It's said that art is therapeutic. But when I paint and sing and twirl and dance, it always comes out the same. I don't want it to end. I've never ached for something like this before. I can't wait for it to end.

I picked myself apart, pinched and twisted and scraped and grabbed, to give birth. I gave birth to a man, to a man, to a woman, to a woman, to a man, to a woman, to a person, to nobody, to everybody, to a smile.

I walked past the mirror today, and saw my reflection stop. I turned to look. It wasn't me. It was a beast, hideous and twisted, with no eyes and a smile that was too wide. It must have been me. I was smiling, too.

When flower girl was young, small, and mild, I walked along the edge of a river lake cliff. There was a reflection in the water of a terrible many-limbed beast.

The three is one and the one are three, spinning into eternity.

Dreaming Eye Awake 5: Daisy 2 - www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOqR... Daisy faces an unpleasant memory. From us to you.

Dreaming Eye Awake 4: Daisy 1 - www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPdY... Daisy helps Hope remember happiness. From us to you.

Dreaming Eye Awake 3: Sailsman 3 - www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6fD... Sailsman has a nighttime chat. From us to you.

Dreaming Eye Awake 2: Sailsman 2 - www.youtube.com/watch?v=7a8i... Sailsman finds an old problem. From us to you.

Dreaming Eye Awake 1: Sailsman 1 - www.youtube.com/watch?v=rN9K... Sailsman makes a new sale. From us to you.

You have forgotten the answer.

Return To Me 12: Extras - www.youtube.com/watch?v=LCcV... Do you believe in ghosts? From us to you.

Return To Me 11: Wilt - www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIt6... Return to me. From us to you.

Return To Me 10: Happy - www.youtube.com/watch?v=60ok... We're all searching for relief. From us to you.

Return To Me 9: Divination - www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cqx... Follow your heart. Just make sure not to open it. From us to you.

Return To Me 8: Pollination - www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jgW... Daisy pollinates her Petunia. From us to you.

Return To Me 7: Bloom - www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrSZ... Petunia hits a roadblock. From us to you.

Return To Me 6: Diving - www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SCj... Petunia dives for answers. From us to you.

Return To Me 5: Relief - www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9EG... Petunia solidifies her goal. From us to you.

Return To Me 4: Solipsism - www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSXU... Plona remembers her present. From us to you.

Return To Me 3: Additional - www.youtube.com/watch?v=jluC... Petunia finds a key. From us to you.

Return To Me 2: Dreamscape - www.youtube.com/watch?v=fopY... Petunia explores the Dreamscape. From us to you.

Return To Me 1: Halcyon - www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgcT... Petunia encounters a Halcyon. From us to you.

Return To Me - youtube.com/playlist?lis... We are all searching for relief. From us to you.