i see myself through myself. i stare and i see nothing looking back at me. there is a reflection. but there is no life behind those eyes. no warmth behind that smile there is nothing but flesh and bone. just a husk

peer and ponder

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Even though the video itself is doing poorly, I can't say that I'm not suprised. I did take a year to upload a video, all momentum I had prior to that could not have stayed around for long. Gonna give one final push this summer.

After a year of being in the works, I now introduce the first part of an analysis on GEB Operating System - A Internet Mystery that remains unsolved.

i am uploading a new youtube video in 2 hours !

traveled to help funeral prep. got the actual stuff going on later this week. the train don't stop chugging along

great grandfather passed away today. i loved him very much. this sucks

peace love and happiness bruthaaa

think im fuckin depressed again

Art for my goat @foxlvr1024.bsky.social !

i feel so small.

so much progress :3c

dude i need to fucking lock in

if i get wr in re9 who buyin me a shot

my fucking account got fucking hacked on fucking yeitter dot com and now its dead and im basically dead all my hit followers must miss me so much

re9 requiem in 6 hours.

took almost 2 years... PBed on my birthday.

re9 tmrw.

Tonight marks the beginning of a long, painful, crash laden journey through the mojave wasteland as we head into Fallout New Vegas. Let's hope it's not rigged or anything, that would suck. WATCH IT LIVE NOW: www.twitch.tv/tedorate

When the Roblox avatar goes too hard #Roblox #TwitchClips #Remedy #RobloxAvatar #TwitchStreamer #Gaming #RobloxMemes

Girl drugs:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

doodlez from tonights stream

so much editing bein done and i would not have it any other way. stream on Saturday every weekend until this shit is done

nice

Back streaming more minecraft evil style... WATCH ME DIE EMBARRASSINGLY - www.twitch.tv/tedorate

update :3 got a manager (my gf) to help w workflow issues and i have a real day to day schedule now! got a channel artist: bagel_77. on discord. She and I will be working to create the final rebrand for my online presense/socials. mario prac is more intense. hopin to get 16 then try sms any%

I've been forced to live underneath a borderline abusive guardianship, Heitmanis Lawfirm Group, for the past year, in a house with 6 nursing home patients that are a genuine hazard to my health. Please help. 🧵 (1/7) PLEASE. READ. EVERYTHING.

hrm maybe i will show up at sgdq if the community alllows it

got 2 pb's in 70 but that's the only one that matters, lost 50 seconds in thi to secrets just like my 54:24 and around 20 in ssl, 50/49 soon

tried on more clothes today in public, fucking sucked lmao

did an 8hr challenge of smw 11 exit with @gtm5471.bsky.social! it was really fun, and i finally learned a game i've wanted to for years 😄

Two PBs in two days, but a lot of time save left on the table. Not letting this stand for long.

my family stresses me the fuck out dude

hate shopping for clothes triggers dymorphia, gotten to the point where i purposely buy a size or 2 up bc i hate seeing how i look in shit. the baggy look is nice but uagh.

update, i caught a new flu virus going around called the H3N2 "K" variant. im doing okay, broke the fever today but hella fatigued.

i knew it man :(

the fever. it's coming.

i wanna learn how 2 draw :p

lol i fixed it like 20 kins after this

i have recently come to hate premiere pro and i want to do horrible things to it. 2 years of using it with no issues, now suddenly everything is working piss fucking slow and stuttering and freezing and i am losing my mind i just want to edit i just want to work on my video i justkajentmfmmswje

whats this crack sblj im hearing ab ...

A new PS1 build of Giftscop is now available! This update brings the driving event from Petscop 11, the calendar when asking the red tool what month or year it is, and several other improvements. It can be found on our website: giftscop.com/etc/downloads #petscop #ps1 #psx #psxdev #homebrew

yea this shit is pretty cool ngl

i love losing multiple minutes pre-bits 🤪 i guess i'm not done with 120 yet - will probably keep gunning for a 1:58/57 💪

finally finished the GEB script, after 5 months of writing and editing and rewriting and research its just its so fucking close. im so thankful to @tedorate.bsky.social for introducing me to the series through her video. she laid the foundation for GEB, i want to expand upon it

did she really give birth on stream