i tried animating in adobe flash for the first time today. this is a work-in-progress, though i don't know if i will come back to animate more later. i could have chosen imposter syndrome (aka just be competent), but i want to try handwriting the japanese lyrics later.

hey guys. I know I have been pretty dead basically for the whole semester, but the upcoming February 15 is my birthday. it's also the last day of the semester. it would make my day if anyone would come by and wish me a happy birthday! I hope I can be more active after I graduate.

tomorrow is going to be my first job interview. I don't even know what to do. I'm quite nervous. i have been juggling between studying and preparing for it. I haven't rehearsed what to say nor did I know what to say at all.

ate three day old food without reheating. got bloated, and frequent bathroom visit. got fatigue, and fever. it sucks.

i feel like drawing my sona expressing various emotions today. i kinda feel slightly bad that no one expect anything that i draw, but ultimately, i'm just doing my own thing... anyway, here's an OMORI emotion chart by u/GrimyKimu.

*shouts into the void of irrelevancy* hi..... i haven't drawn in a long time and i made this. it's a halloween design for my sona this year. this is a costume/fusion based on momo the cat! it's the magical cat in the halloween google doodles from past years. she's my favorite! #pvr_art

it seems that i'm shouting into the void because i left for too long... to anyone that sees this, here's the beep boop version of enemy retreating. man, i gotta interact with people more. youtu.be/88icBmPeKs0

(WIP) what's up with me and making music in this little program until morning? anyway, i made a demake of "Enemy Retreating" in MONOTONE. got 70% of the way there now. i'll continue soon.

yay!! I got through the exam with no sleep somehow without sleeping in the middle of it. now it's time for me to crash.

[UT Alter Ego] Chara's risk charge is a deadly ability... for both the one at the opposing end of the strike, and Chara themself, who's trading their HP for a harder hit. (background by @flowerpatchkid.bsky.social !) #undertale #utau #undertaleau #charadreemurr #persona #utalterego

i thought i would get some rest during the semester break, but no. my mom wants me to apply for a job, so i have to study hard for it. a mock test book was even bought for me to study. it has 600 questions, and i'm only around 30% of the way through. i only have until oct 5 to study.

hi... this is my first time making a song with lyrics. i dreamed about making music, so i made this. it's... alright. maybe i'll try making a song about something else next time. and also, this might be the first time you hear my voice...

i dreamed that i visited a music studio. they taught me how to write melodies, make chord progressions, humming the lyrics, and finally singing. we were even considering an alias/artist name :P expect some mediocre song soon... maybe? i'm a total beginner.

I'M FREE!!!! Finally made it to the end of the semester! I stayed up all night making my apprenticeship report. I printed it right before I had to present my report.

don't mind me, just posting a color space test image... i'm procrastinating on my final exams btw...

Tomorrow is the final project exhibition day, wish me luck... hope all the work i spent is worth it. i barely have any free time this whole semester because of it.

hey guys, I managed to squeeze in some attacks before the final day. please go check the art fight website from the link in my bio for now. if I'm free I will post my pictures here too.

For my third attack of the year, I have Shadecho's OC Nebula! I was struggling with the icosahedron shape quite a bit, so sorry if it's wonky. 😅

For my second attack of the year, I got @kitarango.bsky.social 's Poppy! It was getting late and I went one that I'm sure I can draw. I like monitor head and the hoodie. The background was inspired by one of Poppy's ref image on artfight. #pvr_art

My first artfight attack of the year goes to aRandomdog! With her OCs Danie (older sister) and Elliot! (younger brother) I saw that the siblings haven't received any attacks, so here's one for them! They are so adorable! #pvr_art

i'm verrrry unsure if i can make it to this year's artfight, but i'll try to at least make some sketches... this is my final year in college and i've been so, so busy ;(

i find this theory for what item ralsei might be interesting: youtu.be/zGczb2J4DSY

i got a bloated stomach and possible food poisoning last night. today, i woke up with a fever of 38.1C or 100.58F. but this temperature is measured right after i got out of my blanket though. seems like i got an infection from the food poisoning.

this is just chapter 1, so no new content, but it's about what i've been talking about! dt chapter 1 japanese localization youtu.be/0an3DKXai5o

man I wish I knew Japanese so I could analyze how that [mystery guy] wrote. from what I can gather, they write using a mix of kanji and katakana, (which is like from the late 8th century), and maybe they used an uncommon kanji?

as with undertale when it first came out, i can't afford it, so i'll watch a playthrough or something. it costs 10 times the amount i spend for lunch, and i don't have an income yet.

either there was an earthquake, or the dream was so convincing. anyways i'm now wide awake with goosebumps. i'm still in this heightened alert state, and it's freaking me out...

now that it's june, my life is about to get incredibly busy. last month, i was just doing my internship, but this month i also have to go to college on mondays and tuesdays. i may not be here as much but i'll still find some time to participate in artfight though.

It's finally done!! here's my fanart to my favorite UT(Y) AU characters! honestly though, what i thought would take just a bit to finish ballooned to 4 hours across 3 days. i kept pushing my limits and kept crashing. this is only just 3 half bodies...

i fucked up my windows install and i can't open most images now... 😔😭 it all happened because one day i signed in and found myself on a black screen. i disabled the app readiness service and i can sign in again.

if you see this, i want to ask you what kind of voice do you think i have? have you heard my voice before? if you haven't heard my voice before, should I post it? should I keep it up or delete it soon after?

is this what it's like to have a job? the only difference between this internship and actual job is that i go to college to study on monday and tuesday. i barely had enough time to do anything when i got home in the evening.

today is the start of my internship semester, and i'm quite nervous. i'm nervous about meeting new people, going somewhere else, and not knowing what to do. everything is changing and it's quite stressful for me. it's 2 a.m. and i can't sleep.

what did i draw last night until dawn? i drew additional pictures for my characters on artfight. one showing alt design for my main sona, and one showing emotional changes for my OC/alt sona. i'm a slow drawer, exacerbated by lack of sleep :P #pvr_art

damn, why did i want to draw late at night all of a sudden? i drew all the way from 10 p.m. to 5 a.m. i'm tired now. mayyybe i'll upload tomorrow... i was supposed to fix my sleep schedule for the upcoming internship :(

i just had a wireless emergency alert test a few moments ago. i'm still a little startled. but it's good to know that we finally have the alerts here.

so stressful. so tired. it's something that i can't share.

it's... May...? no... nonoNoNONO i'm not ready for this. college is starting in 2 weeks. not only do i have to study on monday, but i also have to be an intern working jobs related to my major for the rest of the week too. i'm quite nervous of what's coming up.

i finally finished it!! this might the longest time i've spent on drawing. (9:29 hours) at first, i want to redesign my sona, but as i work on this more, i no longer relate to it as much. so i'll downgrade it to just an alt sona that i may draw sometime, or just an oc.

cw: minor blood / injury today's motorcycle test was going great until I had to go on a narrow balance beam. I toppled over and I scratched my hands and knees on the asphalt. I have to wait three more days until I can retake that specific test. at least i passed the theoretical exam...

cw: vent sorry. m just a littl tired. im worried about tomorrw but itll be fine if i do my best, right?

man... i dressed up nicely, expecting to take a picture for the license, but it's just lectures about the law, road safety, first aid and stuff... and i have to ride the bike for 10 km to go there again tomorrow.

so many laws to remember. my head is going to explode. even though i'm getting a motorcycle license, the exam asks about cars too.

Please remind me to lock in and study for the Motorcycle License test tomorrow instead of doomscrolling...

it has been raining unexpectedly for the past few days, and i got a cold. the day before yesterday, my nose is running like a waterfall. it has gotten better, but i still have a sore throat. it suucks to be sick.

progress update: finally finished coloring! i tried to reuse colors wherever i could. this is ideally the design that I want, but knowing how hard it is to draw all these many details, i'll end up drawing the simpler one instead. #pvr_art

[UT: Alter Ego] Here's Clover! Frisk's first additional party member and first friend outside the dreemurrs! #undertale #undertaleyellow #utyfeed #undertaleau #utau #clover #persona #utalterego

And what if I had some art for it too? Introducing Undertale: Alter Ego! A UT au that takes HEAVILY from the persona series! #undertale #undertaleau #chara #clover #frisk #flowey #7hs #persona #undertaleyellow

remember this? after some iteration, i've managed to get this outline. it took me 3:25 hours, and i didn't even color it yet! next time i'll color that and do the outline on the simpler design. (the smaller one to the right) #pvr_art

oh wow!! it rained!!!!