right. so, this is smth i posted on my now deactivated patreon, and soon to be deleted twitter; im not doing art anymore. i dont have the time, energy, or motivation to. i dont know if, later in life, it'll be smth i pick back up again, but the fact of the matter stands; i dont draw anymore

im sizing my septum ring up again and god its so stupid that my nose is just like "oh pinching? we have a pinch? i must generate as much mucus as physically possible and also sneeze so much" like dude chill out weve done this before. you know me

in the middle of doing clamshell stretches for my back/hips and my left hip, my trouble hip, STARTED GRINDING. dont do that bitch we both know i cant afford whatever tf you got going on

worst time of the fucking year to run out of my adderall bc my shrink is on vacation and cant send my script out. anyway this is what my desk looks like

this one's a big hit at work

girl. the fucking source of my chronic pain the past 5 months. was cus my glute muscles were too weak. my ass muscles. thats it. 5 months.

i sprained my neck and tore a muscle putting my hair up this morning

i been dealing with a lot of health problems lately and im frankly unsure how to cope at all. went thru the ringer to figure out if its autoimmune or not, only for everything to come back normal. i am just the picture of health. my xrays showed some wear n tear and non inflammatory arthritis

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9 hour work day

HEHEHEHEH

brother sold his copy of silent hill 1

idk how but my husband and his family were discussing older consoles they have i just lamented on wanting a ps1 and my MOTHER IN LAW WAS JUST LIKE "oh i got a functional one at a garage sale for $20" AND THERES RESIDENT EVIL 2 IN THIS SHIT THIS RULES

I can always use the help and it would be greatly appreciated, especially if I've helped you learn anything about history or current events related to Indigenous people. Paypal.me/yapavimusic

reminder that there are ppl who believe native americans dont exist anymore. there are ppl who think they still live in tipis and live "savagely". they think their culture is exclusively buckskin clothes, no shirts, barefoot, etc etc with no attempt at further understanding or education.

maybe im nuts but as a child i remember seeing so much imagery during thanksgiving of indians and colonizers gathering around a table to eat some fucking turkey like, all over. and the whole "this is the time white ppl n brown ppl got along and were friends:)))" but dont see it anymore, if at all

taking a 40° f shower is a horrible experience. i wish we had power back :(

still no power 😭 the estimate is tomorrow at noon but given the damage i think its gonna take longer

girl help i am in the middle of a cyclone

my tuoys....

girl why am i allergic to all the stuff in shampoo/conditioner/skincare/haircare in general. like. coconut, palm, aloe vera, vinegar, jojoba oil, tea tree oil. why. why am i allergic to that. what god did i piss off to warrant this 😭

me: im not THAT autistic my new special interest thats taking up 99% of my brain capacity: hey girl heard you like and enjoy antique lighters and also fixing them. spend money on this.

this wasnt a hit on twitter but i hope it is on here

reposting art from twit to here. say hi to dutch! shes my LANCER pilot. here she is in a jingle dress at a powwow

im ngl if i can get a new job that doesnt need me to work 40+ hours every week just to get pto i WILL get back to streaming. i miss it

omfg its been a YEAR since i last posted. jfc. anyway nonbinary cowboy catgirl

Oct 30th, 6:30 p.m. PST. m.twitch.tv/seamachine_p...

made dark ooga into a zaku. dark zakooga

BONES

look at my goop,boy

hi bluesky please look at my late cat, luigi, and all her majesty. the world lost a great thing. i miss her every day

look at my autumn fern. just one of the many eighty billion plants i got from my job ive just been let go from. so pretty

got inspired at last to draw something for once. yippee! (ref in the comments)