Heat exhaustion is freaking bullshit

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11.22.2025 Met up with my friend + nephews this morning for a little stroll. It was really nice out annnd no creepers this time 👍 I got hit with bad heat exhaustion. So it didn't end too well. But I'm back home. Cooling off. Not going outside again today tho lol Hope y'all have a nice Saturday ✨🖖👻

I was dehydrated and it took three nurses to find a vein and manage to get a needle in. I bruise stupidly easy and this hurts 🫤 But I'm home. I still feel awful but at least I have my own bed again. Not sure about work tomorrow. But I guess we'll see 🤷‍♀️

I swear he's been one of the best support animals I've ever had. Outside of my dog Leighton...Alister is always on cuddle duty when I feel awful. At least my cats were happy to see me when I got home. Two days in the hospital was bullshit. I'm just happy to finally be home ✨🖖☠️👻

Just got home from the hospital. My body doesn't like me + I get it but all of this sucks. I'm so exhausted + still have no answers. Our medical system is a joke but where else do I go? Legitimately. Because walk in clinics aren't good. A good GP is hard AF to find + specialists need referrals 😮‍💨

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Accuracy is accurate 😆 ✨✌️🖖👻

11.17.25 Collective Card Pull - The cards today talk to us about seeing the gifts we truly are. Comparing yourself to others is easy to do in today's social climate w/ social media. But we're all unique + that should be celebrated. Each one of us is special + our voices + stories should be shared.

Chili cheese fries 🍟 for dinner 😋🍽️

Accurate

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Good Morning Y'all 🌞 11.15.2025 Daily Collective Card Pull

This panic attack has completely detailed my entire Friday evening plans. Does anyone want to come over and just lay in bed and cuddle? I just want to be held and told everything is going to be okay, even if it's a lie. I just want some comfort 😮‍💨

Panic attack out of nowhere at work. Now I feel like I weigh a million and one tons and I feel so sluggish and just icky. I fucking hate panic attacks. Especially ones that are physical like this. I just want to get home and jump in a hot shower and dissolve away into the drain to disappear forever

When you find out your company has an entire horticultural department, and they're giving away seeds because they have so many!!!! I got fresh rosemary on Monday and now seeds!! I am so happy!! ✨✌️🖖👻

Learning to have a relationship with food again is so damned difficult. Not having any sort of appetite, ever, makes food look like such an enemy to me. A foreign concept I can't seem to get a grip on. We need food to survive but apparently my body doesn't know that. But I'm trying ✨✌️🖖👻

11.14.25 Collective Card Pull:

Education of a Wandering Man is by far one of my favorite books ever. This is my third time reading it, but my second copy of the physical book itself. Ending my night on a really nice note ✨✌️🖖👻

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#SOTD Been on repeat all day 🎶

Lunch...but it looks better than it tastes. This was one of my favorite spots but the quality has gone downhill so very badly. Definitely wasted money ordering lunch 🙄 The egg isn't even seasoned...😮‍💨

11.13.25 - Collective Card Pull I got a little time before lunch so I pulled two cards for y'all from The Rebel Deck this morning too. ✨✌️🖖👻

11.13.25 Collective Card Pull: The Enchanter tells us that you're currently in a learning phase of your life. Reevaluating who you are. Learning yourself. Learning to love yourself. You're awakening to your purpose+ who you're meant to be. Removing fear + obstacles. (1/2)

Is it Friday yet??

November 2025

It's almost noon and I'm sitting behind a desk in a small ass cubicle listening to people gossip about such meaningless crap. I wish I was back out here. I really need to get out to the preserves more often. It's too beautiful of a day to be inside 😞 ✨✌️🖖👻

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Good Morning ☀️ Here's a quick one card collective pull from my Rebel Deck for this AM. I'm trying to find joy in life again + my 1st step is going to be getting back into reading Oracle. The Rebel deck is a silly easy little deck, but I'll be pulling from various decks for various messages ✨🖖✌️👻

One of my favorite places to visit when my body allows me. Today was just extra special and magical ✨👻

Today was absolutely beautiful + wonderful in so many ways. I need more day like today. The weather was perfect for the preserve + everything just clicked into place. Perfection ✨🖖✌️👻

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Yeah, cool. Whatever then 🙄👍

Waking up with terrible anxiety at 4AM. Had to take a panic attack pills. It's now 530 and I have to be up for work in 30 minutes. I really hope today gets better. I feel awful.

Smoked Ham hocks with great northern beans 🤤 I wish I had some cornbread, but this is heaven 🍽️

I've tried but I can't do it. Panic attack last night, tossing and turning all night, and waking up with a migraine is crap. I guess I'm calling off work today 😮‍💨 I need to go back to bed...I hate this

@joyflowers.moe I love spending time with you, and thank you for being here with me. Especially tonight. I love you 💕💜

I feel so lost today. I don't know what's wrong. I feel like I've been disassociating since I woke up. I know where I'm at, but nothing feels real. I just...idk I don't like this 😮‍💨

Trying to actually eat food for breakfast 🥣 It's not going so good though....

@joyflowers.moe I love you 💕💜

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