Now the world is ending Love is what Im sending to you

youtu.be/0iMsyUUnzvM?... Sobbing my fucking brains out rn

Moved my final stuff into storage today and cried cuz everyones so nice to me today 😭 even hearing my dad be happy is the best

Fake aaaaasss helllllll dude 🥲

Been talking to all my friends about the situation and Im like damnnn bruh

Been watching this clout chaser relationship like dont capititalize your relationship for fame bruh

Man I feel so fucked right now :(

social competition

Bruh what if I just went in the desert and lived in my car doing crazy shit and shootin the shit

New pfp I lost my mind

I wanna self harm so fucking bad today

I wish I can post my art I worked on but I cant even show my friends, its really emotional and probably would concern a lot of people about my unmasked well being

My heart hurts so fucking bad

Im becoming more advanced with tech and I cannot wait to play w my new device

I found out another friend died today, barely anyone is my close circles are making it and it just hurts

I really should just give up at this point and attempt again

Today is my bday gonna try my hardest to not unalive

I was supposed to go to the doctor today to get my procedure then ofc Ive been so fried I forgot its actually tomorrow ugh

Im grateful all my past partners friends and family were influenced by my art and I got to help them grow as creatives even if I go sometimes soon I made the impact I wanted for my art and creative mind to help people

My heart fucking hurts, my health is so bad, I miss so much, god just let me rest

Remember dancing together in the open scene of the beautiful skyline? Remember the desert adventures and smiling?

Bruh I got my car broken into and stole VERY specific items and I think I know exactly who fuckin did it

What a beautiful life I lived will I live it again?

Im ready

Puppygirl who aint a true puppygirl

Already whos taking me on a date to halo fest seattle

I think god/universe or whatever it is has a plan for me, Im not christian or catholic btw but I do believe in some structure that the universe runs on fate.

I love how being free and now in community that I keep hearing being like yeah I was scared to talk to you cuz of them and they scare me

Bruh I be dying from graveyard shift

Despite everything i be getting mad pussy

watching someone not learn and basically pretend nothing happened or did anything wrong is crazy

Posting it twice to give a point bruh so sick of white furries pretending to be a race and fake af and lie about people fucking STOP

One of my girl crushes bought me art supplies as a gift and Im crying

I will embrace the endless colors I will see on my last eye close

Idk whos real anymore or whats real

I wont be seen one day and Im okay with it, Im okay going because the pain will end and it will be celebrated by certain people Im gone

I could be such an amazing popufur and I will achieve that and make some people mad

Ever since my ex cheated on me and left Ive been getting so many texts asking me out or flirting or being so kind or wanting to have sex god damn

One of my girl crushes I known for 3+ years asked me on a date pray for me I hope it goes sexual

So many people messaging me if Im okay 😭😭😭 aghhhhh I suck at explaining

“Oh you worked a 12 hour shift? Youre not done yet, still gotta please me you hole. You arent done with your shift yet” 🤤

Remembering the time I drew my main sona irl experiencing a trap house fucking now I wanna find it and bust

Me rn

So mad bro gotta get ripped in half (consensually)

Miss ya king

Cant post this on main cuz it based off of irl

Watching a parasocial relationship be parasocial on both ends and be fake is crazy

I hope when I start work it doesn’t go badly I really need the money rn I forgot theres rent this month for me and Im like welp im cooked Also Im scared for my doc appointment today cuz of reasons I wish I can say outloud lmao

I think my walls have been shaken and its so hard to be reserved. I feel bad if I cry around anyone but it hurts my heart I spent years being pressured and judged and Im around people now who actually care and like me for me

Fuuuuuuckkkkk mmmmeeeeee