my hannah (nani’s brand) bag arrived !! it’s like the universe knew i needed good things to happen these days absolutely adore it, it’s so cool 🥹

pumpkin spice coffee in my pumpkin cup and a new phodcast ep, it’s the small things some times

i haven't really been online for a few days and honestly it's mainly because my mental health keeps declining and i can barely even watch an episode of anything bc my depression kinda ruins it,,, tho i have been reading a fic (non bl ship) and it is making me feel things at least

my thai teacher gave me feedback and then said like “recommended out of class activities” and then added “to help with this, i suggest you listen to a thai podcast or watch a thai tv show for at least 30 min a week” 🧍🏻 how do i tell her-

nani hirunkit you’re so cool 🤏🏻

i have baaaaaarely watched shows this month, tho instead i’ve been reading a lot ! the first two weeks i spend reading basically a 2000 pages fic 🫡 i kinda mostly watch bls in the weekend, when i catch up on shows with my friend

these nani selfies are everything to me 😭

newest gmmtv order ! i wanted neona and smyle, but both were sold out before even listed on the site it seems 🙃 so got look khunoo and lykyou ! and ofc my skynani calendar<3

does anyone have recs for cute and sweet bls? i feel like i keep asking for recs, but rn i’m both overwhelmed with existing and just have a hard time finding anything idk lmao😭

forgot to post about it, but i finished #muteluv not my father and i enjoyed it so much ! 8/10 didn’t expect the seriousness and comedy, for the overall show, but it was an amazing choice

good morning to phan being confirmed 😭

watched that summer and ep2 of the wicked game this morning (both are shows i watch with a friend) i am experiencing so much second couple syndrome for that summer, but i expected that lmao and i always go 🤏🏻🥹 when seeing satang on screen

this feels so for me, wdym nani and gemini 🤏🏻😭🩷

THERE IS NO WAY DESIRE ENDED LIKE THAT ? 😭 i really wish they had started to work on wenlang and gao tu's relationship earlier and then developed it better,,, like there is no way that was the last scene with them 💔 overall this was so fun, 7.5/10 from me

i’m on ep 9 of my stand-in ! have i been paying 100% attention? no, idk why but i genuinely cant atm… but have i been entertained so far? definitely

FINAL EP 😭

😋

omg right desire ends today

my bl slump is really starting to annoy me, i wanna watch bls so bad but i just ugh idk 😭 i haven’t continued my stand in (left it at ep 6 for rn) and like so far this week i don’t think i’ve watched a single bl ep?? i’m so 🫠 it’s really really bothering me

happy billkin day 🫶🏻

spend most of my day stressed, but all problems seems to have been solved 🫠 i hate when things suddenly happen and just throw me completely off,,, on a positive note, i read a lot today and reached 30% into a fic ! 565/1880 pages in 😅 some of these fics really are crazy long

really love how not my father is both funny and creepy

not even done with 1/4 of yesterdays muteluv ep but nani is both cracking me up and looking amazing

wu script read is here omg 😭 it’s like they knew i needed some good news 🥹

today is, yet again, not my day 😔 been having bad mental health days, then when i’m finally feeling a little better BAM smth bad happens

my teacher praised my accent and that it sounds similar to thai and i’m not awkward sounding,,, bless

my thai teacher asked if we could move mondays lesson to today, which i DO have time but i wanted a full day of just nothing

watched #desiretheseries and i need shen to wake tf uuuuup 😭

someone i met at the firstkhao fanmeet is also going for aouboom and wanna share room, less money to use on the hotel now 🤩

don’t ask me, but somehow my stand-in is apparently doing it for me but also i just reached ep 4 and i’m like

i haven't really been watching any bls, i kinda keep up with the ones i watch airing (but its like all in the weekend almost??) and i try and start a new one and then i just... stop 😪 idk i just wanna obsess over a bl, i hate when i don't really have one i'm super hype for

I noticed the new "Post something so nothing bad will happen" posts are making the rounds. Consider changing that to "Post a positive October vibe" or something of the like. The doom messaging can trigger anxiety spirals. 🙏 Also, the world can use some more positivity right now! 💕

got new bedsheets today and now i’m all cozy in bed while watching muteluv, with a heating blanket and old seonghwa bday merch bathrobe (it’s so comfy)

i hate them, it always makes me feel awful tbh

had my first lesson for thai and it went well, but i def need to get used to it😭 also when she asked why i wanted to learn thai and i’m like “uuuuuh” bc i dont really wanna say its bc of boy kissers

bit the bullet (of my social anxiety) and finally got a thai tutor… starting monday 😭 nervous 🥹

watching lover merman and the typical iphone alarm sound is so triggering to my body, i get so !??!?!?!!?!??! as if i need to do smth or be somewhere

now,,, lover merman time

the lack of gao tu and shen,,,, gimme my omega 💔

i should get caught up with revamp, but for some reason it's just never a show i go to when i wanna watch smth,,, i have only watched 2 eps and i did like them, so idk why

feeling so bad for wave in that summer, imagine not knowing who you are and just getting flashes of it 💔

just finished #MyBiasIsShowing and omg i loved it ! it was so cute and fun, really happy i watched it ! especially bc i have been feeling kinda meh about many bls i've watched recently,,, 8/10 !!

kissing your idol you also kinda dated and then kinda broke up with in your room full of pictures of him bc you’re a fan is crazy work (i love it)

also the bucket hat is super cool, you can turn it inside out for a different style!

got my lol fest merch + skynani mystery box and in the 10 packs of pcs i pulled special nani pc🤏🏻😭 (tote + domiia doll is my friends)

rewatching spare me your mercy ! after that maybe my only 12%,,, i feel like lately not many bls have been hitting, so i'm just going back to ones i know i like

casually watching dan and phil just for them to talk about abo desire in their sims video?! my worlds colliding

just finished secret lover and i can sadly say it wasn’t at all for me😔 i was kinda excited,,, 5.5/10 from me it was extremely boring to me😭

watching #muteluv #notmyfather and i can’t stop laughing, i didn’t know it was gonna be this unserious LMAO 😭 the bathroom scene? i cant

the discourse happening on twt about how “gmmtv/thai production teams could never make an omegaverse bl show as good as desire” is cracking me up. i am enjoying desire, but as a bl it’s very mid 😭 it’s fun bc we get to see these elements on screen we never really have before…