As a non-binary person who is AMAB and male presenting (deep voice and beard) it never ceases to amaze me how privileged I am to be so - just had a phone doctors appointment last not even 3 minutes, I explained what I wanted, he was like "okay will do that" and that was it, no follow ups nothing

Steam Autumn Sale has done me in but I have so many little indie horror games to play

I got a bunch of cool tapes yesterday that I plan to listen to, also the Silent Hill 2 soundtrack box set I ordered months ago arrived today, also new Agriculture album out today, this enby eatin today

Dungeon synth show was amazing, Orcus and Flickers from the Fen were amazing (as were Silencio Permanente and Cosmic Scrying)

Just saw a policeman walk past with an Eye of Providence tattoo (i.e., the symbol loads of people in popular culture once upon a time associated with the Illuminati) the irony is not lost on me...

Finished my new monochrome vest in time for a Dungeon Synth show I'm going to tomorrow 💕 featuring the rad back patch from the Vermin Halls x Mortwight EP, I'm gonna spend so much money on tapes and merch tomorrow 🧙🏻‍♂️

Got my hair cut for the first time in years yesterday - it was a sensory overload but my hairdresser was super sweet and I look cute as fuck

New cardigan arrived from overseas - convinced it was going to be too small because it's for femmes and it's Eastern Asian, fits so nicely, we cozy up in this bitch

Ordered a bunch of patches for a vest I have, one of the sellers (@finnikee on Etsy) also sold this amazing banner with the beads for blood, literally obsessed

Just finished my first play through of Dead Letter Dept. - holy fuck, what a truly unsettling experience. I did what it said to do and played it in the dark with headphones I'm now scared to walk down the hall and go to bed lmao If you're a horror fan, you have to play it

Lost around 1 stone in a month, operation stop being a fat cunt is well and truly on the way

Sat at my lecturn (RGB PC) consulting the scrolls (Dungeon Synth forums) whilst drinking a warming brew (banana bread rooibos tea) - it's feeling like Autumn

Just found out there is a rad looking dungeon synth event near me in a couple of weeks! Including Orcus!? Rad as fuck!

Just found out my bosses boss play Mörk Borg - rad

I don't have Instagram currently so y'all get a stream of my consciousness and get to hear me talk about my job, lucky you

I'm going to wait before dropping any money just in case...but my neuro divergent hyper focus is drifting into hardware Synths and I'm now googling eurorack stuff...dungeon synth project? Dark wave project? Mby...

Booked a haircut for next weekend, it's the first time a hairdresser has touched my hair in over a year and I'm anxious lmao, it's purely a trim because I have some split ends and I want help with fly-aways and general frizz, but also wanna discuss options for layers...hair this long is so new to me

Silksong is great, it scratches that souls-like itch with it's beautifully bleak world and hard gameplay, I need to beat it before the end of September because of the new Silent Hill, and then I need to beat that by the end of October because new Vampire the Masquerade, hoo boy I'm eatin

I went to do a quest on Silksong to make my weapon better...so I was going through doing it when I hit a part that I needed a traversal ability that I don't yet have...so now I'm on an even worse quest, to get said ability, before I can resume my initial quest...love me some extreme platforming

Gay Bugs in SilkSong!

Work is intense - all I wanna do is play Silksong but instead I have to worry about Cyber Requirements, BRD's and Change Advisory Boards...

Can you tell I was a MySpace kid?

Just pre-ordered the Silent Hill 2 soundtrack box set...6 LPs of Akira Yamaoka, with fucking art book and notes from the man himself?! Just in time for spooky season

I just bought tickets to a Dungeon Synth festival next year (Albion Dungeon Fest) - I can't wait to stand in a room with elf ears on and listen to nerdy synth music high on longbottom leaf

A hell of a wake up...

Made it - staying in a prison

Stuck in Reading on a train because of a helium balloon in the overhead lines...dangit bobby

Happy Friday y'all

Huh...ditto...didn't have that on my bingo card

You can tell it's cooler as pippin is cwtched up on the bed instead of under

Deleted Instagram because this news story is going to spawn a lot of bad takes that I just don't wanna read - I need content warnings, I'm a neuro diverse human being who is sensitive and I cba, I can block words on here so I can (mostly) filter out North American news

Found a pub right next to the river Taff in Cardiff, as a lover of water and cold pints, this is naught but a win

A pal I camped with at ATG brought a film camera and it's making me miss that nerdy field

Got to hang out at @bsidesbristol.org.uk today and saw some old pals and made new ones! Some really cool talks and keynotes, I've also learnt I am shit at picking locks

PFP/Owner

Oh hey I'm still alive

Saw Agriculture live this evening, with MACHUKHA supporting. MACHUKHA were immense, blackened post metal that was intense & graphic with stunning saxophone moments Agriculture are often described as Ecstatic Black Metal, it is a perfect descriptor, I laughed, I smiled, I wept, such a stunning gig

I would never wish death upon any human being, existence is so fleeting and precious, however...there are people I will not mourn, including Wotsit coloured American politicians...

If you see this etc. etc.

I've been wanting to make a video game for a very long time but whenever I come up with an idea I'm either limited by my existing skill level or I am over ambitious and the project seems too much, but I've come up with a very cute idea for a PICO-8 game that I'm now brainstorming for and I'm excited

Started a skincare routine, going to a killer gig in Bristol after work, and new Deftones day - what a ripper

Got back from ArcTanGent yesterday - a truly stunning experience, such an amazing community and a rad small festival with fucking amazing music taste - it's gotten me back into live music in a big way, I've booked 3 gigs over the next few months and I'm getting my guitar out of the cupboard 😂

wrestler

Starting a media thread!

I'm alive - I got myself a kindle (with the express purpose of jailbreaking it) now I have a dedicated manga reader and somewhere I can read ebooks NOT from Amazon because digital ownership is important - currently working on Gyo as I need to read more Junji Ito

So I've come back to this and I just played a demo for an RPG maker game called "Sorry we're Open" and fuck I need to play it as the demo has me hooked

Rewatching Total Recall and it's everything I love about old sci-fi, that clunky retro futurism, really cool physical sets, a lot of it was filmed in Mexico wth some stunning brutalist architecture, big crt monitors and old school keyboards - plus I love that Arnie cheese

Book number 2 of this year finished, took a bit of a break but smashed out two books in May, first "The Last Wish" (a Witcher book) and now Diavola, this was a good spooky read, I smashed out over half of it in one sitting which should speak volumes, tiktok recommendation which actually did me good

So I've made a decision to play more indie games, and a recent tiktok I watched mention a "Haunted PS1 Demo Disc" collection on itch, so naturally I had to check it out, firstly the presentation of the collection is stunning. It's a big scary mall you have to traverse where the stores are the demos!