I'm still doing commissions 1-5$ for Christmas dm me about if please I'm broke

As a Jax Kimmie that episode hit different. Of course what the images flashing in Jax's head mean is up to interpretation currently, I precive it as childhood trauma [as someone who has a lot of it] Also im pretty sure Jax almost abstracted.

I genuinely feel discomfort when eating at tables like properly because when I was little the apartment I lived in was so tiny we had to get rid of the table we had and I ate on the old busted chair we had and I usually ate on a tiny stool on a short table in my room [which killed my back]

I I LOVED zootopia 2!!Was made with the kids who watched it when they where younger and are now insecure teens in mind

I can't look at anything from my childhood without it being distorted by what he did. No matter how much I try to forget it never leaves my head. Grandma complaining about how I've spaced out the ornaments ringing in my head like a reminder of the things he's said.

I helped decorate the Christmas tree earlier. A few years ago I would have been so happy but now I can't look at that tree knowing how much of a disgusting person I am and how little me would be ashamed of what I've turned into

"If minors don't want to be flirted with at conventions they shouldn't cosplay characters from adult media" Maybe don't flirt with ANY cosplayer? Like unless they have one of those badges/pins that says "flirt ok" or whatever like it's basic human decency man..

Here's my hair for reference. Gives me like.. rock band vibes idk

Anyone have passing tips for a trans boy who got their binder thrown out? I wear pretty much anything and I'm not allowed to cut my hair too short. Like tips for binding safely without a binder or like anything. I don't mind my current hair length btw

I just finished season 1 of Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-chan and I'm definitely gonna cosplay her. I already have a wig I can style for jt

Might make a vent doodle with lyrics from Closer by NIN. Dunno.

Who's surprised? Not me!

I might be gifting my handheld djembe to my band teacher I dunno!

Even if there ends up being a cure for type 1 diabetes I don't think I will ever be able to eat without feeling the soul crushing guilt about how many carbs there is in whatever I'm eating

I could be sitting at a table with a plentiful Thanksgiving dinner with all of my family right now but instead I'm doing karaoke with my dad and his friends while the rest of the food cooks and I wouldn't have it any other way

Really big trauma anniversary around this date..

I'm burnt out and feeling apathetic as fuck rn and I wanna take a nap but I can't fall asleep and I'm hungry but too guilty to eat so I'm just existing like this right now

Pics mom took from the fundraiser. Me and another kid just practicing with our band teacher [the kids parents and my band teacher gave me permission to post this]

Bet yall didint knowni have a handheld djembe

Anyone know if I can use a sax harness for my baritone?

Mom's car failed inspection and she needs new tires.. I'm still doing 1-5$ emergency commissions btw they are mostly doodles and shit but like atp anything helps

Oh my way to chick fil a to give out flyers for my schools fundraiser and play some music and I just chugged my first monster in about a month and I feel so ALIVEEEE

Baritone Player Affirmations: I cleaned my mouthpiece out I am not a tiny tuba The trumpets are not planning an attack on me

Not naming names but someone liked a comment I made. I looked at their account [I tend to do that because I love searching for moots] and there was a lot suggestive furry art this is a reminder I'm UNDER THE AGE OF 18 AND THIS MAKES ME REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE.

When I sang I had enough of you In the shower once I pronounced denouement wrong and I actually cried because I imagined Michael Kovach looking down at my naked body IN THE SHOWER LIKE AN ANGRY GOD AND CALLING ME A FAGGOT AND A FAILIURE

I'm a stupid selfshipper and all of my f/os hate me

Update on @mooshieblue.bsky.social art!! I'm almost done with her all I have to add is their husband! And a background and some text. I will be making my commission sheet after this is done!

Having Hypothyroidism,Type One Diabetes and Depression is a double edged sword. Constantly hungry but I have to watch what I eat and I gain weigjt so easily and I'm physically and mentally too tired to exercise like I need to in order to loose the 70-95 pounds I need to I'm order to not be obese

Wise words from my dad "While I don't fully understand LGBTQ, I don't support what Trump is doing because in some way it will affect us all."

Still doing emergency commissions 1-5$

Look for the gummy bear album in stores on November 13th. With lots of music,videos, and extras.

I tried to find robinfollies account on here but it's like gone..? And I tried to find their stuff on teepublic but nothing was there :[

My moms been in a bad mood all day and I feel empty inside because I've failed her as a child

Yippee! @mooshieblue.bsky.social

Wip art for @mooshieblue.bsky.social ! I havent had motivation and and i have a reason to work on my computer sheet rn so yeah This isint rendered or fully colored or anything btw it WILL look better

Mom's car repair is going to be 975$.. and I got tons of shit thrown at me during last class of the day. I'm rude for standing up for myself aparently.. here's the pencils and pens I kept [that where thrown at me]

Emergency coms 1-5$ My moms car is having another issue and I just want to get a little money to help out Dm me first This is for like little doodles of ocs or whatever just please I don't want my mom stressed anymore:[

Any other neurodivergents obsessed over CONCEPTS? like Schrödinger's cat,sundial,tokaimura disaster,the knife game,scp,the multiverse theory etc or am I a special flavor?

Oml they are doing voting at my school.. "Let's decide who is gonna be in charge of shit in the same building kids sold eachother edibles and weed brownies. That's a good idea!"

Why should I shower? No matter how much I scrub ill still be disgusting.

When he found out the full extent of what my neighbor did [after we moved out] he told his ex military friend [very protective of his gun rights] and tried to go back to the apartment the man lived in to kill him. To no avail but still.

Like we watch hazbin hotel and helluva boss together because it's something we bond over. Charlie and luficers father daughter relationship development is very similar to ours. My dad has never tried to touch me or do anything in a way that genuinely made me feel unsafe.

I hate being super excited to talk about my dad [I would kill myself if he died that's how close we are] and someone says "that sounds inappropriate" or "Are you safe?" Because both of us have been through trauma and dealing with how much life sucks together

Con was fun overall. During the hazbin hotel meetup/ohotoshoot a blister on my knee popped but the people's there where really nice and there was a few people who had kids [maternal instinct amirite] moral of the story find yourself a mom friend or something

Checked into the hotel after about an hour of struggle and I have unpacked! Dad is showering then we will head to dinner. I will be attending the Kazha concert at 6:30 tomorrow by the way!

I might sound dramatic but I think spelling my first name is basic fucking respect especially when my name is IN the email you are responding to. My [legal] name is not Alerylynn.not Avery. definitely not Arin. It's Aerylynn. Pronounced Maryland without the first and last letter. Air-Uh-Lynn

It is 24 degrees above freezing and the kid who has been bullying me said that I'm only wearing tights because in insecure about my fat hairy legs.. like dude..

67 days till 2026..