My brain is being super helpful and suggesting I should have a night of drinking Be quiet brain

I finally opened the new clothes that arrived mid April 🤦‍♀️ I’ve not tried them on but they look good in person

Thinking too much about how my blood pressure was so low and my pulse high after surgery that they thought I faded internal bleeding Went back to the gp to say I’ve tried the electrolytes and it’s not helped the dizziness.

I’m mentally writing a list of all the loose skin related plastic surgery I would get if I won the lottery Basically everything other than my face lol. I’m surprisingly fine with my face

I have returned home. I’ve done the last errand of taking a parcel to the post office for middle kid I’m going to miss her so much

I need to go out and do an errand for middle kid but it’s raining. It should stop in an hour or so but the weather app has been saying that all morning

And with that, middle kid has gone. She’s given me one last errand to run for her tomorrow. We chatted. Hung out. Ate pizza. And watched a lot of Star Wars clone wars lol She’s moving on Saturday morning I will miss her so much

I showered and made the mistake that of looking my body in the mirror, mostly looking at the loose skin I was thinking about starting to maybe date soon-ish? Nope.

Al my talk last night of my nail varnish hardly chipping as long as I don’t do much… Woke up this morning with 2 nails already chipped 🤦‍♀️

Old school coping mechanism on a hard day BarryM - Black Forest

What’s Stephen Fry doing on The Morning Show? (I’m on season 3)

I had a temporary reprieve from the sadness with needed to add a little to my big assignment Now that’s done I’m sad again I know I need to rest my body and mind for a while before digging into social stuff but 🤦‍♀️ I’m sad

I drank monster and I’ve just finished adding in a few negatives. I’m now much closer to using the full extra 10% word count they give you. But hey. Mentioning no downsides would be worse than using more if the extra 10%

Got 1.5hrs sleep from 7am Sigh Buuuuut I did remember that I didn’t really put any downsides of two of my arguments in my uni assignment so I’ll try and do that today

Woke up at 2am with my brain far too busy Sigh

It’s all feeling very anticlimactic now uni is finished for the year Now the stress is gone, I’m just feeling sad

I wish I had some yummy food. I’ll get by on soup until pizza on Sunday

I am DONE! My last big uni assignment has been submitted (11 days early) and I am finished for the year

So far I’m enjoying it. I can see why it was such a masterpiece for its time, stellar filmmaking but it is slow, but that’s my millennial self being used to more fast paced tv/cinema

I’m finally watching 2001 A Space Odyssey Somehow I’m a scifi loving 40yo who’s not seen it before

Ugh I want to goto D&D, I just wish so much that it wasn’t teenage boys in the party. I struggle to follow their plans of just fighting every npc they meet and abandon every quest that involves actual investigation I think I want to quit and wait to find a game with adults

Currently waiting for the rain to stop so I can pop up the shop and get a meal deal. I have to get my scooter out for D&D later anyway so I might aswell grab an easy meal

I think I’m done??? I want to sleep on it and read through it again tomorrow but I’m 99% done?

Sorted, finally arrived

I redeemed my survey points for a PayPal voucher, the email usually comes almost instantly but it’s been 40 minutes and it’s not arrived yet. Grr. I’ve sent the support team an email

Today is a rest day, but I still needed to do my meds for the next 2 weeks which is always a depressing task. But the fandom stickers I ordered finally arrived so I’ve covered my 3 water bottles in fun stickers

When I had my gynae investigations to find out why my periods suck ass they did an internal and internal ultrasound. They found no cysts or other things to see so fitted me with a coil. My eldest had been recently Dx with pcos. They ruled out pcos because no cysts.

Today has been busy Got another half decent chunk of uni work done Had a shower and washed and dried my hair Ate soup and bread for dinner

The local cinema/theatre place is for sale and it’s a surprisingly reasonable price for what it is

Middle kid passed her driving test this morning! Woo!

Super weird: there’s currently an amber alert for wild fires in my area? Like… what?

I want to get uni work done but I’m feeling a bit nauseous this morning. I hope it’ll pass so I can get some work done, but it’s hard to caffeine load when nauseous and it’s hard to focus on uni work when nauseous Fingers crossed it passes

I did well and got a half decent sized chunk of my uni assignment done today. I’m over half way writing wise, but I know I’ll have lots of editing at the end to do as I’m over on my word count But I feel better for making some progress

After a couple of days of being too tired to do my evening face skin care routine thing I managed to do it all properly tonight. I feel much better and more human now Tomorrow back at uni work after today’s rest

I managed to time my nap so I woke up naturally not long before my Amazon delivery window starts. I very much needed the sleep

Yum. Chocolate covered pretzels

I was talking to my youngest today about her GCSE’s. She has 25 exams. And she’s already done 2 so 27 in total Far far far far too many …and study leave doesnt start until next week and she’s already started exams

Had a fab chill day with the kids. We ate good food, had clone wars on in the background, ate tasty food, middle kid did some stunning art and youngest did a bunch of revision (exam on Monday). There was chatting and some laughs too. I adore just having them in the house

My hips hate me

Morning all. I have the kids today so that’s going to be fun, I’m just waiting for my food shop to arrive so I can prep the vegetables

I crashed after my meeting today and slept almost 4hrs until 8pm. The meeting was a lot, and I’ve been busy this week. I’m just very tired. Grateful and happy about the ND group, plus stressed about uni work; it’s exhausting

Meeting went well, we’ve officially submitted our paperwork to become a community interest company, which is a non profit type company for the benefit of the community We’ll hear back in a week as a physical person has to look over all our policies we submitted like safeguarding

I got to sleep too late and I woke up early. But I have makeup on and I’m dressed. The ND group I help run has an admin meeting today and I’m hosting it at my house, there’s 3 of us total lol

Today I got a decent amount (for me) of work/writing done on my uni assignment. This is helpful as I have a long ish meeting tomorrow, but it’s at my house so less stress. Then on Saturday I’ve got the kids which will be fun. I’ll need Sunday off to rest, unless I have a burst of energy

I managed to get to your door for my delivery and not pass out, woo! It was close but I managed it lol

I just had 4 ginger biscuits and a cheese portion for lunch I am WINNING

It feels weird to not be voting when a lot of the country is voting

There’s a weird dream I have frequently. It’s where I have an eyelash in my eye, so I get it out, but there’s another, and another, and another. Just perpetual eyelashes in my eye Some weird ass stress dream I have lol

It’s been a shitty day pain and dizziness wise. It’s been coming in waves. In one atm and I want it to fk off

Found out why my local election is on the 21st and not tomorrow is that our area wasn’t due at election (tomorrow), but a councillor died unexpectedly so the soonest they could get an election together is the 21st