dreaming of gay

so sad tour is over ;-( you filled my heart up ❤️

baby let me heal youuuuuuuu 🎶 i wrote this song for myself 😌

i wish i could tell all the people who’ve supported me how grateful i am 😭😭😭😭 it means the world when people are nice 💕 ty

POLARI TOMORROW

can you keep a secret ? you know the way i’m feeling…. won’t you make me a man ?

hi cupids i love you

im always so impressed when i meet straight guys who like my music, like good for you, secure king !!

omg yay for gay music !!

and then i come back to being very grateful i get to be an artist and i think ok , well let’s just keep going !

i’m so attached to this special gay vibration that i think was happening when i was making polari, im so happy to be gay ! but yeah im kind of nervous and scared for the incoming savagery, but i know there will also be love

it’s hard to explain but ive always felt the music making process is very spiritual, I never know when im doing i just show up and see what happens. Polari came out of me and i was like oh, this makes sense ! …. like it was just beamed into me and then out of me…

Polari, the name of a slang that was spoken in the UK, one letter away from Polaris, the north star. feel like i’ve been following this star since i was born

ooooh my album Polari comes out so soon :)

i’m excited for spring i love the little flowers

guys thank you for supporting my music i’m cry 😭😭😭

an archangel is a high ranking angel 🙂‍↕️

he said you can do whatever you want whenever you want cos everything’s yours tonight 🎶🪽

i’m on the wall in the corridor of wembley arena !! communion tour 2016 omg

omg it’s just so bizarre how it happened, it came out of nowhere!!! life is so unpredictable i’m just grateful people are enjoying something i made ten years ago! do i wish all the people streaming Breathe were streaming my new music…..yes 🤣 but maybe they will in the years time u never know !

who else gets called zesty ? i actually think zesty is really cute i love anything citrus

i still love all the music, the songs are my children even tho some are difficult to listen to just cos it takes me back to how i felt when it was made. i often had fights with the label when it came to music and videos but i usually got my way in the end !

thank you 💚 sonic inspirations included Erasure, Mel & Kim, Depeche Mode, Stock Aitken & Waterman, Kate Bush, Pet Shop Boys, Janet Jackson, The Communards, Laurie Anderson… a lot of 80’s lol

thank you !!! honestly i really believe Polari is my best yet!! i do think it’ll deffo be my least successful commercially lmao but im so lucky to be putting out an album that i love so much in the first place and that i have fans who want to listen 🥹 i appreciate that now more than ever

this is fun it feels a bit like live journal / blogging into the void

i’m a gay artist making music in the industry and tbh it’s lonely out here sometimes. I had to constantly fight my label for ten years to do what I want to do, I was too scared to complain or make any noise about how I was feeling but im at the end of my record deal now and idc anymore!

posting a picture of my cat 🤭

I SCREECH INTO THE VOID