self is an echo impermanence of the past the real remains #vss365

Currently Reading: Deep Work by Cal Newport.

an eternal flame is hypnotized by the mellow sunset playing itself out past is a story not wrong but misunderstood the salt of sea dissolves in the clouds as the waves watch them come and go echoes in our chasing mind will merge in the rhythmic ripples of cosmic mirror #vss365

Consciousness is Now.

bisecting wormhole forms dissolve in cold space detached horizon #vss365

“As the pattern gets more intricate and subtle, being swept along is no longer enough.” (Waking Life)

through the fog meddling with the machinations that takes away the pain an invisible force holds our hands somewhere, at the heart of man a skirmish, a kerfuffle, a change of plan a bergamont scent that tilts the head of a carefully laid out plan a raindrop on skin #vss365

things change into the things we dream rose in her hair brings nostalgia sometimes I catch my mind defenseless in the glare I have come near a projection to see my shadow self extinguished scattered in sorrow, pulling on a gray hair an old habit staring at the night sky #vss365

to go away and find out what is truth without a scintilla of guilt having a perception to look beyond the illusions a state of attention an indescribable silence painting over all the noise #vss365

relay the message miles between us and starscape build a world again #vss365

intelligence of the heart in the liminal space between past and future #vss365

A deep breath quells the pain bubbling up from the cauldron of this weary vessel, its vitality drained in the relentless pursuit of an elusive state, everlasting bliss and a fountain of light that never dims. Waking up brings it to a stop but the consciousness still flows. #vss365

the final pieces are all in place a world that swings between austerity and abundance now I have more time to seek an extraordinary state— to spring a fountain from desert rock to stand above the mountain a lonely tree in a field becomes a rendezvous point for saving my ego #vss365

vision clings to hope no response passes through self without twisting it . break down a vision shatter an image close by inhale raw moment #vss365 #haiku

an accidental vision beyond the pastures of things left behind are breadcrumbs, connecting to form a line all projections of our minds struggle to break through, picking up pieces of moving images that form a mirror, grabbing on to our vanity deepest monologues crave care #vss365

because the time comes pervading the calm breeze days spent dwelling by the sea when the waves start to gnaw at grief, some darkness like a glitch searching for the last morsel of love going round and round weaving deep into one's mind home to the last fragments of hope #vss365

the world is mapped stretched across the centre with muffled cracks of ice toxic lakes shaped like eyelids watch over the damage and repair unseen hands etching darkness across the salt & green pictures of trickling malice must remain in mind puddles still splash at night #vss365

Every once in a while, we wake up from a dream. A force tugs us out of the depths of the ocean. Like a narwhal, we develop ephemeral wings that can feel the wind’s poetry. There is always light waiting for us. If we bathe in it, a door opens, leading us to morning spring. #vss365

softly spoken words a sunset to dull the pain nearby a whimper #vss365

a customer of fate is to be stable and in control a thousand suns have risen and set and far fewer words have touched the heartstrings a vision lies hidden inside and echoes from horizon have tried to distort the only path that makes the stars appear more radiant within #vas365

spring without fragrance what is life without your smile a hollow, quiet soul #vss365

a recluse feels how it is to be a prisoner of time, a wheel that keeps turning. it carries and breaks the chores— downward, a leaf falling, waits in the air, wanting to want to wait for more. the walkway in the garden is clean. #vss365

I stand at the horizon facing away from the whole rigmarole of trying to fail at something where the lessons learned have been put to good use of wanting to try again to excel at this game of loving without waiting to be loved back #vss365 #poetry

I saw your face in the mirror it was black & white accusing me of pretension & involution a journey left behind to create art I must find a potent reason that resonates within, a game waits for a hero cut through my weakness chained to your music I know no sleep of peace #vss365

honesty has to begin somewhere folding corners into a sphere violin attuned to a guitar wings trying to steer the past away from the prying eyes of light and darkness you and I slow exist but perceive our love differently

fathom the unknown when control is luxury world is never still #vss365

the love was there, engraved on the heart— somber and atrophied, too fragile to fathom an impending loss #vss365

an impulse to discover yourself a constant movement of life an emporium of conundrums striving to become something being caught in a web of desires envisioning a transformation not through compulsion or imitation but reshaping our building blocks by observing the patterns of our desires #vss365

hidden and scattered in dust scores of ancient wisdom at first, a race for survival two worlds colliding within a world break open the seeds of creation before becoming sensitized to a spiral of wanton chaos a benevolent desire to reshape history by manipulating the outliers #vss365

night danced upon a bed of stars moonlight gleamed through glass an unending fleet of stairs and unbridled restlessness #vss365

she spoke with fastidious care like mercury trying to fall into the sun never more than a handful of words but just enough to stir my heartbeat waves crashing against the full moon #vss365

road to perfection a curiosity, a liberation or a means to an end equal parts effort and luck chasing shadows, a project dividing time to the point the world around slows down imagining perspectives a force that opens doors watch my steps as I sleepwalk through the paradox #poetry #vss365

a dash of trouble sprinkled freely in my morning coffee as if commotion is destined to maraud my temple of sanity chaos cloaked within, my heart beats with an echo in a quiet room a pause before I resume looking for nested patterns I dissect my past to erase the present #vss365

help me to swim through the labyrinth of my mind hold on to my honest love as you search for your truth #vss365

phases shift in silence a blur under the water untraceable in the morning an embrace, a longing for your gaze on a cold winter evening a commotion stirs my heart habits from an ordinary past I go out to howl at the moon I want this deja vu to last these tumultuous years #vss365

a spark in the dust the immolation of dreams cold gray winter winds #vss365

the tales we forget to tell ourselves…

quit wasting your time worrying about things you can’t perceive wallowing in the past and depleting energy you just have to begin to take control by breaking the negative loop do whatever it takes, but do something to widen your horizon, you look within to break free you first gotta believe #vss365

esoteric chants snow pressing against the stars catch ribbons of muse #vss365

The door to my esoteric vision
Stood out in the first light of day,
Staggering and weary,
Yet tethered to the floating gray
Of winter snow, blended with gold.
It rolled like the impassive memoirs,
Marooned and sticking out of my head,
When it was finally time to turn the page. #vss365 #poetry

sat by the fading light on a warmer evening I wasn’t afraid to dream of love, and hear the whispers drowning the chatter of a dreary monologue the blaze, the frost sweet was the wait but in search of your love I lost #vss365 #poetry

to question the nature of my reality steady swings and subtle shifts a rarity missing like a rare diamond from the crown jewel the most beautiful possession if the world around is materialistic losing and lost, aching and cast aside from the relationships that mattered #vss365 #poetry

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ideas ricochet with one another living in the silhouette of doubt and desire hoping to find a clear sky beyond the familiar shapes of clouds a seed germinates and branches out every falling leaf is cold to the touch while warmth resides within and forever stays that way #vss365

life is a drama play the role or improvise each act is unique #vss365

a dream has taken hold of me interwoven so tightly with the remnants of my shaken reality a challenge to pluck the chords of despair to bring delight to life’s irregular control of day and night I grasp for breath, I dance without your touch every sunset with my violin #poetry #vss365

when you’ve been daydreaming it’s so easy to just go with the flow easy to say yes so hard to say no dichotomy of thinking fast and slow confusing the fringes as part of the whole #vss365

there's a place deep inside my mind that waits for the perfect moment to call out my name in your soft and soothing voice when nobody's listening to my complaints in that momentary break of silence time slows down, the horizons widen everything seems possible once again #vss365

violet-tinted mist makes up the morn and in the distance calls the horn across the sea, striving to warn #poetry