a lot has happened and my carrd is far from updated but anyway heyyyy

we need to revive shiftsky

missing him so much hhhrfffss

I miss shiftsky 😔

also don’t know how I could possibly catch everyone up on all the lore I’ve dropped on my priv twt 💔

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HAPPY VITA DAY!! @back2eden.bsky.social

omg I miss being on bsky and I wish I didn't get so anxious talking about my drs and my loves here

happy birfday to me 🤭

me when blond man with sad eyes who looks like he hasn't seen a day of happiness in the last decade:

the way all my new s/os weren’t planned and they just followed me home like feral possums and now they’re causing so much mayhem, why am I always attracting the biggest freaks

wanna catch up my bsky mooties on my updated s/o roster but I don’t think I can do that on a public acc 🤧 @bsky.app let me keep my frens here in the loop and give me a priv acc

just saw a video of a couple and their little children at the ren faire and I’m gonna cry that’s all I want

if potentially I had the chance to have a three minute video call with 🐉🪰 … should I take it 😳

this looks so much like 🏔️ I’M SICK ????

forgot I can’t yap about my two other boys here because they’re still redacted here

because twt wants to play and hates me, I’m here 👺

this movie will be for me and @sacrficial.bsky.social only btw 🫂🤍

my life is strange dr

btw just a reminder that I’m mostly on my twt now so feel free to request there if you wanna see me go truly unhinged in the comfort of a priv account 🤭 (it’s back222eden)

kinda keep forgetting about this here …. how are we doing besties !!

obviously my name on his ass /hj

btw I made one of these cute things so feel free to send stuff over <3 back2eden.straw.page

shifting just so I can tell luke about this

rewatched my edit and giggled IMMEDIATELY oh god I’m truly so done for

anyway prettiest boy I’ve ever laid eyes on 🖤

ik I said I’d still be here if I made a priv twt but I’ve been too comfortable yapping in private there because I won’t have to be scared of people being weird 😭

reminder I’m also on twt if anyone wants to see me be more unhinged and yappy, it’s @/back222eden❕

no thoughts, just tall mountain man on the brain 🧠

replaying all LiS games so I can script everyone into my dr as my frens

life is strange …

are y’all more active on there, do I have to do the thing …

can I hear a little commotion for the art comm I got back recently 🥹🩵 (🎨: bewiart)

it’s killing me how every time I entertain the idea of being with anyone that isn’t luke, I start seeing him everywhere suddenly — someone gave me a luke art comm update yesterday after I hadn’t heard from them in ages AND sent me something related to the movie he’s in … like that boy is jealous 😭😭

also got the most scrumptious lucid dream tincture (blue lotus and some other herbs) brewing as we speak <3

soft launching us into the universe 🌲❤️‍🔥

and if I say I just logged on to check on my peeps and to soft launch a new s/o … then what 😼

also I don’t say it enough but I endlessly appreciate anyone that reached out while I was away <3 I love u so deeply

um heyyy 🤠

might become truly delulu but I’m watching a movie that finally gave me a good idea about what I wanted to do in my dr job-wise and they just dropped my dr last name in the movie 😭

insane how life is worth living again as soon as the sun’s back out

isn’t it a little bit crazy how I’ve been obsessing over bleeding hearts flowers and associating them with my love and then this new album gets recommended to me on spotify

so very main dr core

friend of mine just messaged me and asked if I wanted any souvenirs, she’s visiting her parents and literally going to luke’s birthplace 😭 I’m sick

just smiled so wide because the sun’s out and I was driving around and there was a biker behind me and he reminded me of my boy because he looked just as reckless

having to refer to my love or my dr family as fictional characters when I’m around ppl that don’t know about shifting is the worst

without going into too much detail there was something different in my apartment and I was going insane trying to figure out if I just misremembered or shifted but turns out my coworker changed that thing in my apartment while he was looking after the cats during my vacation soooo no shift for me 😔

I found a rational explanation for it and now I’m sad 😭😭 I should have just let it go and gaslit myself into thinking I shifted

also I got a fic c0mm about one of my favorite dr scenarios and and it had me giggling and kicking my feet so now I’m really excited and motivated to see my baby 🙂‍↕️🤭 (excerpt, slight nsfw)

taking time off here occasionally does wonders for me so if I ever vanish, don’t worry <3 I just needed time off to focus on myself a bit !