maybe actually fuck everyone

I love blocking people. I Love it. No Art For You!

going to get off my ass and start calling doctors to set up my surgery for the thing that’s mainly causing my chronic fatigue and exhaustion among a myriad of other long term health issues. I want my life back

I had a rip I’m fine.

I couldn’t draw pride art for myself this year but whatever I am not proud I’m just fucking sad

longing for a pack to love and understand

I love blocking people. I Love it. No Art For You!

this will fix me

I feel too tired to be alive

when they fix me I’m going to be unstoppable. I’m going to fix everything wrong with my life

IM SICK OF BEING TIRED I WANT THE ENERGY TO BE LOUD AND WEIRD

occasionally I see posts like "you shouldn't be an artist if you don't enjoy the artistic process" which is great and healthy thing for me to hear during burnout

lrp: i sure fucking hope so. there are people I have to see all the time that I can say for a fact owe some fucking apologies.

Wouldn't surprise me if in five years time the most common kind of controversies haunting upcoming online creators won't be found evidence of them having said slurs in the past, but rather evidence of them having done sadistic downfall-posting about someone who turned out to be innocent

if I'm not a wolf than explain why all these humans are trying to fucking kill me

if i’m not making things and enjoying it i’m freaking the fuck out about not making things or not enjoying making things

i need to talk about art i need folks who want to talk about art

the main problem with rim lighting is I can’t do it for every single piece

draws a picture for the first time in so long I give myself mania

I love my den. I love my den and my bed and the fact my mate is here with me. I get to end my day, even if it was hard, cozy in here, safe. I can pretend I know for sure that it will all be okay. I can rest for just a little. 🐺💤

im going to rip my fur out i need to make are I care about!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok posting this final version of my pelt on main so I'm peer pressured into not nitpicking it anymore

getting addicted to the blueberry raspberry body armor bc I'm a hardcore berries enjoyer wolf

existing is like dragging my face on concrete and I can't even see the moon from my porch

current pelt

highschool me who only wore camo army pants was onto something. I wish I still had the collection but they definitely wouldn’t fit me now.

Comfy ~

and one of the best title cards of all time

weave - #art #digitalart #lesbian

might shift face dots on pelt. hmmmm

bunny burgers! 🍔 🐇 :D sketched with pencil and paper, colored on clip studio paint!

Hungry wolf chef!! Sketched on paper + colored on clip studio 🔪🐇 #furryart

setting a timer on my phone to do 15 minutes of dry heaving on the bathroom floor before I have to pretend to be normal while a guy comes fix my kitchen sink. just one of those dayssss

she threw chicken legs in my enclosure!!!

draws 1 thing and gets exhausted. forgot I'm still really sick

(sickos) YES....

definitely making it exist now and making it good later is good advice. thank you bucket tool and 3am fever-driven insomniac burst of creativity

might be the final colors..... I'm loving it sm

Got inspired by this

I love her but she needs new face and more grey color

got to doodle myself today. still frustrated with my pelt colors

Its not even knotted

dogbed wolf is AI

I've got a cold and my neighbor is stomping and slamming shit I hate this bullshit every fucking day with this

every time I say “brothers in arms” I am 100% referencing my fav ascii art

buzzfeeds latest slaughtering of its second cash cow just proves to me what we all already know: working with large corporations to start projects you care deeply about is how you lose the rights to your work. big names will never care about your art. the industry is a meat grinder.

I want to know what’s happening with my species but wolf conservation news is never something comforting, only maddening and upsetting.

what you don’t understand is that right now I am a big fucking cocoon and a little latter I’m going to be an insane fuck off moth or something crazy. I am absolutely overzealous about becoming goo. the process is taking time I do not feel like I have. I need to hone the patience of monks.

going to start screaming. I can’t rush my recovery. but I REALLY wish I could

clocking into Guard Wolf Night Shift