remember when we didnt know if he was gonna fuckin make it and all we had to go on was an old notebook with blood on it

Not the best wording things or asking but kinda just rqing some reassurance I'm not a burden or nuisance or that it matters if I'm around. Idk been feeling very nit good for a while

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that one meme but robin #robinhsr

could i rq some just idk soft fluffy things? kinda lowkey going through it

If for the time from now until end of December I'm a lil off I'm sorry. The month is generally a hard one but especially starting to feel it a bit early bc what happened last year. So an apology ahead of time

🦚💋🪽 #avenday

honestly gotta say @kurutoryuki.bsky.social is one of the best freaking friends ever and i never regret meeting them on tumblr via utapri rp

when i'm here nothing can hurt you #avenday

long time no avenday wip idk

Aaaaaa just been very mmmm depressed abt my art and so yeah please?

well this monday has me tired already. my dog escaped and spent half an hour both having an emotional breakdown and searching for her. my neighbour thankfully found her when searching with his car. so thankful for that neighbour always been there since i was little :'>

🦚🪽 a midnight snack #avenday

imposter syndrome go brr haha

art warm up

stuck at work but the thoughts persist #avenday

#aitsf GOONER UNC

crying thank you so much i appreciate this so much /pos

biting him with his mind #artbyzazo #sunturine

ghhhh idk can i rq some idk whatthings wanted just distraction from the stress of today on my sp just haha i don't think my stress levels should be this high mikazeliscious.straw.page

so... again more bs with people trying to freaking get into my back yard/home. part of our chainlink fence has a hole my dog got out of chasing a person away bc the damage there only could've happened w/ someone cutting some wires and my neighbour helped bring my dog back home but jfc

happy (late) pocky day featuring angel dice #sunturine #avenday

him again

A distraction but back to sobbing haha

back at thinking of intoner sunday & disciple aven or vice versa just hhhhhh idk

Hahahah not good thoughts hours I'm so tired and i don't feel i belong anymore

wanting company to not be alone but not really having the energy to ask for it is awful

i dunno yeah

Even though I have a family member home alongside with my dog keep remembering the guy from yesterday. Still shaken up from it;;;

that's a good question. i'm not sure really but i could definitely see him having a fascination with it and just picture him tinkering with it perhaps while on travels maybe even making some of robin's music

could i possibly rq some stuff in my sp? i am so badly shaken up still and seeing what can help

Some strange guy was out back at our back gate and my dog was barking a lot bc it's just me at home so protect mode. Had to get my neighbour to help get the guy to leave so I could get my dog in bc he was threatening her. I'm so shaken but glad I have my neighbours & dog

I haven't really been doing well for the past while. I hope this can become more bearable eventually. Working on avnd week stuff was a decent distraction so I'm grateful for that. But yeahhh hopefully this passes there are goid things but the bad keeps overpowering. I'm sorry

Adjusted a lil part of my desk so there is a Robin supporting each avenday

#sunturineweek2025 #avendayweek2025 for the prompt of 'trust,' i give you: "hey sunday you ever heard of shotgunning. here let me show you" #artbyzazo #angeldice

🦚🪽 #avendayweek2025 : the seventh day a cozy afternoon with the family we've made // family + cuddles #avenday

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🦚🪽 #avendayweek2025 : the sixth day wounds + wings #avenday

🦚🪽 #avendayweek2025 : the fifth day marks #avendayweekNSFW #avenday

Idk kinda feeling like a weird place w/ my art. Like knowing ppl enjoy it but also like not really feeling as such? There's a disconnect. Idk. I guess kinda bc i exist but I'm kinda a nobody not a first thought idk how phrase. 2am sad thoughts in spiral

🦚🪽 #avendayweek2025 : the fourth day Even an overachiever needs a break. A brief moment of peace before returning to the busy schedule that was university.

🦚🪽 #avendayweek2025 : the third day Oh how he admired the man seated at the piano. From his beauty to how his expression softened the longer he played to the melodies that filled the room . . . everything drew him in

🦚🪽 #avendayweek2025 : the second day On that day Sunday learned a little something about himself. Seeing Aventurine in his boss form like that was far more appealing than he'd anticipated it being (aka boss Aventurine kabedon)

there's a hidden meaning. #avendayweek2025 #sunturineweek2025 day 1, enemies with benefits #artbyzazo

🦚🪽 #avendayweek2025 : the first day Of our many firsts, the first time you kissed me replays again and again in my memory. From our first meeting I would have never guessed how you'd steal my heart and become my first love. What other firsts shall we do together? I can't wait. #avenday

i think one thing i love the most with all the avnd i've drawn is just i've gotten to experiment with things so much. i love trying new things and seeing how they look with them and just it's helped me grow so much makes me happy

🦇 vampire & nun 🦇 #avenday 🦚🪽

🦚🪽 Trying to get ready for a costume party 🎃 #AvenDay