Chronic pain has been so bad today, I could barely stand during work so I just sat on the floor doing inventory while sniffling for 3 hours until I could stand again

Spent the first hour of my shift bawling in my manager's office because my mental health has gotten so bad it's getting hard to get out of bed :') My manager told me to see if HR will allow me to go on paid leave since I havent been awarded PTO and have been working nonstop for 2 years T___T

OC lore yap session gonna stay on the hard drive but the amount of vocal stims was funny as hell, like 😭

Why did I just pack myself up and lay on the floor like that? Folded myself up and laid down

[wip] designing a Monster Hunter NPC for fun

I DIDNT EVEN PUT HASHTAGS ON IT HOW ARE YOU ALL FINDING MY WIP OF OPHELIA?!?!?!

[wip] designing a Monster Hunter NPC for fun

I literally slept 30 hours over my 2 days off, I wasnt even lying atp

I was about to say I feel I wrote something I forgot to add to the portfolio thread and that was correct. I dont have it on hand atm too

My poor teacher asking me how my week was and me having to tell him about american customer service ✌🏽😭 This shit not for the weak I have had people come at me with an attitude for us being understaffed

can you believe it? manga ichiba just a week away! come see me and a bunch of amazing artists at friday's day slot! #mangaichiba2026 #fanime2026

I visited my irl and this exact topic came up while we were eating lunch 😭

Ive barely been alive this week, Im so behind on everything

Me and my brother having a laundry list of chronic illnesses....

I still think heavily about the girl who bullied me in elementary school and how it immediately clicked why when I saw her mother and how evil that woman's aura felt. I was literally going to tell her mom about her bullying me but the aura was so heinous I went "bro nvm wtf"

The deep yearn to work on a series you love 🥲

Genuinely will not forget how I donated plasma and my body temperature dropped (which I guess is normal) and I started shivering and then for weeks after I was fatigued and having heart palpitations 💀. Needless to say I will not be doing that again.

Looks like my tablet pen was the issue this entire time... it's dying on me 😭

In horrible pain rn bro wtf is thiiiiiiis

A reference library for black hair styles!! Y'all, check this out! Incredible resource! 😱😍 afroindex.org #artresources #artref #drawingref #reference

[WIP] Working on stuff for my portfolio again ;v;

Im alive but busy job hunting > <

Anyway, I need to fill out my Ko-fi shop so I can do 20% off there so I can pay to get my teeth pulled because my jaw hurts 💀

Not to overshare but my mom's genuine reaction to me saying I had teeth in the lining of my sinuses that I would like to have removed was "well figure it out, I have things I want to get done" 🫠

I'm trying so hard to get a job that pays liveable wage but every other job literally pays less 😭

Getting told "figure it out" by my mom who literally dug this grave herself is kinda crazy. Like why bring up what a doctor said 10 years ago

In worse news, I might need 8 teeth pulled 💀

I love being a beta tester >:3

Those Who Are Brave (2025) soleildoesmusic.bandcamp.com/track/those-...

It's insanely funny to me I use notation software to make chiptune music

I remember Theme 4 got really well received on Tik-Tok and that still makes me happy to this day because it was the first piece of music I finished since my grandfather had died in 2021

I think a lot about how I'm extremely detail oriented to the point of spending countless hours doing research for accuracy-sake and how the stems from an extremely negative place despite blooming into a good trait

[Fanart WIP] Been juggling 3 things at once for 3 days straight now 😭

[fanart WIP] idc if nobody knows her, I love Elliot sm. Always have

I've been trying to do 4 things at once all day. It's impressive but also 💀..... Like I've been working on comms and then editing my website/portfolio and then trying to learn C++ and then went "oh I should study so I know a little bit for the job application" so then I started that 💀💀💀

Japanese animation studio Ponoc (Ghibli alums) is working on "Mfinda", an African-American-Japanese feature film produced by N LITE. www.instagram.com/studionlite/

Emergency Commissions OPEN TLDR; I haven't been able to eat adequately for over a year and am having health issues + May lose my job due to sales numbers :') (1/2) Please consider my comms,ko-fi, or sharing ko-fi.com/milkandsugar vgen.co/MilknSugar

Emergency Commissions OPEN TLDR; I haven't been able to eat adequately for over a year and am having health issues + May lose my job due to sales numbers :') (1/2) Please consider my comms,ko-fi, or sharing ko-fi.com/milkandsugar vgen.co/MilknSugar

In very short summary, Solona is a princess and demigod who discarded her title to become a knight. She ascends to godhood becoming the God of Fate and is one of 3 gods ensuring the continuity of the universes (yes, plural). She can see someone's future just by touching them (this is a choice tho)

Wait this one is so funny because I have this one OC from 2017 who is a Necromancer named Noel (not to be mistaken with another OC, Noël the toymaker) and I just have not touched his lore in 9 years because I've been so stuck on gay people who happen to be of the divine (which is several characters)

⭐Flat Color Chibi Commission for Gh0stygoo⭐ Thank you so much for commissioning me!!! #vgen #vgencomm #art

⭐Flat Color Chibi Commission for Gh0stygoo⭐ Thank you so much for commissioning me!!! #vgen #vgencomm #art

The Skeb + BlueSky integration is live! You can now create a skeb Account using BlueSky! Or connect BlueSky to an existing Skeb account and use that for login! But what is Skeb? Skeb is a communication-less service where you can request art (and other works) from Japanese artists.

But what if there are vampires that eat ass

Have a peach sketch (Starting volume 2 of my fruit creatures stickers)

I feel like I'm in an alternate timeline because wtf is happening /pos

I've thought about it and I have the most insane hidden lore ever tbh 😭 Shit I just dont tell people because frankly I forgot but also how do you even bring half this shit up 💀

KOKIA FINALLY RELEASED LAYERS WAVES AFTER LIKE 8 YEARS

Yeah I'm almost finished with Nioh 3 🧘🏽‍♀️🙏🏽