can turn you into a dumb dog. 😵‍💫🐶

Had a fun time making @mischiefpup.bsky.social wonder what in the world was going on. Vac cylinder, a sound, electro. Thanks for your trust and sense of adventure.

Had a special moment yesterday when I put @lockedsoma.bsky.social in my chair for the first time. He was by my side last summer painstakingly scrubbing every piece of the chair to remove the smoke damage. He made amazing sounds as I dialed in the stroke on Shockspot and made a nice locked “mess”.

A great start to the morning. Encountered twice as many deer as other cyclists on my ride.

In the toughest of times, some amazing friends had the perfect prescription for this bull.

We met while I was visiting SirNControl many years ago. We’ve shared a life together with so many adventures. The good times. The bad times. You were always there by my side. My heart is broken knowing you are gone. ChgoBondage, you’ve left us way too soon.

New wall racks installed for quick access to gear.

Any bull wranglers around? @furrjoi.com @cuffed.store

Happy Pride Month!

Just a laid back, carefree, secured-in-rubber, sunny afternoon.

Gave a pup a strong gummy and a long rubber edging last night.

Sporting some new underwear this week.

character noun char·​ac·​ter ˈker-ik-tər’ : the complex of mental and ethical traits marking and often individualizing a person, group, or nation With @shinytoy.bsky.social

re·flect /rəˈflek(t)/ verb 1. (of a surface or body) throw back (heat, light, or sound) without absorbing it. 📷 - @shinytoy.bsky.social

trans·form /tran(t)sˈfôrm/ verb make a thorough or dramatic change in the form, appearance, or character of. 📷[email protected] ⬆️[email protected] / @fillimaris.bsky.social

No one on my Teams calls today has any clue that I’m filling up my new latex suit.

The Himbo Drone programming is starting to take hold.

Thanks. Glad you like my playroom and scene setup.

Outdoor cage check.

Exploring some new territory with a helping hand from @pupquery.bsky.social

Stay shiny this weekend.

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Want to help take care of my new boots?

All sweaty after my ride.

Vibrating prostate probe and Nimble Stoker in place, and we have lift off for @namelessgimp.bsky.social . 🚀

Once I was convinced @namelessgimp.bsky.social was adequately secured, it was time to take full control

Four happy gimps (including me) made taking the inflatable sleepsack and compressor on a playroom field trip so worth it.

I think @namelessgimp.bsky.social is a bit frustrated. How about you? This was just the beginning.

Even with a Silencilicone gag, @onirim.bsky.social‘s moans made my dick twitch while I played with the milker and f machine controls. Woof!

I still need to add some wall storage for hoods, mitts and other quick grab gear, but the playroom is back with bondage table, sling and the reclining bondage / fuck chair.

Reflections from the first of many fun times to come in the restored play space. The last time I hosted before the fire was October 2023. Love how the LED ceiling reflects in rubber gear.

My desire to experience gear I haven’t had a chance to try before is off the charts right now. Exactly what gear and whether it’s something someone offers to let me try or something I end up buying is unknown right now. Just my current headspace.

Drone docking station. Simply attach the collar to drone, guide the drone to take a seat, align drone’s neck with the port to lock drone in place and the engage programming.

Kinky colors and textures. Five days until my new playroom has its first drone gathering.

Sometimes breaking rules is worth the risk.

Huge progress today. Lighting and rubber flooring are finished! Starting to move gear back in. Drone processing coming soon.

💪𝐒𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐆𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 When we get to 10,000 followers, we'll pick one person to win a complete set of gear, including headgear, a bodysuit, gloves, and footwear. 🎈𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐓𝐨 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐞 FOLLOW FOLLOW FOLLOW and RT It will ignite once it reaches the powerful milestone of 10,000 followers!🔥❤️‍🔥

Super excited. Playroom rebuild has finally started. Reconfiguring some open space I discovered during the fire restoration for gear storage. Rubber flooring will be delivered tomorrow.

Bondage and gear can be the best catalyst for forging and growing relationships that extend well beyond the walls of a play space. This past weekend was no exception. After a year of successfully conquering some of the greatest/most stressful challenges in my life….